if he hollers let him go

this is the worst ive been financially since i moved out 5 years ago. im doing everything i possibly can to get out of the hole but it seems impossible right now. both my paypal and my bank account are in the red right now. i've been desperately trying to get back on track with my finances for a few months now, ever since my last job screwed me over with cutting my hours i've been REALLY struggling to make ends meet. im anywhere from $500-$800 behind depending on the time of the month. this is what im working with right now:

the good news is i have a new job that pays decently, ive been working here for almost two months and things are going really well. i can see myself working here for a long time! but my paychecks end up covering whats negative and when i pay my bills im right back at square one. its like filling a bucket with a hole in it and i need to figure out a way to patch up that hole.

ive tried applying to government assistance, applying for loans, applying for a credit card, and nothing works out because i do have a job i make a decent living with (according to the government) and my bank account is near constantly in the negative the last few months so banks want nothing to do with me.

at this point i have no other choice but to open emergency comms. i'm doing single character full body illustrations for $80 each. nsfw and sfw. please be aware that i have comms already in my queue as well so turnaround will be a few months. im only doing single character comms for this so i can get through them easier! they will also be in a separate section of my trello queue

if youd like to just donate to me to help with the balance, that would also be SUPER appreciated!!! literally anything helps at this point. i'm doing my absolute best to get back on track but the cost of living is insane and i fear it wont be possible to catch back up with just my paycheck alone.

vnm: tobias_leviathan (i can use this money right away for things like groceries and bills)

pp: paypal.me/bewearrr (this will go straight into the overdrafted balance, but i need to pay it off somehow )

please reblog if anything at all, thank you all so much for the help youve given me so far, i'll be back on track again soon!!!!

i have some (censored) examples of my art under the cut for those interested in a commisson! as well as more commission info in general

Made new FF14 music charms >w< !! I added [To the Edge] [Footfalls] and [Crimson Sunrise]

I plan to do [Answers] [Flow] and [Eternal Wind] next. I really want to do [Return to Oblivion] too but Im not sure what I'd draw for it yet haha

Anyway, please enjoy !!! You can preorder your faves right now :'D Any shares is greatly appreciated!