im normal (lying)

most important post on the planet btw

Shout out to my mom who explains my transition as "Having a daughterpillar turn into a Boyterfly". It doesn't erase the fact I was an adorable little girl, and also affirms my gender now. I love my mother.

When all you have is a handsaw, every problem looks like a beautiful lady in a box. And you have a magician outfit. And people are watching.

hey girl r u from tennessee bc ur the only nine i. eight. seven. six? OH FUCK THE BOMB . I FORGOT ABOUT THE BOMB FUCK FUCK FUCK 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET GET THE FUCK UP YOU’RE NOT DEAD YET IT ISN’T FUCKING OVER DRAG YOUR CORPSE KICKING AND SCREAMING INTO TOMORROW ONE DAY YOU WILL STOP SURVIVING AND START LIVING YOU ARE NOT FUCKING DEAD YET.

(badly flirting) babygirl are you an angel from heaven? would you like to become one.

loyal knight

i think that soy sauce fish and honey bear must be the very very best of friends

Relistening to RQG Rome arc is like being on a train and knowing the tracks are out a mile ahead of you, and not being able to do anything about it

”spam like = block” yeah ok buddy. when i wake up to tumblr notifs of someone spam liking my stuff i start giggling and kicking my feet

I read "spam like = block" as like. If something is "spam-like" it has the shape qualities of spam (the famous processed ham block), meaning it is "a block". And i pondered this for a solid 30 seconds before reading the rest of the post and realising im a fool

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

no matter how rqg ended we will always have "what if orpheus went to get eurydice but they'd both been neck-deep in suicidal ideation for months if not years and that's the trick. you can walk out the afterlife with me but you'll have to be alive again. i am asking you to bear being alive again. you can say no, but i had to ask. i'm not going to admit i need you to say yes until you make me" and no one can take that away from me. they don't even say i love you. they never say i love you! wilde just agrees to be alive again! because zolf needs him! not the work, not the world, zolf!!!

I miss RQG Wilde every damn day. I miss him and then remember he's running a tavern with his life partner next to the water where they bicker constantly, have their friends over, write and peer review smut novels, he gets kicked out of the kitchen, they mutually complain about their furnace, he's lucky he's so charming, they fucking love each other so much. I think about that and I still miss him but know he's fucking happy.