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Manic pixie dream girl? No you’re very mistaken. I’m a depressive changeling nightmare boy

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creekfiend

Chronic illness really is finding out things existed in your body that you never knew did. I didn't know what a navicular bone was 2 weeks ago. I do now. I've subluxated that bone so many times in those 2 weeks there's concern my whole ankle is destabilized permanently now.

And doctors/random people think exercise will fix me...

I truly do not understand how they get away with not ordering imaging so often. I've been seeking treatment for my shit for (does math) over twenty years. and this year is the first year anyone has really done extensive imaging to look for structural problems that could tell us more. it's CRAZY. THEY CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT!!!!

badaxefamily

Almost 20 years ago my doctor pointed out that my alkaline phosphatase is always low, and they said "You don't have to worry about it though, the only disease associated with that is hypophosphatasia which is extremely rare, you don't have that."

Two years ago somebody else looked at the same labs and decided to also look at my serum vitamin B6 level. Guess what they found. (:

creekfiend

DOCTORS REALIZE THAT PATIENTS HAVE DISEASES SOMETIMES CHALLENGE: IMPOSSIBLE

starving-little-orphan-boy

“that illness you have? no, no, that’s very rare. you don’t have it. yes, i know you fit all the criteria, and your problems aren’t better explained by anything more common, but it’s extremely rare, so i won’t diagnose you for it.”

creekfiend

"we don't need to do any further investigation, I'll just decide that you don't have it and then you won't have it :)"

warmfigure

still can’t stop staring at this arrangement i made

apricot beauty foxglove, scabiosa and orlaya

markovchaingang

physicists: think they know enough to be an authority in other fields

chemists: don't think they know enough to be an authority in other fields

biologists: aren't even sure they know enough to be an authority in their own firld

mathematicians: don't understand why you seem to think they'd ever want to leave the beautiful and pure realm of numbers and have anything to do with any other field

cannibalings

have you reopened the wound? will you reopen the wound? when will you reopen the wound?

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yaoiblackmold

It's so nice being on tumblr because you don't even have to make your own post but people would still follow you anyways if you're good at rebloging posts they like

booksandberries

maeglinthebold

are you:

artist

curator

tour guide

Remaining time: 2 days 3 hours

#curator #my commentary is dogshit

spiritofthemountainnaturephoto

Mountain Majesty

battle-for-dyke-island

dear fellow autistic people: if you consistently come out of doctor’s appointments feeling emotionally (and sometimes physically) hurt, but you feel bad for feeling hurt because “the doctors were being nice”, the doctors were not being nice.

this is something I had to learn the hard way. doctors often dress up their words all pretty so you can’t sue them. I, for a long time, mistook this as genuine kindness. It’s not. It’s just being professional. even if they didn’t call you a slur or anything that doesn’t mean they weren’t ignoring your needs.

trust what your body and emotions tell you. if you are feeling hurt, there is a reason, and you need to listen to it. please listen to it.

beweep

fog on the millpond by Neil Smith

paintedhen

DELTARUNE Tip: I am so fucking scared.

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rimonoroni2

what people don’t understand about how adhd is disabling is that it’s not just getting temporarily distracted from, like, school work or hobbies. it’s getting distracted/being unable to motivate yourself to go to the doctor, eat regularly, do hygiene tasks, etc. it’s not knowing when or how long it will take you to do something, ANYTHING, and in many cases that thing is taking a shower or keeping your house from turning into a biohazard. it’s about being fundamentally incapable of controlling your attention and focus on anything, even and especially things you need to do to survive.

mcnuggmeister

Had someone tell me yesterday they wished they had ADHD because it would make them work faster and I cannot describe the feeling that took over me. It's a fucked combination of distress, exhaustion, exasperation, anger and a swirl of other emotions.

This is a disability. I have dishes in my sink that have been there for weeks and they reek but I can't bring myself to wash more than the dishes my dog needs. I have a digital painting I've been trying to get myself to work on for ages so I can make it into a free poster with a timed promotion and I'm not gonna make it in time. My old work shoes are falling apart but I don't wear my new work boots because I haven't relaced them yet and now one of my heels is bruising, my boots remain unlaced. I have a tub full of laundry I need to wash that smells of mildew now because it's been days. I would give almost anything to be functional but I can't and there's nothing I can do right now. It's debilitating and the harm it causes to my living space is debilitating and the harm it causes on my social life is debilitating.

Stop romanticizing disabilities, stop wishing and vocalizing your wishes for disabilities. Especially when you clearly don't know what the fuck you're talking about. Some people have never fuckin done their research and their ignorance is blinding. Just stop.

iskander-tm

In the moonlight the garden is full of wonders

#art #fave #deltarune

europe-abolitionist

(popular leftist voice) these right wingers are so mad because they get no women. if you are a Good Person a woman will appear and suck your dick.

lilkakow

(popular leftist voice) these right wingers are all sooo poorrrr and stupid. They are stupid because they are poorrrr, racism would never exist in my suburban area

zitongzi

Popular leftist voice: these right wingers must have brain damage. They must be bigots because they are literally reta suffering from blsck mold, or brain damage.

vortahoney

Translator? Why not trans now?

vortahoney

My parents just read this post aloud to me and asked me if I’d seen it. I don’t know how to react.

newjackcole

Boar at a Wellspring

#this has been one of my fave illustrations for forever #art #fave

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pangur-and-grim

I bought Sir Cameron online this morning, finished it this evening, would have read it faster if not for work! I am absolutely obsessed with everyone in this book. I felt a this understanding of Cameron. his panics, his obsessive thought spirals, and putting himself into harms way to avoid a different perceived danger reminded me a lot of when OCD takes over the whole system. I really loved seeing a sympathetic reading of a guy who is scared.

that’s so interesting, because I didn’t intentionally give him OCD traits, but it is something I’ve been diagnosed with. so I guess it may have bled through a bit?