a winged thing

This is really rambly as I was talking with someone else when I was properly putting this all together.

some of the dreams ive had had stereotypical lil alien green dudes, but im pretty sure i was humanish ! i dont know where im from, all i know is that we called it "homeworld" or "start" and i just kinda have never felt from earth ! this planet felt foreign to me as a kiddo and i had some weird expereinces where i think i was evzn abducted

My abduction experiences,

so when i was really young, lile 5-9 yo i would fall asleep at my house and wakd up in the middle of the night at my dads, grandmas, or even at my aunts in chicago (This would happen while I still lived in beausoleil, france) . i could actually manipulate stuff too, like i could change tv channels and when I'd go to that place again itd be left on that channel, or at my dads i had a wooden bed that i would bite, and i remember once biting the wood where i would rememver to look, and when i went back i saw the same mark i had left a week or so earlier. i would also always be super freakin cold when I'd wakd up in those weied places, like i was on tile floor. i would always wake up back at home tho, and it happenex too much and too real to be just a dream.

there was also one time when i woke up at my dads, i walked out and my dad saw me, picked me up, and took me back to my room, but things were VERY off, like my dad did not feel like my dad, and the hallway seemed to look weird, it was really strange, kinda like it was a projection to look like the hallway.

then when i was like 9, i would wake up in the middle of the night and my room looked purple, and i would hear drawers opening and closinh in my room, then I'd wake up and itd be normal again. I didn't have sleep paralysis either, i could move and i would watch the drawers open and close.

or when i was maybe 11, for many many nights it looked like a spotlight was shining in thru my window, like i would see at night a very very bright white or blue light shining into my window and i couldnt explain it, but sometimes I'd wake up tossed around on my bed, like once i woke up and i was facing the wrong way, like my head was where ly feet would be.

plus me and my dad have both seen ufos before, both in france and in the usa

seeing ufos kinda helped me too, because like, id see one and just feel happiness, once i legit said outloud when i saw one "theyre checking up on me" without even thinking abput it or wanting to? it was like automatic.