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"The Room That Doesn't Exist" (2024)
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SUIMA
"The Room That Doesn't Exist" (2024)

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Kilian Eng — Swarming Beasts (2024) Source
Hallie Packard - Torus, 2020
Palestinian craftsmen, Model of the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, 18th century. Olive and pistachio wood, mother-of-pearl, camel bone.
Courtesy Alain Truong
I've given up on trying to read Simulacra and Simulation, I do understand the gist of what Baudrillard was trying to explain, but the text is so impenetrable, I have to concede that either it's above my reading level or Baudrillard is frankly a poor writer. It defeats the point of writing as a medium of communication if you write in such an unnecessarily dense, esoteric way that you fail to communicate. I'm just going to get the Sparknotes or something because the parts I DID understand were really exciting and important! In fact, it was written in 1981 and the author didn't know yet just how correct he would be, and the extent to which we would try to replace all reality with symbols, forgetting their empty nature, mistaking them for reality itself. I really think Baudrillard would have loved Buddhism.

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Józef Pankiewicz (Polish, 1866 - 1940)
Swans in the Saski park at night, 1896
Oil on canvas
And the Teacher Said by Svyatoslav Brachnov
Skyscape 22 - Michael Porter
British , b. 1948 -
Oil and acrylic on paper , 39 x 31 cm.
yesterday's free find: General Electric 250 Portable Radio
A vendor at Thriftapalooza was wanting to just be done with everything so offered a bunch of books and this 1946 General Electric 250 radio to a good home. The sucker is heavy to carry around. I was told it works but couldn't be tuned in; my observation is that the electrical relay hums fairly loud but the five vacuum tubes inside do not light up.
I think the culprit is this:
There is a lead-acid wet cell inside!! Radio Museum says that it has to be functional for the AC power to work(!) because it passively regulates voltage and filtering... hmm, unsure if I have the moxie to fix that, but will add water (and see if it needs some sulfuric acid) just in case. Also, replacing the tubes might be in order.
more medieval manuscript repairs
all from a miscellany containg thomas de chabham's "summa poenitentialis", southern germany (?), first half of the 13th c.
source: Basel, Universitätsbibl., B X 1, fol. 56r, 67r, and 71r

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If you persevere, in time you will have an entirely different problem – not that life is meaningless, but rather that life has almost too much meaning. As the scales fall from your eyes the world rushes into focus, presenting itself with a kind of vibrational eloquence that can, at first, be almost overwhelming. Everything shimmers, everything clarifies, everything wrestles for your attention. Trees feel super-real, their roots plunged into the earth, their branches stretching to the sky, birds are flesh and blood souls, fragile with life, the sky unfolds and rolls, the ocean crashes, people fascinate, books are beautiful, children are whirling dynamos of chaos, dogs bark and cats meow, flowers shout, your neighbour glows, and God runs like a helix through all things. The world awaits you, humming with meaning. You are alive with potential. You are not dead.
— Nick Cave on getting clean, Red Hand Files #258
Everything is so superb and breathtaking. I am creeping forward on my belly like they do in war movies.
— Diane Arbus, as quoted in Susan Sontag’s On Photography
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So I keep thinking about M and how Hans Beckert claims he isn't aware when he's committing the murders and I have to say I really do not believe him.
All of his actions leading up to the murders show that he is aware of what he's doing and at worst actively plotting this with a conscious mind.
I do not think someone like he describes himself to be would sending the police multiple letters taunting them about the murders he had committed.
Nor do I think all his victims would be the same (little girls). If it was truly insanity; at random then why is it the same vunerable population? The ones easiest to manipulate and the weakest to fight back? It takes conscious effort to chose to go after a vunerable demographic like that. It is not a random attack fueled by a moment of insanity.
But for a moment, lets believe his words. If we allow ourselves to believe he isn't actually aware of when he commits the murders. As he said he is only aware after he's done them and is horrified by his own actions. YET he still chooses to talk to little children, he choses to be friendly despite knowing himself to be danger to them.
At what point does he tap out and becomes unaware of his crimes? Where does his insanity start and end? What triggers it? He seems pretty aware when the mob is after him that he should run away, he knows what they are after them for while he was walking with a future potential victim. He knows.
Now this is not to say that I didn't enjoy the movie. I like the question it presents and the messy gray morality of it. I think Lorre's performance was spectacular and I think does the most to sell the fact that Hans might be innocent/insane, but at the same time, thinking about his actions, Hans seems mostly competent in his actions, I just can't buy it. Lorre's big sad wet eyes does a lot of the heavy lifting here lol
Yeah, I noticed the same logical inconsistency. I want a criminal psychologist's take on this movie. Of course, the easiest answer is he was desperately lying during his confession, but I don't want to believe that because I still want to sympathize with the character at least a little bit. But you're right; if this was a real criminal trial, his letters would completely disprove his "I wasn't aware of what I was doing" plea.
The only reason I don't think it's *completely* irrational is because it is possible and in fact commonplace to behave in ways that disgust one's conscious mind, but the behavior isn't stopped because it's still subconsciously gratifying, and the perpetrator tries to "compensate" with self-hatred and punishment (leading to further maladaptive behavior that in no way fixes the problem)

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“No one is coming to save you.” I disagree ! I believe many people made up of many small moments come to save pieces of you , even if just briefly. The mentor who believed in you . The friend who said they’re proud of you. The family member that makes you laugh . The random person who held the door for you out of nothing but kindness. The teacher who took extra time to help you understand. The person who smiled at you when you walked into a store. The little kid who looks up to you. The person who randomly complimented you. Being “saved” isn’t about being whisked away and all your hardships gone, it’s about the people and things that remind you life is not all hardships, it is kindness, love, gentleness, softness, care, thoughtfulness. It is many moments made up of your lifetime that keeps you going and showing you the world is still beautiful, and will always be. Despite.
Bruno Vekemans (Belgian, 1952–2019)
"Train", 1998.
Lithograph, 92 × 77 cm.
Private Collection.