Adhd Crap Because I Dont Wanna Be Judged Irl

Had the whiteout in my hand and the computer in front of me and really thought

(I carry 5 Times on me at all times, my life lines if

you will)

-phone (I can call someone if I need an escape

mentally or physically, or reading)

-debit card (purchase anything I need or a Uber)

-headphones (drawn out everything)

-house key (this is to just remind me I always have

a home and a place where I belong, <I grew up in

foster care>)

-Chapstick

And if I start feeling overloaded and my ocd takes

effect I can not listen to music because I can't

find the RIGHT song, and it'll stress me out more.

And if my anxiety kicks any, I stress about

judgement. Etc etc

And everyone who talked to me get yelled out. And I’m not an angry person, I strive to be a very nice person.

So they All kinda just tried to get me to put it away seeing me lose it

But I ended up sitting on my dogs bed until figured it out.

After that I was completely fine, but yknow