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A little random and maybe there isnt much description but can you do like a SUPERRR fluff and like lovey Lego date with James 🥹🥹 with like kiss and hugs and like she holds his hand but only his pinky cause thats lowkey adorable 😭💜💜💜 if not its totally fine 👍👍💜💜 you the besttt I love your stories.
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Plus I TOTALLY see James being into LEGO so hell yeah.
Love ya moot thank you for your request!! ❤️
(the pinky thing? I GET YOU.)
pairing : james!cortis x fem!reader◞
summary : you’re dating James, but you can’t shake the feeling that someone like him shouldn’t really choose you—yet he is willing to prove you that you are completely wrong.◞
other notes : sfw! fluff! comfortfic! noANGST! (1.4k)◞
The apartment was quiet except for the soft hum of the city outside the windows and the occasional turning of a page.
James sat cross-legged at the end of the couch, dark hair falling into his eyes as he read through notes on his tablet, brows furrowed in concentration. Even like this—wearing gray sweatpants, an oversized black hoodie, and looking half-asleep—he was unfairly beautiful.
You watched him from the kitchen counter where you were pretending to focus on your tea.
It was stupid, really.
After all this time together, after all the late-night phone calls and forehead kisses and sleepy “come here”s whispered into your hair, you still caught yourself staring at him the same way everyone else did.
The difference was that everyone else got to admire him freely.
You had to live with the terrifying fact that somehow, impossibly, he loved you back.
“You’ve been holding that mug for like ten minutes.”
His voice pulled you out of your thoughts.
James looked up, amused, lips curving into that small smile he always wore when it was just the two of you. Softer than the smiles he gave cameras. Realer.
You blinked. “What?”
“The tea.” He pointed lazily. “You forgot to drink it.”
“Oh.”
You glanced down.
Right. The tea.
James laughed quietly through his nose before setting his tablet aside. “Come here.”
The words were gentle, absent-minded, like breathing.
You obeyed immediately.
The moment you reached the couch, his hands found your waist automatically, guiding you between his legs until you were standing there while he looked up at you like you personally hung the moon.
It always made your chest ache a little.
“You okay?” he asked.
“Mhm.”
“You sure?”
His thumbs rubbed small circles against your sides. Warm. Comforting.
Too comforting.
Because the moment he looked at you like that, every ugly thought inside your head became impossible to say out loud.
How could you admit you felt small next to him when he treated you like you were precious?
How could you tell him that every time you saw edits of him online or fans screaming his name or comments calling him perfect, part of you wondered what he was doing with someone like you?
So instead, you smiled.
“I’m okay.”
James narrowed his eyes slightly.
He never fully believed you when you lied.
Still, he leaned forward and pressed a kiss just below your jaw anyway. “Good.”
The touch made your face warm instantly.
He noticed, obviously.
“Cute,” he murmured.
“Stop.”
“Never.”
You rolled your eyes, but he only grinned wider before tugging you down beside him until your head rested on his shoulder.
Safe.
That was the dangerous thing about James.
He made loving him easy.
A week later, your friend convinced you to go out drinking with her.
“You never go anywhere,” she complained while dragging you through the crowd. “And you’ve literally never been drunk before. That’s insane.”
“I just never wanted to.”
“Well, tonight you are.”
You should’ve known it would end badly.
The first drink burned.
The second tasted weirdly sweet.
By the fourth, the room had become pleasantly fuzzy around the edges.
You laughed too loudly at things that weren’t funny. Your cheeks hurt from smiling. The music vibrated through your chest while your thoughts floated somewhere far away from you.
At some point, your friend gently took your phone from your hands.
“You texted him the same sentence three times.”
You squinted. “Did I?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.”
“What did you even mean by ‘you’re shaped nicely’?”
You burst into uncontrollable laughter.
By the time James arrived, you were sitting outside the bar wrapped in your coat, blinking slowly at the night air.
The second you saw him stepping out of the car, something in your chest softened painfully.
He looked tired.
Not annoyed—never annoyed—but definitely worried.
His eyes found you instantly.
“There you are.”
The way he said it made it sound like he’d been looking for you forever.
You smiled weakly. “Hi.”
James crouched in front of you immediately, hands brushing your hair back carefully. “How much did you drink?”
You thought very hard about it.
“…some.”
Your friend snorted behind you.
“She’s gone,” she informed him. “Completely.”
James sighed quietly, though there was fondness hidden underneath it. “I can see that.”
Then he looked back at you, expression softening all over again.
“Can you stand?”
You nodded confidently before nearly falling sideways.
His arms caught you instantly.
Strong. Warm. Steady.
“Okay,” he said through a laugh. “Maybe not.”
You buried your face against his shoulder out of embarrassment while he thanked your friend and carefully guided you into the passenger seat.
The car smelled like him.
Clean laundry, faint cologne, something comforting you could never describe properly.
The second he buckled your seatbelt for you, your drunk brain nearly melted.
“You’re very pretty,” you informed him seriously.
James glanced at you while starting the car.
“Yeah?”
“Mhm.”
“That’s nice, baby.”
“No, like…” You frowned, struggling to explain yourself. “Annoyingly pretty.”
His laugh filled the car quietly.
“You’re drunk.”
“You have fans.”
“I do.”
“So many.”
James hummed absent-mindedly, one hand resting on the steering wheel.
“And they all think you’re beautiful,” you continued.
His expression shifted slightly at your tone.
You didn’t notice.
Meanwhile your thoughts had become loose and slippery, impossible to keep inside anymore.
“I think so too,” you admitted softly.
The streetlights blurred past outside the windows.
James stayed quiet.
You stared at your hands.
“I don’t tell you because it sounds dumb,” you mumbled. “But sometimes I look at you and think maybe one day you’ll realize you could have someone prettier.”
The car became very still.
Even the music seemed quieter somehow.
James’s grip tightened slightly on the steering wheel before he glanced over at you again.
Your eyes were glassy from alcohol and exhaustion, fixed stubbornly on your lap.
“You think that?”
You shrugged.
It suddenly felt horribly embarrassing now that the words were out.
“I know it’s stupid,” you whispered. “I know you love me. I just…” Your throat tightened unexpectedly. “Sometimes I don’t understand why.”
James pulled into an empty side street without another word.
The car stopped.
You looked up, confused.
He turned toward you fully then, expression unreadable for exactly two seconds before he reached over and cupped your face gently.
“Hey,” he said softly.
Your chest hurt.
“Look at me.”
You did.
And there it was again.
That look.
Like you were something unbearably precious to him.
James brushed his thumb under your eye carefully. “Do you know what I see when I look at you?”
You shook your head slightly.
“I see the person who remembers how I take my coffee even when I forget myself.” His voice stayed calm and warm. “The person who waits up for me after schedules even when you’re exhausted. The person who gets shy when I compliment her even though she’s the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen.”
Your face crumpled instantly.
James smiled sadly at that.
“You really don’t know how beautiful you are, huh?”
You let out a tiny, miserable laugh. “Not compared to you.”
“Compared to anyone.”
His hand slid into your hair carefully.
“I have fans,” he said quietly. “And I’m grateful for them. But they’re not you.”
The tears burning your eyes suddenly became impossible to ignore.
James leaned closer immediately.
“Baby, no—don’t cry.”
“I’m not crying.”
“You are literally crying.”
You sniffled. “Shut up.”
That made him laugh softly.
Then his forehead rested against yours.
“So listen to me carefully,” he murmured. “There is nobody else I want.”
The sincerity in his voice nearly destroyed you.
“You don’t have to compete with anyone. You don’t have to become prettier or cooler or anything else.” His nose brushed yours lightly. “I already love you exactly like this.”
Your eyes closed.
The warmth of his hand against your cheek, the softness in his voice, the quiet patience he always carried with you—it all wrapped around your heart until it felt too full to hold.
“I’m drunk,” you whispered weakly.
“I know.”
“So maybe ignore me forever.”
“Absolutely not.”
A tiny laugh escaped you.
James smiled immediately like he’d won something important.
“There she is.”
Before you could respond, he leaned in and kissed you.
Slow.
Careful.
The kind of kiss that felt less romantic and more reassuring somehow.
Like he was trying to pour every unspoken feeling into it.
You melted against him instantly.
His thumb stroked your cheek while he kissed you softly, patiently, until all the awful thoughts in your head quieted down for just a moment.
When he pulled away, he stayed close enough that your noses still brushed.
“Better?” he asked quietly.
You nodded.
“A little.”
“Good.”
Then, because he was James, he reached down and intertwined your fingers together before starting the car again.
The rest of the drive home was quiet.
Not awkward.
Just soft.
Your head rested against his shoulder the second you got upstairs, and he guided you carefully through the apartment while mumbling fond complaints about how heavy you suddenly were.
You laughed sleepily.
He helped you wash your face.
Helped you change into pajamas.
Brought you water.
And when you finally crawled into bed, exhausted and dizzy, James slid in beside you without hesitation, immediately pulling you into his chest.
You could hear his heartbeat.
Steady.
Safe.
Even half-asleep, his fingers still traced gentle patterns along your back.
“You know,” he murmured into your hair, “you’re gonna wake up embarrassed tomorrow.”
A groan left you instantly.
“I knew it.”
He laughed quietly.
“But I meant what I said.”
Your arms tightened around him instinctively.
James pressed one last kiss to your forehead.
And in the darkness, with his arms wrapped securely around you like he never planned to let go, it became just a little easier to believe him.
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loooads of fluff and heavy on the humour!
heeeavy angst!!! (sad endings mostly)
slight angst! (usually a happy ending or fluff aswell)
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ʚ pairing : james x femreader
ʚ summary : summer settles into its familiar rhythm of ocean waves, paddleboards, and late afternoons spent with friends—except this year, there's someone new. As James quietly becomes part of the group, you find yourself looking for him without meaning to, and wondering when exactly that started.
ʚ other notes : cortis! fluff! nonidolau! summervibes! sfw! sliceoflife! (3.0k)
01 . 02 . ???
The sun filtered through the trees overhead, scattering fragments of gold across the narrow trail as the branches swayed lazily in the sea breeze.
The farther you walked, the stronger the smell of salt became.
It lingered in the air.
In your clothes.
In your hair.
A familiar scent that somehow managed to feel like home every single year.
Warm sand and loose dirt clung stubbornly to your shoes as the path wound between trees and jagged rocks.
Like every summer, your group had made the trip to the cove.
Your cove.
Not that any of you technically owned it.
But after years of claiming it as your headquarters, it felt close enough.
Getting there, unfortunately, remained a form of torture.
A steep climb.
Far too many rocks.
An unreasonable amount of walking.
And, perhaps worst of all, Keonho complaining for the entire journey.
"I think I'm dying."
"You said that twenty minutes ago."
"I'm dying slowly."
"That's called being tired."
"No."
Keonho wiped imaginary sweat from his forehead.
"This feels different."
Martin didn't even look up from the path.
"If you die, can I have your room?"
"What?"
"I'm just planning ahead."
"YOU CAN'T CALL DIBS ON MY ROOM."
"Watch me."
"You people are vultures."
"You're not dead yet."
"Not yet."
Martin pointed dramatically.
"See? Optimism."
You laughed despite yourself.
Ahead of you, Seongyeon groaned.
"Please stop talking."
"No."
"Please."
"No."
"You've been complaining for forty minutes."
"And I'll do forty more."
"I hate you."
"You don't mean that."
"I absolutely do."
Juhoon, somehow conserving energy better than the rest of you combined, glanced over his shoulder.
"We're literally almost there."
Nobody answered.
Mostly because everyone was busy suffering.
Then the trees opened.
And suddenly every complaint vanished.
It happened every year.
Every single year.
No matter how many times you saw it.
No matter how familiar it became.
The cove always stole the breath from your lungs.
The beach stretched below, hidden between towering cliffs covered in greenery.
The ocean shimmered beneath the afternoon sun, thousands of silver reflections dancing across the surface with every passing wave.
White foam curled around the shoreline before disappearing back into the sea.
The wooden dock extended from the sand into the water, weathered by years of salt, sun, and reckless teenagers.
Beyond it, the cliffs curved around the cove like protective walls.
Sheltering it from the rest of the world.
For a moment nobody spoke.
Even Keonho.
Which honestly felt historic.
Then:
"Holy shit."
James stopped dead beside you.
His gaze moved slowly across the cove.
The dock.
The water.
The cliffs.
The trees.
Everything.
For once, he looked genuinely speechless.
And somehow that was almost as satisfying as seeing the cove itself.
"Told you it was worth it."
Keonho sounded unbearably smug.
James let out a breathless laugh.
"You guys have this just... sitting here?"
"Pretty much."
"We practically live here."
"You never mentioned the private paradise."
A second later Martin stumbled out from the trail.
Then immediately face-planted into the sand.
Directly on top of Juhoon.
The moment was ruined instantly.
As always.
"Oh my God."
Martin groaned dramatically.
"Just bury me here."
"Get off."
Juhoon sighed.
Martin didn't move.
"Leave me."
"No."
"Let me become one with nature."
"No."
"Tell my family I loved them."
"You are literally lying on my kidneys."
Eventually Juhoon shoved him off.
Martin rolled onto his back.
Stared at the sky.
And continued mourning his tragic existence.
Seongyeon watched the entire thing with visible disappointment.
"The paddleboards are still here."
Keonho instantly forgot he had been dying.
His recovery was miraculous.
One second he was exhausted.
The next he was sprinting toward the dock.
One flip-flop flew off somewhere behind him.
He didn't notice.
Or maybe he simply didn't care.
"WAIT FOR ME."
Martin rose from the dead immediately.
A true medical phenomenon.
The two of them disappeared toward the dock.
James followed after them at a slower pace.
And honestly?
The guy looked fascinated.
His eyes kept drifting everywhere.
Toward the cliffs.
Toward the water.
Toward the trees.
Like he couldn't quite believe places like this existed outside of postcards.
You should have been looking at the scenery too.
Really.
The view was ridiculous.
The ocean stretched endlessly beyond the cliffs.
The water sparkled beneath the sunlight.
A fishing boat drifted lazily across the horizon in the distance.
The entire cove looked like something pulled from a travel brochure.
Instead...
You'd spent the last five minutes watching James.
Which was becoming a problem.
A very specific problem.
One that seemed to be getting worse every day.
And frankly?
You blamed the heat.
The paddleboards had barely made it ten meters away from the dock before Martin nearly killed all of them.
Again.
"STOP MOVING."
Seongyeon's voice echoed across the cove.
"I'm literally standing still!"
"No you're not."
"I AM BRO."
The board tipped violently.
Keonho screamed way too loudly.
James laughed.
And Martin somehow looked offended.
You watched from the dock as the four of them became smaller against the ocean.
The water around them glittered beneath the afternoon sun.
Every movement sent silver reflections dancing across the surface.
The cove felt warm, lazy.
The kind of summer afternoon that seemed determined to last forever.
Beside you, Juhoon stretched out further across the dock.
One arm behind his head.
The other dangling lazily over the edge.
His fingertips skimmed the water occasionally whenever a wave rolled beneath the wooden planks.
The dock creaked softly beneath you both.
For a while neither of you said anything.
Which wasn't unusual.
One of the nice things about Juhoon was that silence never felt awkward.
You didn't need to fill every second with conversation.
You could just...
Exist.
Together.
The waves handled the rest.
The others were still arguing in the distance.
Martin was gesturing aggressively.
Keonho was gesturing back.
Seongyeon looked one inconvenience away from murder.
James appeared to be enjoying himself far too much.
You found yourself smiling.
Again.
Annoying.
So annoying.
"You know."
Juhoon's voice broke the silence.
Immediately dangerous.
You already knew that tone.
That was the tone people used right before ruining your day.
"No."
"You don't even know what I was going to say."
"I don't need to."
"You kinda do."
"Nope."
A pause.
Then:
"He's smiling too."
You froze.
Immediately.
Your head turned toward him.
Juhoon's eyes remained closed, unbothered.
That traitor.
"What does that mean?"
"No idea."
"Liar."
"Sure am."
"Juhoon."
He shrugged.
Without opening his eyes.
"He's happier."
You stared.
The ocean suddenly seemed very interesting.
"So?"
"So nothing."
"Then why mention it?"
Another shrug.
"You asked."
"I didn't."
"You implied it."
"I hate you."
"I know."
You considered kicking him into the ocean.
Unfortunately, that would require effort.
So you settled for glaring instead.
Juhoon remained completely unaffected.
Typical.
A sudden splash echoed from across the cove.
You looked up.
Martin had fallen in again.
Honestly?
At this point it was less surprising when he stayed on the board.
"THAT WAS SABOTAGE."
His voice carried remarkably well across water.
"Gravity isn't sabotage."
Seongyeon sounded exhausted.
"How do you know?"
"Because that's not how sabotage works."
"You weren't there."
"I AM LITERALLY HERE."
"You could be biased."
James almost doubled over laughing.
Keonho was already lying across the board.
Completely useless.
"Noona!"
His voice echoed across the cove.
You immediately regretted looking in their direction.
"Nope."
"I haven't even asked anything yet!"
"No."
"That's unfair."
"You're Keonho."
"That's profiling."
"Earned it."
The resulting laughter reached you even from across the water.
James included.
And for some reason—
That one was easy to recognize.
You hated that too.
About twenty minutes later, the paddleboards finally returned.
Mostly because Martin claimed he was starving.
A statement nobody trusted considering he'd eaten half a bag of chips during the hike on his own.
The second the boards touched the dock, Keonho jumped off.
Badly.
Very badly.
Pathetically badly.
One foot landed on wood.
The other didn't.
The scream that followed could probably be heard from neighboring towns.
"MY LEG."
"You still have it."
"MY OTHER LEG."
"You still have that one too."
Seongyeon stepped around him.
No sympathy.
No hesitation.
Like a man who had seen this exact performance far too many times before.
James climbed off next.
Much more successfully.
Which wasn't surprising.
Everything he did looked annoyingly easy.
Walking.
Swimming.
Paddleboarding.
Breathing.
Existing.
Very rude of him, honestly.
You were busy minding your own business when a shadow suddenly appeared overhead.
You looked up.
James was standing there.
Sunlight framed his shoulders.
His hair was still damp from the ocean.
Drops of water slid slowly down the side of his neck.
Your brain immediately stopped functioning.
Wonderful.
"You want help?"
You blinked.
"...What?"
"The paddleboard."
He pointed.
"Come on."
"Oh."
Right.
Words.
Communication.
Those were useful.
"I don't know."
"You don't know?"
"I'll fall."
"You probably will."
The audacity.
James grinned.
"I'll catch you."
Your stomach immediately betrayed you.
Again.
You were beginning to suspect it was actively working against you.
Across the dock, Juhoon made a suspicious choking sound.
You didn't even need to look.
You already knew.
That asshole was absolutely witnessing this.
And enjoying every second.
"I hate all of you."
"What did I do?"
James looked genuinely confused.
Which somehow made everything worse.
Juhoon finally laughed.
A real laugh this time.
The kind that almost never escaped him.
And suddenly you knew.
Without a shadow of a doubt.
The rest of the summer was going to be a problem.
A huge one.
And somehow...
You weren't entirely sure you minded.
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hi babiess!!! how are yall doing? I hope great :) anyway, i'm kind of having trouble guessing what kind of genre you guys enjoy the most, for me to write about ofc, so pls help a girl out!
i prefear...
loooads of fluff and heavy on the humour!
heeeavy angst!!! (sad endings mostly)
slight angst! (usually a happy ending or fluff aswell)
suggestive! 👀 (will NEVER write nsfw, but iykyk!)
music tag game!
got tagged by @rh1nestcned @the-wind-around-the-willow @reginaphalangelobster !!
when you publish this, make a new post, list 5 of your favorite songs, publish & tag some of your favorite mutuals !
okok here we go!
N Side - Steve Lacy
Pyramids - Frank Ocean
Cognac Queen - Megan Thee Stallion
What You Heard - Sonder
How to disappear - Lana Del Rey
some no pressure tags!! @s0urw00lf @444tunately @notmeolive @theedaythatnevercomes @i-gotta-go-so-much-bigger @casanddeanswife @sunkissedson
music tag game!
Tagged by @alasdecas!!
Post Party Trauma- McKenna Grace
Making The Bed - Olivia Rodrigo
Drop Dead - Olivia Rodrigo
Sara - We Three
Senses - Mico
@iv-j1 @samwchsgf @hopelessbrain @islaymonsters
Thank you for the tag, My Love!! I always appreciate them, they're so fun!! <3 Tagged by: @casanddeanswife °❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・ ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: The Chain - Fleetwood Mac ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: Sugar Water - Cabo Matto ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: Ring My Bell - Anita Ward ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: Burnin' For You - Blue Oyster Cult °❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:・ @windfall-prophet @liljojoslays27789 @mortluvr @jackalope-woman @howdoyoustopthisthing @piexperiment @kurtcocain67 @saltcirclesigil
aww , thanks for the tag ! ( ◜‿◝ )♡
" Read My Mind " — The Killers
" Sweet " — Cigarettes After Sex
" Girl Singing in the Wreckage " — Black Box Recorder
" Look At That Woman " — ROLE MODEL
" My Moon My Man " — Feist
@anjee0 💕 @piexperiment 💕 @sirpompet 💕 @moiceclown 💕
ERM THA M U FOR THE TAG I love getting tags OKAG YAYAY top 5 songs on ration atm
(Don’t Fear) The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
Leave Me Alone - Reneè Rapp
Von Dutch - Charli xcx
Human Behavior - Björk
Pepper - Butthole Surfers
@saltcirclesigil @werepire05 @sassyangelcas @wayword-worm
ooooooo yay ty for the tag nani :3
(Not in order)
Earrings - Malcom Todd
Self Aware - Temper City
Megalomaniac - KMFDM
Angel - Massive Attack
Eventually - Tame Impala
Tags! @blueeyesblueties @leonkennedywho @hypa-t1a @foundaliquorstoreandidrankit <333
Giggles and kicks my feet. Ty for the tagggg♡♡
In no particular order:
• B.Y.O.B. - System of a Down
• Shamrocks and Shenanigans - House of Pain
• Cops / Dogs - Destructo Disk
• Enter Sandman - Metallica
• War Pigs - Black Sabbath
There were so many others I had to choose from this was actually difficult
Tags; @junkiepunkie , @malfunctioning-froog , @demetriustheangel
Ty for the tag @leonkennedywho you have peak taste
- New Skin by Incubus
- State of Love and Trust by Pearl Jam
- Corduroy by Pearl Jam
- Holy Mountains by System of a Down
- Naked Sunday by Stone Temple Pilots
So many others tho 😓 this was hard af bro
Tags: @hamstersinagraveyard @dakotasandwich
Ty for the tag twin
- Cobra (Rock Remix) [feat. Spiritbox] by Megan Thee Stallion and Spiritbox
-Lapdance by N.E.R.D.
-A Loving Feeling by Mitski
-No Better by Lorde
-Fourth of July by Fall Out Boy
Having to pick only 5 is like making me pick between my children…I could do 10 BUT NOT 5
Tags: @pluto-lives @aftermoontea @a-magpie-name
ty for the tag 💕💕💕💕😝😝😝😝
- the girl is mine by Michael jackson and Paul mccartney
- sticker by nct 127
- vogue by madonna
- mention me by cortis
- carousel by Michael jackson
@clemenzzz @jesmightjumptmr @realseanshady @xngelsthesis
Thank you for the tag! (≧▽≦) ❤️🩹
•Remember The Time
By: Micheal Jackson
•Only
By: LeeHi
•To me, from me
By: kiiikiii
•JoyRide
By: Cortis
•Ghosting
By: TXT
~ @imbatmanpoperoni @teacuplps @pupuyvs @corteggs-for-breakfast !!
yayyy
gracie - naomi scott (pls listen to her album)
too fast - sonder
no good - victoria monet (👀👀👀 teaser??)
i need you - kehlani ft brandy
just the way you are - milky
(i wont tag anyone because i havent been on here so long i have no clue who is still on here 😭😭)
DONT PLAY OMG WHATS WITH THE TEASER BABES
ELIS PROFILE PICTURE I'm so smart IS THIS ELI RELATED (I know it's not aespa related but) I'm too SMART 🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓
Heyyy tysm for the Tag clem!!! 💜💜
1. Intro Rise ּ ֶָ֢. Taeyang
2. Humdard ࣪ ִֶָ☾. Arjit Singh
3. Love You To Death ּ ֶָ֢. Taeyang
4. Red Red ࣪ ִֶָ☾. Cortis
5. Pied Piper ּ ֶָ֢. BTS
My list is changing all the time 😭🤣
So this is just kind of currently, and I have WAY MORE 🤣🤣
Tagssss (pls dont feel pressured to respond :3)
@sugakookiesbutbadass @jiyongsangel @imbatmanpoperoni
@bunbroke
Thanks for the tag babyyy!!! ❤💐
tagged by @corteggs-for-breakfast !!
White Keys - by Dominic Fike Get it together - by Drake Tu me dejaste de querer - by C.Tangana Greedy - by Tate McRae We found love - by Rihanna Pero Tú - Quevedo
bias wall game !
-> show off some of your biases!
(thank you for the tag @page-yerin <3)
tagging @lexeees @reisdoll @blue-jisungs @hollyoongs @seokminfilm @nonononranghaee
in order: gyehyeon (verivery), yuto (onf), taehyun (txt), hwiyoung (sf9), yuma k maki (&team), changkyun (monsta x), wonsang (lucy), kyungmin (tws), jaehee (nct wish)
YAY thank you for the tag zanna! what sucks is that most of my biases have left their groups (in this year ALONE) 😭 that is NOT stopping me from adding them though!!
in order: vernon, dk (svt - ults), martin (cortis), keeho (p1h), hueningkai (txt), maki (&team), hongjoong, yunho (ateez), heeseung (ex-enha), ricky (ex-zb1, and2ble), mark lee (ex-nct, soloist)
tagging @yumangel @parkersroses @realmofclouds @reisdoll and any others who want to join!!
tysm for the tag lyr!! rlly showing off my versatility here when it comes to companies (sarcasm) but yeah.
in order!! sungho (bnd), ohyul (lngshot), juhoon (cortis), seungkwan (svt), yuma (&team), taki (&team), v (bts), taehyun (txt), jungwon (enhypen)
tags: @nichozzystuffs @minhosimthings @makizdoll @smidare @7yataki @mxriitaesz @myungmyng + anyone who wants to join !!
hehe thank you nika for the tag!! this looks so so cute!! this also made me realise my biases have similar facial features!!~
in order: keonho (cortis), jake (enhypen), minje (kickflip), soobin (txt), taesan aka boyfie (boynextdoor), dohoon (tws), yudai (&team), sangwon (ald1), ricky (nd2ble)
tagging!!: @myungmyng @son13ic @lqccnt0 @nichozzystuffs @ikigaijo @gigisnextdoor
thank you for the tag lumi darling!!!🥹💗this was low-key difficult because apparently I cannot be normal about groups and stan just one person (so it was hard to find picture of them together😭)
in order: ot6 (bnd, ults), jungkook (bts, ult), wonwoo + dk (svt), beomgyu (txt), kenshin (cye), nicho (&team), kyrell (ampies), doyoung (nct), yonghoon (idid)
tags: @starryhop @ihanzzn @ivehan @doyoungspegger @taestulipss @angelsemble @beomtomie <333
I'm so happy for the opportunity to show people my biases AHHH
I WILL GLADLY DO SO.
thank gigi unnie for the tag, much love and ooh you know ball sis.
in order : martin (cortis, ults), jungkook (bts), taesan(boynextdoor), nicholas (DADA (&team)), anton (riize), soobin(txt), liyu and woojin (ot2, flareu) , wonhee (Illit, ults), wonyoung (ive)
I was not sure if girls were allowed to be added but those are the only groups i stan literally.
tags : @meeoowchi, @tsumiinum @tarathetic @imbatmanpoperoni @doomgurlficss @jeonlic @bamgyuuuuuu-2001.
I apologize if you did not want to be tagged. much love 💗
AHHHH ty fa the tagg twin 😼 im crien cuz i dont have beautiful pics of them only meme 1s 🥹
Im still pretty new to kpop so there no much buh my top is martin and then woojin and the ryul and the tarry 🥹😼🫰
TAGGGGGS : @touakicatsss @corteggs-for-breakfast @clemenzzz
HEYYYY TYSMM for the tagg!!! Here's my biases 😆 (i dont have a lot... so ill do a couple more pics of each hope thats not too much )
1. (THE ULT) Angel man smiling boy Daesung of Big Bang such a cinnamon roll🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 2 James, Cortis 3. Jimin, BTS 4. RM, BTS.
@jiyongsangel @sleppydumpling @sugakookiesbutbadass @clemenzzz @bunbroke
Don't feel pressured to reblog 💜💜✨️
omggg!!! thank you so much for the tag babe! ❤🙏🏼 (I'm a bias whore what can I say)
chao yufan (james) from cortis! nishimura riki (Ni-Ki) from enhypen! christopher chahn bahng (bang chan) from straykids! jungkook from BTS! jungwon from enhypen! choi jiung (jiung) from P1HARMONY!
my babes 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
FINALLYYY OMGG HE HEARD USS 😭😭🙏🏻

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pairing: boyfriend!james x femreader
summary: when illness becomes harder to hide and fear convinces you to carry it alone, James refuses to let you suffer in silence.
other notes: chronic illness themes, discussions of declining health, loss of appetite, emotional vulnerability, anxiety, crying, fear of abandonment, heavy angst with a happy ending. (3k) - request!
James had always been observant.
It was one of the innumerable amount of things that you loved about him.
The way he remembered small details nobody else seemed to care about.
The way he noticed when you were cold before you even realized it yourself, already wrapping his hands around yours to rub them together and heat you up.
The way he could be in a room full of people and somehow still notice when you were uncomfortable.
Small things.
James paid attention.
He always had.
Which was why, lately, you had started becoming afraid of him.
Not because he was doing anything wrong.
But because he was noticing.
And you didn’t want him to.
At first, it was easy to hide.
Everyone gets tired.
Everyone has bad days.
Everyone loses their appetite sometimes.
That was what you told yourself.
So when James noticed you skipping breakfast, you laughed it off.
“Coffee is basically breakfast.”
He had stared at you over the rim of his mug.
“That is the worst thing you’ve ever said.”
You laughed.
A real laugh.
And for a moment, you thought you had convinced him.
But James just smiled softly.
He didn’t believe you, not entirely.
Then came bigger things.
Things that were impossible to explain without admitting something was wrong.
Like how you started sitting down halfway through getting ready because standing for too long made your head spin.
Like how you began taking longer showers because you needed the steam and the quiet when your body felt too heavy.
Like how you started sleeping closer to the edge of the bed because you didn’t want James to notice when you woke up in the middle of the night, fighting for air.
You thought you were being subtle.
And you were.
But James noticed every single thing.
The first time he found you on the bathroom floor, he didn’t panic.
That was what scared you most.
James always reacted.
He was expressive, passionate, impossible to hide from.
But that morning?
He opened the bathroom door.
Saw you sitting there.
And went completely still.
“Hey.”
Just one word.
Quiet.
Careful.
Toothbrush stuffed into his mouth, messy hair and a complicated expression that made you feel miserable and scared all at once.
You looked up and immediately smiled.
“I’m okay.”
And there it was again.
That sentence.
The sentence he hated.
James crouched down in front of you.
“How long have you been sitting here?”
You shrugged.
“Not long.”
His eyes moved over your face.
The tiredness.
The way you were trying too hard to look normal.
“Love.”
You looked away.
“I just got dizzy.”
His jaw tightened.
“Dizzy enough that you ended up on the floor?”
You didn’t answer.
And James didn’t push.
That was almost worse.
Because James knew.
He knew something was happening.
But he knew you weren’t ready to tell him.
After that, James changed.
Not dramatically.
Not in a way you could call him out on.
He just became quieter.
He started making your favourite meals more often.
Started texting you during breaks at the studio.
Started checking if you had eaten properly every single day.
jjam ❤: What did you have for lunch? ❤️
you: Haven’t eaten yet...
The dots kept appearing and disappearing repeatedly.
jjam ❤: Ok.
Then another message.
jjam ❤: I’m bringing you food.
You would laugh.
You really don’t have to baby ❤️🤣
jjam ❤: I know But I want to ☺️
And that was always his answer.
“I know.”
Because James never did things because he had to.
He did them because he loved you.
The worst part was that James never made you feel like a burden.
You did that all by yourself.
You saw the concern in his eyes.
You saw the exhaustion when he thought you weren’t looking.
You saw him lying awake at night, staring at the ceiling.
And you could only think that you were doing this to him.
So you tried harder.
You smiled more.
You hid more.
And somehow, that only made it worse.
Dinner was where he finally stopped pretending he didn’t notice.
The apartment was quiet.
Warm.
Normal.
Soft jazz playing somewhere in the living room through the radio.
Deam lights adorning the apartment, giving it that cozy vibe he had always insisted it needed.
You hated that it felt normal.
Because nothing about this felt normal anymore.
James was telling you a story about the studio.
Something about Martin sitting on his guitar by accident or something similar.
You listened, well, pretended to.
You smiled.
You reacted at the right moments.
You were getting good at pretending.
Too good.
“Baby.”
You looked up.
James was staring at your plate.
“What?”
“You haven’t eaten.”
Your heart sank.
“I have.”
His eyes lifted to yours.
“Right.”
Not angry.
Not accusing.
Just certain.
You looked away.
“I’m not that hungry.”
James was quiet. Just a silent sigh escaped him before he stood up and collected his plate.
You watched him walk to the kitchen to clean up.
For a moment, you thought you had escaped.
Then the sound of running water stopped.
And his footsteps came closer.
And somehow his hands ended up resting on your shoulders as he stood right behind you.
Gentle.
Always gentle.
“Talk to me.”
Your throat tightened.
“I’m fine.”
A pause.
Then:
“Please don’t do that.”
You froze.
Slowly, you turned around.
James was looking at you.
And he looked tired.
Not physically.
Emotionally.
Like he had been holding something inside for too long.
“I know you’re trying to protect me from something. And I appreciate it.”
Your eyes burned.
“But you’re hurting yourself to do it. So don’t.”
And that was the sentence that broke you.
Not because it was cruel or anything like that.
But because it was true.
Your face crumpled.
“I didn’t want you to be scared.”
James’ expression changed instantly.
“Oh, love.”
A tear slipped down your cheek.
“I didn’t want you to look at me differently.”
And James looked like those words physically hurt him.
“Different?”
His voice was barely above a whisper.
“Do you think I only love you when things are easy?”
You couldn’t answer.
So he continued.
“I love you when you’re laughing.”
His hand brushed your cheek.
“I love you when you’re annoying.”
A tiny smile appeared through your tears.
“I even love you when you’re stubborn.”
Another tear.
“So I will love you when you’re scared.”
His own eyes filled.
“And I will love you even more when you need me.”
A shaky breath.
“Especially then.”
James didn’t have a magical solution.
He couldn’t promise everything would be okay.
He couldn’t erase the fear.
And maybe that was why you believed him.
Because he wasn’t pretending.
Sure, he was scared too.
But he stayed. He always did.
And that somehow made you feel at ease.
That night, when you woke up again, you expected the usual.
The darkness.
The sound of your heavy breathing trying to be muffled.
The feeling of being alone with your thoughts helplessly.
But this time it was different.
James was awake.
And his hand was already reaching for yours.
“You’re awake.”
You whispered.
He simply nodded.
“Yeah.”
“You should sleep.”
“So should you.”
A tiny smile.
“You’re impossible.”
He smiled back.
“Yeah.”
Then his expression softened.
“You won’t get rid of me that easy.”
You laughed quietly.
And James closed his eyes for a second, like that sound alone was enough to keep him going.
Then he kissed you. Soft, gentle. Your breath slowing down somehow.
“You don’t have to make yourself smaller so I can handle loving you.”
Your eyes filled.
“You’re not too much.”
A pause.
“You will never be.”
And for the first time in weeks, you didn’t feel weak.
TAGLIST : @coxrtizz @gohittie @jjellyouss @makiology
haiii lovelyy , i read all your fanfics and is actually soooo good !!! i was thinking if you could write like a james x reader fluff and abit of angst story where the reader is like super sick and she suddenly felt so weak at home when james was at the dance studio and she called james and james panicked and rushed home and she almost fainted .. idk if you got the idea .. but i really hope u see this message !!
OMGGG IM SO SORRY I HAVENT CHECKED MY INBOX IN A WHILE. I’M ON IT LOVE!!
I love this idea btw stop being more creative than me guys 💔💔💔