-Reg

-t4t gay yearning

-18+ (MDNI)

-I’m in my 20s

DNI: You. That’s right. Whoever you are, you’re part of my DNI now.

I’m not tagging shit. Either look at it or don’t.

Fauxcest side blog: @urbrotherlover

First, note to ace anon—if you wanna find more kinky aces, browse the most viral posts on the monsterfucker tags. There’s a loooottt of us aces just hanging out there, like we kind of just dominate if not run that particular kink space. Especially the noncon category.

Second, I think I deserve a cookie for adding more to my nsfw tboy petplay bondage monsterfucker dubcon rough draft after *counts fingers* 5 months of leaving it untouched in the notes on my phone!

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realizing a car follows me home from work every day, down to the same parking lot, and trying to tell myself it's coincidence even as I feel eyes on me as I walk in my building.

finding underwear I don't remember buying in my drawers and feeling my skin crawl as I see it's my favorite color and materials.

Receiving texts complimenting my job at work or art I'm working on at home or my outfit when I'm walking, and trying not to panic as they get lewder the more I steal looks behind and around me.

waking up to the feeling of a thick cuff being closed too tightly around my ankle and a stranger firmly telling me to keep quiet unless I'd rather not have the ability to walk at all

They just love you so much, and they’ve been courting you! That’s what that all is, it’s them flirting! They’re making sure you get home safe, have underwear you enjoy wearing, know your work is good, they’re being so sweet!!

the cleverly manipulative ones that stalk you from the shadows and consider themselves your personal body guard. They don’t just know everything about you, they know everything about everyone in your life and they systematically engineer all of it like puppets on a string to be the most ideal for you and them, your future partner. They’re patient, they play the long game to make sure you’re both genuinely happy and that there’s no way they could ever lose you. They’ve perfected the literal ray of sunshine/knight in shining armor act when you finally meet them, they want you for you and they will force you to be your truest most authentic self if they have to. But one day they get you alone and the mask drops, they kidnap and drug you and everything happens in a rapid, calculated, eerily perfect manner. Brainwashing, drugging, perfect dates, teaching you to adore the terrifying parts of their personality as much as the sweet ones, twisting you to love a total monster while still engineering your life behind the scenes to be as perfect as possible while causing as little harm to you as possible. Don’t like it? Don’t worry, they’ve watched you long enough to know exactly how to make you give in without destroying that spark they saw in you, whatever drew them to you in the first place. They just have to be patient so you never see it coming. Can you tell I was raised in a cult?

The dumb impulsive ones whose entire strategy is to just kidnap you almost immediately after they see you and lock you in with them in a cabin in the woods. They’re immediately smitten with you and much too strong to fight back against, and if you try they won’t be mad, it just means they have to love you harder and spoil you more. They’ll be tender and caring oh sure, they can’t even bear to lie to you! the extreme honesty throws you off, it feels like mind games how you can always anticipate what they’ll do because they told you. they hide nothing and tell you all of their plans yet you can never get the upper hand because they’re too good at being convincing, using “well I never lie to you” as leverage. They isolate you and tell you “isn’t it better to be out here in the beauty of nature away from all those awful people?” going on about how you were miserable before anyways and after long enough you don’t remember if that’s true, but the trees are very pretty, and the fresh meat and foraged food is always nice. The only time they’re rough is in bed, it’s then you remember they bested you by being terrifyingly strong and they honestly might just break you by loving you too intensely. Eventually you get free range over the woods and they teach you survival skills so you don’t feel trapped, but the one area they get smart is having cameras everywhere. They always know where you are. They know your habits like the back of their hand, and they can always predict what you’re thinking, that’s how you were never able to escape. They don’t tell you, but people have come looking for you, and they’ve buried them all. They just want to hurt you, why go back when you’re happier here in the quiet woods hunting for mushrooms and berries? You never ask about search parties anymore, but when you did, they still told the truth: “they’ll give up before ever finding you.” I mean, they technically did give up, after all. Can you tell I was neglected?

Hngggg yeah both of these are perfect. I have to mask alot around people, and I tend to mirror personalities, so the idea of someone spying on me and seeing me at my most authentic true self and still being obsessed with me, not a curated version of myself I made for them but really me, is hot. Yandere who knows when I’m lying or when I’m faking something, who watches me in my house or when I’m out on walks, who finally kidnaps me and knows all the embarrassing things about me along with the fun stuff, and they still want you?? They know you better than anyone, sometimes even better than you know yourself. I really love the psychological aspect of this, the manipulation and twisting words, but also the body guard type, the type who goes after someone because they were rude to you, or who takes out that “friend” who criticizes everything you do and gets upset on your behalf. When you’re having a bad day and you come home crying and somehow your favorite food is delivered to your house by some “glitch” or little things are taken care of for you, you fell asleep writing your essay and woke up in a panic to see it was submitted, you must’ve done it before passing out and not remembering. Just like a secret guardian angel!