Hii, my name is Kenz aka bway-ghost. I’ve been on tumblr for about 13 years now () posting about Phantom of the Opera but never made one of these so I guess now is the time lol.
About me:
I made this blog when I was a 12 year old neroudivergent kid desperate to discuss my biggest hyper-fixation: Phantom of the Opera.
Mostly the ALW musical but also the book, various movies, 1990 tv miniseries, etc. I’m now 25 years old and still want to talk about those things.
I was pretty active in the fandom for years but it was a bit hard to navigate being so young but I found a really warm and welcoming community. I took a break from posting for a while for no real reason. But Phantoms truly been in a renaissance recently between the various tours and Masquerade NYC- it’s made me want to post again, and it’s felt like a homecoming for me as corny as that sounds. Phantom is truly my favorite thing and has been since I first discovered it. Specifically, I can’t express what Christine Daaé means to me, she’s truly my favorite character of all time.
I would love to have more phantom based mutuals so if you like what I’ve said let’s connect and revel in this specific type of brain rot together :)
Things I post:
Mostly just shit posting, reblogging with my thoughts in the tags, cosplay content- been doing a lot with Christine recently, I plan to post more art like I used to but I got to warm up that part of myself a bit more.
I also like to post reviews anytime I see Phantom. I live in a major city close to New York so I’ve been lucky enough to see it on Broadway 3 times, Masquerade 3 times (soon to be more), and the restaged tour 3 times. (I don’t really care for the restaged tour though oops…😗)
Shipping:
I think everyone in phantom should kiss each other. This includes raoulstine, erikstine, rerik, all of it. It’s the ideal way to enjoy the story in my humble opinion. I don’t really care who you ship, I probably ship them too lol just let everyone do what they want! ♥️
Non-phantom things I post about:
Theatre in general (my other favorite musical is great comet), One Piece, horror movies, gothic literature (I have a BA in writing and literature, fun fact!), Star Wars, anime in general, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and whatever tv show I am watching at the moment. I’m also a sapphic leftist so I post stuff related to that as well !!
DNI:
Basically if you’re a bigot don’t follow me. This includes racism, homophobia, transphobia, zionism, anything pro-tr*mp, etc. I’m also very much anti-AI and prefer not to engage in any content related to that if I can.
In conclusion:
Overall, this is a long winded way to say: hi!! Welcome to my blog, I hope you enjoy. If you like phantom of the opera, or any of these other things let’s be oomfs!! 🫶🫶🫶
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Hugh Panaro, Audrey Logan (u/s Christine) and Dan Hoy were the core three. This was my first time seeing Hugh as the Phantom. (And second after Clay) Back in the day, his slime tutorials were my favorite so when I found out he was back in the mask during my NYC trip, I ran to TodayTix. What a dream seeing him, and it was extra special to get a few amazing interactions.
Front of house staff is very friendly, honestly the most friendly I've encountered for a show.
It felt pretty thin for a Saturday show, even if it was a matinee. It felt much more seamless to get from room to room for these reasons. I kind of wish the audience cap was lower now but I also don't want ticket prices to get higher SO
This crowd also had a very tapped-in energy. I think there were a lot of Hugh fans, and we were all excited for his return.
I believe we had Nicole for our Giry. She passed by me during the introduction, and greeted me. I greeted her in turn with a "Bonjour Madame," and a small bow.
Hugh got the loudest applause when he came in, notable as the crowd was thinner.
During Hannibal, a ballerina pulled me to the piano and showed another audience member and I how to plie and pose. She was adorable and asked us if we'd be at auditions next week. I told her of course, I would, and she smiled and led me back to my spot.
I threw a rose at Christine, which was very exciting because it was my first time getting to do that!
Audrey was our Christine as Francesca was out. I would have loved to have seen her with Hugh, as I have heard incredible things, but I thought Audrey was also lovely. She played the innocence a little more. it kind of gave a Charles Dance/Terri Polo vibe.
Hugh did not disappoint. He has such a way of articulating his words that's so well practiced and yet spontaneous-sounding. You can tell, especially with the lines that carried over from the OG show, that he has experimented with the best way to phrase his lines. No question that’s Kay!Erik come to life and I was agog.
During MOTN he kneeled down next to an older woman (I believe she was on the ada track) and sang directly her to. She got very emotional and it actually made me tear up.
Similarly, a mother an daughter were gently tapped and I saw them lean into each other after. Reminded me of my own mom taking me to the show when I was a kid.
Got split up into automatons, shadow box, then the bedroom
So as we were walking to the mirror bride and groom/automatons, the mirror groom stepped out from his vogueing chamber. (idk what else to call it lol) the woman in front of me did not see his extended hand and walked right on by. So I took it 👀
Yes friends I got the newspaper(!!!!!) I had no idea it existed before this moment and I feel like a blessed unicorn
So Bridegroom did a little dance with me. I believe he spun me around and he motioned his hand over his heart. I mirrored the motion. He then showed me the vanity with a little box and pointed to an ad in the newspaper (laying on the vanity) that mentioned a stolen diamond ring. He then beckoned me to open the box. The ring was inside and he showed it to me. I thought for a minute he wanted me to look at it but when I reached my hand out he put it in his coat pocket (sorry my dude lol) he then put his finger over his lips. I did the same and promised I’d keep it secret
He let me out, taking my hand. It was so gentlemanly and he is fantastic at what he does—he sells it so well.
The automaton dance scene is such a new favorite of mine.
We went to the shadow box room next. Hugh came to his seat (I have never seen this sequence before) and he led another audience member to his little music room before we moved on to the bedroom. I was aghast as I didn’t realize this was an option 🤣
Had the pleasure of being close by for this scene 👀 Hugh’s Erik kissed Christine’s shouler (or at least grazed his lips there) 🥵
Christine led an audience member to STYDT and we were some of the ones who were on the little platform. Had a bad view but Erik really engaged with the audience here, looking directly in the eyes of multiple people, including me. Hugh conveyed the despair so well.
Erik led my group to the carnival. I almost fell down the platform but thankfully I caught myself In Hugh’s interpretation he solelmly and like a funeral dredge led us up the elevator. I as I was going up I caught a glimpse of him leaning over the elevator reaching across with longing.
I was positioned near young!Erik’s cage. He saw my newspaper and pointed at it. I handed it to him and he pointed to the same little blurb about the missing diamond ring before pointing at himself. From my understanding of the scene and moment, Erik (I believe it was Kody) was conveying that Erik always longed for a wife.
He reached his hand out to me and took my hand, then preceeded to tie a little ring on my left finger. Most others I’ve seen they for the wrist braclet so I was pretty shocked. I now have an engagement string.
In all seriousness it was utterly lovely and devastating. I told Erik he would be okay and “you are good.” Really not sure what else I could have said, wish I could have said more.
He handed me back the newspaper and I stepped aside so others could interact. I couldn’t see who got the note from his mother, but I saw him show others his music box.
I feel so stupid that I finally realized this show was subtly answering the age old question of where Erik got the monkey: HIS MOTHER. (Or Madeline if you’re like me and ready Kay when she was in high school and knows she has issues but has unfortunately imprinted on your subconsiois)
Smaller room for LTBL as we did the indoor track this day, but I was at the front of the room. Giry talked to us a little bit before we left for the next room about how angry the phantom is Christine was casted as the page boy. Clever use of crowd control so not everyone rushes out at once!
Clay’s Erik is genuinely having fun in this scene but I think Hugh’s Erik is a little more methodical and menacing.
Dan Hoy as Raoul ran by me and gently touched my shoulder in a “oh my I am so sorry pardon me!” Sort of way as he ran towards Christine. In general I loved his Raoul as it reminded me of a classic Barton-esque performance.
Christine and Raoul were right by my side as they finished AIAOY. Listen I may be an Erik apologist but I’m also a love song lover so AIAOY has a special place in my heart (also my mom sang it to me as baby 🥹) so being inches away from them made me and the person next to me misty-eyed.
I wish I had more coherent thoughts on the reprise but all I got is OHMYGOD
In the indoor set for Wishing, Dan was letting audience members put flowers on Gustave’s grave saying “this is Christine’s father.” He also really sold the moment where the DJT score turns to fire.
Great Wishing. I could really feel Christine’s desperation and sadness, it was like she could finally vent.
This was by far my favorite “version” of the dressing room scene I’ve seen. I believe it started with Carlotta and Piangi. Phantom of course makes the switch of Carlotta’s voice spray and then pulls piangi into the coat closet. Hugh threw away the line “don’t fret friends, he has an understudy,” and that got a big laugh. Perfect delivery.
Raoul and Christine came in and he kissed her so tenderly. Unfortunately she was very distracted 🤣
She asked me to move out of the way to get the note lol.
Once she left the managers came in. They were on fire this performance—the little ticking clock wouldn’t stop and I believe it was Andre who said “oh shut up!” Then when the lights went out he yelled “I want to go home!” That got another a big laugh.
I had never seen the dead Piangi on the floor before this so it was new for me to see the managers run over to him and decide “he was just drunk” then see their rising panic when they realized he was dead. Andre even picked up his hand and started waving it goodbye as we headed to the next scene.
I had to side step over Piangi...I am so sorry RIP. (it was for a good cause.)
I don't have many coherent thoughts over PONR but it was like the thread that Hugh's phantom was holding onto finally broke during the unmasking and he could just not take it anymore.
Also no coherent thoughts for the Final Lair other than the fact it was truly a master class (The whole performance was.) Hugh did seem a little tired this performance but that just added to it. This man was at his last straw and was tired of everything...even was almost nonchalant, but the kiss saved him from falling from the edge.
I cried.
All in all, this was such a special performance. To see a Phantom legend come back right as I was in the city and do this show is something I'll never forget. You can tell he loves his role so much and considers it an honor to embody him every night and continue to discover new parts of him. I probably won't get to see him again this run but I would not surprised if he comes back after, LOL. And if he is and the stars align, I’ll be there!
I'm usually pretty decisive about what to stream, but this one eluded me for weeks. How do you cap off 300 nights of shared memories and shenanigans and collective suffering? You can't. Not meaningfully, anyway. What you CAN do is have a party and watch the most ridiculous option possible.
Stolleboot is a brilliantly seamless edit by @cowardtranslation that stars beloved jack of all trades JEREMY STOLLE as the Phantom, JEREMY STOLLE as Raoul, JEREMY STOLLE as Passarino, and JEREMY STOLLE as Piangi.
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thinking about alw erik and raoul. an interesting dynamic (and queer take on them) would be that erik yearns for christine because of her voice, the way it completes his music perfectly. he therefore conflates romantic love with idolisation, his loneliness and hunger for affection fueling this need for her and her gentle nature; her kindness being such that he believes she might be able to accept his monstrous looks.
enter raoul who, despite being different in personality, appearance-wise erik sees he is ideal by other's standards. this fosters a sort of heat within him each time he sees the man with christine, hears his voice, sees him smile, thinks about him after his mind drifts from christine to that man who so often attaches himself to her. he believes the heat is jealousy, when in truth it is partly envy, because he wishes he were so handsome, well-liked and naturally charismatic, then love (platonic and romantic) would be easier for him. he wants to be like raoul, mimic the way he carries himself, the way he dresses and looks, because that is what is considered good and perfect by society, yet he can't. it looks wrong on him. but that heat is also the starting flame of a crush, a simmering lust that grows in intensity until it confuses erik, infuriates him.
why must his thoughts of christine always lead to that man? why does his imagination wander into territory unbidden, of the delicate face of the singer he adores, her lips smiling and pressing against his, to those which belong to raoul? he's angry and frustrated, and blushing has become such a common occurrence that he scarcely realises when he does it.
but he does it, and christine notices it first when she is in the phantom's presence and their conversation somehow diverts to raoul, and this strange, half-masked man's eyes flit off to the side, his fingers fidget and wriggle in tight fists, his one exposed cheek glowing such a fierce red that it's clearly visible in the dim light. and christine tries to understand whether this was the phantom angry and jealous, or perhaps something more reminiscent of someone filled with a desire they have no idea how to handle.
Masquerade Friday May 29 with Georgia and Clay, she kissed his forehead before going to Raoul during the final layer and leaving and I will now never know peace.
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