The Archivist

to encourage someone's delusions so badly, they believe they can force up dissociative barriers on a person's facets, and repeatedly attempt to do so, is INCREDIBLY scary. it's a scenario regarding nontraumagenic plurality that i fully believe includes victims, rather than JUST misinformation, ableism, and denial

I will be quitting all of my social medias in order to be able to focus on life and school

My account won't be deactivated to serve as a reference point or whatever, but I won't be posting or answering asks or anything anymore

That being said, I also am looking for someone who would be willing to take the ownership of the Polymind wiki. I will be doing a small background check, but if you're interested in this you can message me here on tumblr (not discord)

Taryn’s Mutual Hunt

Hello, my name is Taryn or Selah. I am twenty years old bodily, and I would really like to meet some people on Tumblr. I am a host of a system, and we are diagnosed. Our base is @lvlone — all of my interactions will come from there. I use she/hers or it/its pronouns, and feminine or neutral terms.

I have diagnosed Schizoid Personality Disorder, and Alexithymia, on the severe end. I am a holder for both of these, and I also have low empathy. However, I am fully aware and have different ways of understanding and expressing. I would love to meet other systems, maybe. Please understand I do not use caps exclamation often. This does not mean I am not happy or excited, or engaged with the conversation.

Thank you for reading.

Sorry systems can be easily manipulated. Especially if theres high dissociation between parts.

Stop telling us about your nonverbal littles trauma and how bringing it up will make your little just do whatever a person says. Stop telling us that your protector has gone through sexual trauma and if you touch them the right way they shut down. Stop telling us your group of littles is a fawn response.

Yes, but this can also be harmful.

If doubt is just harming you, it's not productive and can be impostor syndrome. It is however important that we recognize that, hey, maybe looking into similar disorder as alternatives isn't dumb either! A lot of people's genuine concerns/doubts about possibly having a different disorder get shut down under the premise that "you ARE a system!!!!!" (which gives endo "the future is plural" vibes) or "doubt is a symptom so it confirms you have did!!!".

NORMALIZE considering other disorders. ALWAYS. There are so many similar disorders that cause dissociation, amnesia and identity disturbances, but for SOME people, DID is the only option... You are causing more harm than doing good. Please be cautious.