Shitpost Central

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

it is important to cling to wonder btw

many people grow up and forget what it feels like to be a child. we must remember this. we have to remember what a joy it is to play. to learn. to build connections. to grow. to experience. we must hold onto the things that awe us. we are changed by what we love

One of the great environmentalism cons was convincing the public it was their responsibility to save the earth, when the corporations who are 99% of the problem still do whatever they want

Some of you guys have never burned a CD and it shows

Some of you guys don't even realise I don't mean setting a CD on fire

I don’t mean to be old but computer used to just have games. U didnt have to pay for em either but if u wanted u could get a little CD that put the game onto the computer and you could play it forever and ever even if the company that made it went to hell and shit. You didn’t even need the internet or wifi or anything. And it was pretty neat

It would be a finished game, too. If you played long enough and did really good you could go to all the places and get all the stuff. You never had to pay more money later it was just there. onn compter

some of you have GOT to get comfortable with lying and situational morality and i'm not kidding

The amount of terfs I blocked on this post, that complained about the fascist part is very telling.

They're scared. They know that if you sympathize with a fascist, you become one of them. Which is true, because fuck fascism. May it one day disappear from the world forever

"Um the lockdowns didnt work" no moron they didnt happen

"Masks didnt work" you didnt wear one

Born to don't wanna. Forced to gotta

Compelled to not gonna, because of my disorders

You have a constitutional right to ignore the pledge of allegiance without reprimand. If you get detention or otherwise threatened with some punishment for refusing the pledge, *make a huge fucking fuss out of it.* Tell your parents. Speak to a volunteer lawyer at your local courthouse. Speak to a librarian. Speak to your local news outlets. Cause a fucking problem for your principal so they never try to pull that shit again. West Virginia v Barnette (1943) guarantees your right to not salute or pledge to the flag.

this isn’t about hating her this is about recognizing there will always be a small part of me a little hurt and a little scared and it’s my job to care for that part in the way she needed at the time

HR block also did this shit to me, fuck em