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a/n: sorry for being dead so long. lots of stuff going on. hopefully itll get better soon. heres a treat!!!

semi angst warning hardly any sex yea my bad gng

being laid and open for him in his bed before hed even properly kissed you migthve been more humilaiting then when youd been strapped in that dingy chair. it was unusual for him to be so sweet on you— but you knew better than to complain as he slipped inside and shuddered; having the rough remnants of the day lift off his shoulders with you as his outlet. while he looked down at you, he just saw you; your beautiful eyes and skin that glistened lightly with sweat from the warm weather.

when you looked up at him, you saw him as a man that could save you.

he could be your version of escape if you played your cards a little differently. maybe, if it were a better world, hed see you in that basement and change his mind. fantasizing about your escape with the fantasy-to-be buried deep inside you— ryhtmic thrusts that reminded you again and again that youre here and theres no escape.

you wished his body could lift the heavy weight off your chest like yours did for him; but that wasnt his job. it was yours.

the euphoric feeling clouding your mind wasnt from the pleasure of him against you— it was the idea of what laid outside the city, what laid for you in college or a nursery. it was one of the few times in the day you got to dream about those kinds of futures— the ones so far ahead and so far away they were better off as movies; so realistically painted and scripted that you thought you could do what the people on the big screen did, too. like watching an astronaut come home from space, picturing yourself in their shoes as a little kid, having a dream to look forward to.

but the man that stared down at you saw you as the light to his darkly lit cage. you were the bait thatd been laid all that time ago, you were his escape— as much as you wished hed be yours in return.

you’re sure you couldve been great, if only he let you.

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