''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

crazy how there are only 2 hours of doing things every day before you keel over and die. if this werent normal id be worried

you know when you get Autism Mad. like something happens in a non-ideal way and in your brain you know it literally doesnt matter but in your other more autistic brain youre like screaming & scrying & shitting the bed etc. i think you should be able to go into settings and opt out of that. i have better things to get upset about than failing to put up a decoration on the optimal day or being too stubborn to solve a problem via simple communication

i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people

people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.

reminder to all disabled people that you’re allowed to tell people “i can’t do that” about stuff you can ‘technically’ do but which harms you or requires a period of recovery or preparatory rest etc. you don’t have to explain the complex nuances of your condition to anybody who demands it. i’ve found it’s honestly better to give the least amount of info about your symptoms unless you trust a person a lot. you hold the power over your health information. you choose whether or not to share the details of your condition with people who might not understand.

sorry for how i acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time

adhd is such a humiliating disease to have ones life ruined by

see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup

If I wasn’t so sleepy you’d all be soo fucked

Just sleep

There’s no fucking way that works

no no, I realise it, I’m just still driving despite the check engine light being on

weighted blanket's not enough i need to be compressed by a hydraulic press

weighted blanket's not enough i need to be compressed by a hydraulic press

weighted blanket's not enough i need to be compressed by a hydraulic press

weighted blanket's not enough i need to be compressed by a hydraulic press

weighted blanket's not enough i need to be compressed by a hydraulic press