blackplumes // a place to contain my trc feelings

a.) call him slurs

b.) send his best friend a hog pic

c.) attempt to blow up his teenage brother

no you're not supposed to feel bad for Gansey because he can't kiss Blue, he doesn't even want her like that in this book yet

you're supposed to feel bad for him because yes, he is rich, but he knows he privileged and he's scared he doesn't deserve it and he needs to make his life worth something

because he needs to prove magic is real, even though people consider him naive and silly

because he loves his friends so much but "he's nobody to Adam, nobody to Ronan"

because he could live everywhere and he chose an abandoned factory, he could have had any car and he chose the Pig, he could have had any friends and he chose the misfits, because he loves the old and barely functional

because he lived when he should have died and he has to make something of this life otherwise he may as well just have died

Ronan's silent pining for Adam deserved way more than, what, four petty pages per book imo 😌

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The line between dream and sleep

Midnight snack

rodansey for the soul, pt. 5 in a series

what a strange constellation they all were