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Thinking thoughts as per usual... with some true crime flavorings
Speaking into the ether because no one will see this...
Shane Hollander is a lawyer for the Innocence Project (or Canadian equivalent?)
He is handed a case for suspected police tampering/conspiracy that led to the false imprisonment of a 25 year old NHL player for murder.
Ten years prior, Ilya Rozanov was arrested under suspicion of murdering his father.
Ilya is indicted, tried, and arrested for the murder, while maintaining his innocence.
He's been in prison and has nearly exhausted all of his appeals.
The organization Shane works for is his last hope.
Shane is on an investigative team with Rose and Brandon Wiebe. Shane visits Ilya in prison.
Ilya isn't what Shane thought. He's polite, well-spoken, put together. He's a model prisoner besides a week when he was first sent to jail that he spent in solitary confinement.
Shane interviews him, finds him to be reliable, though understandably distant. It's hard to have hope when no one seems to believe you.
Shane and his team really start digging into things. Shane and Ilya build a rapport, bonding over hockey, and maybe flirting a little, but Shane keeps things professional.
The team finds that Ilya's brother, Andrei, a police officer, is most likely the actual culprit. Reviewing all the original discovery shows tampering with evidence. There are dead-ends and missing pieces of evidence everywhere.
Ilya was absolutely framed and they uncover police corruption.
Ilya gets an appeal. His conviction is overturned and vacated. He's a free man.
Andrei ends up being prosecuted.
They don't have much outside of some circumstantial evidence to connect him to Grigori's murder, but they can definitely get him for money laundering, sex trafficking, and tax fraud.
Ilya is now a free man. He and Shane had talked about maybe pursuing something together if Ilya ever gets out.
Ilya tells Shane he meant being with him but wants to get back on his own feet. "Being someone who's deserving of you."
Shane promises to wait.
Two years later, Ilya has righted his ship. He and Shane kept in touch and Ilya asks Shane if he still wants to be with him.
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Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Angst, Second Chances, POV Alternating, Hockey Coach Ilya Rozanov, Hockey Coach Shane Hollander, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Falling In Love, Older Characters, Fluff, Slow Burn, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Anxiety, Depression
Summary: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov haven't spoken in fifteen years. After an emotionally charged hookup at Ilya's penthouse in Boston, the two hockey phenoms stop talking. They meet again as coaches for the struggling Ottawa Centaurs, both of them still harboring feelings for one another, but can they overcome the hurt that was caused on that day in Boston to try again?
Excerpt:
November 2030 - NHL Hall of Fame Induction Ceremony - Toronto
Shane Hollander stood at the bar in the Allen Lambert Galleria at the after party for the Hall of Fame induction class of 2030, ordering a light beer.
He was in a tailored suit, a dark navy that his stylist had said looked amazing on him, and he had taken his word for it.
He was surrounded by his peers and had never felt so alone in a crowded room.
Shane had only recently retired from the NHL and was still adjusting to his new status.
The transition had been a little bumpier than he had anticipated but he was trying to ride the wave, even if change made him anxious.
He’d been hoping to make it to thirty-nine or forty to retire but one too many injuries had put a stop to that.
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Canon Divergence fic has a title: The One That Got Away (but if all anyone is going to think about is the Katy Perry song, I might change it 😭)
The Basic premise: Shane and Ilya stop talking about tunagate. Fifteen years go by. Shane stayed in a relationship with Rose for two years. Ilya retired at 35 and disappeared from the public eye. He married Svetlana and then they got divorced a few years later. Ilya comes back into public life (in therapy, on medication), comes out as bi, and is coaching at Boston College. Shane retires at 39 and then comes out.
He and Ilya meet again, briefly, at Ilya's Hall of Fame Induction ceremony and then once again to work for the Ottawa Centaurs organization. Ilya as head coach and Shane as one of the assistant coaches.
They both still have feelings for one another and consider each other the one that got away, but time and distance makes the idea of reconciling difficult. Shane is determined to try for something with Ilya but Ilya isn't so sure...
So far we have:
61,044 words
17/26 chapters completed
I'm excited about this one. I've actually been enjoying writing it. I have no idea if anyone will read it but I will say that I'm having fun
22/31 Chapters (Ilya & Shane are going to California during the All-Star break and there's no way I'm fitting all that sweet romance into a single chapter, no sir)
84,092 words
This fic is gonna be over 100K and I am here👏for👏 it👏!
“Jesus, Ilya,” Shane said, standing by the sink, looking at the marks Ilya had left on his thighs, then examining the two on his neck in the mirror.
Ilya had to admit that the bruising and bites were impressive. Shane looked a little like he’d been mauled, which Ilya was quite proud of.
He wrapped his arms around Shane from behind, kissing his shoulder.
“Mine.”
He didn’t miss the little smile on Shane’s lips, his hands coming to rest on Ilya’s forearms.
“I just hope these fade by the time we get back to work.”
“I hope you like turtlenecks…”
They both laughed and Shane turned in Ilya’s arms, running his hands into Ilya’s hair.
I'M ON THE LAST CHAPTER!!! AND THEN AN EPILOGUE!! AND THEN I'M DONE!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!
31/33 Chapters
117,181 words
I'm gonna be sad to let these old men go (for now) but this fic has been such a pleasure to write. I love writing a more mature Hollanov, with all the yearning and angst, and also their softness and tenderness and love for each other.
Ugh, I'm gonna cry when I finish and I can't wait for y'all to read it.
Still can’t believe you’re the author of Gordie Howe Hat Trick, it’s one of the best fics I’ve ever read. It’s so seamless and so freaking natural, I literally felt like I was just reading extensions of the TLG. Superb job, so so wonderful💖 ahh!! can’t wait to read your other ones x
Oh thank you! That's so kind! I'm so glad that you enjoyed it!! It was such a fun fic to write!! 🥹🥹🥹 Thank you! I hope you enjoy them!!
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My first job out of graduate school. I worked at a hospital, doing outpatient work for a PHP/IOP working with dual diagnosis clients. I stayed there two years too long, running the PHP program the last two years and it honestly traumatized me. It has deeply impacted me and my current work as a therapist in both positive and negative ways. I'll never go back to that kind of work ever again.
14. what's a hobby that you'd like to get into?
If I had infinite time, I would want to do all the things! I've been thinking more about trying my hand at drawing as I have ZERO skill and would want to learn... but with what time is the problem lol but yeah, I would say art/drawing.
15. do you collect anything?
Not consciously lol but I do love notebooks hahaha