Your Toxic Zombie

I might be the light to your darkness but what happens when this light shines no more? What happens when i am the one who becomes engulfed in that same darkness that slowly blinded and covered you? Who Will be my light? After experiencing the same kind of pain, the same kind of torture you endured I ask the same of you as you did of me. But this time you did nothing but turn your back while i was the one reaching out for you. You walked away while I am left here to suffer in the abyss of this damned darkness. Well, one thing is for sure, when thing I got cleared up. That is I finely was able to see your true colors while drowning in this dark abyss of sadness and sarrow. I might be trapped, i might be stuck in this pit of pain and misery but I will assure you this, i will get out one way or another and i will expose you for the monster you truly are. Once every one sees, once you are revealed as the true monster then well will see who will be the one to walk away this time. This time i Will not let you pull me down, this time i will be the one who will haunt you. Watching you struggle through your own despair and pain. Sinking deeper and deeper into your own self destruction I will be there to witness it all. Karma will be at its finest and payback will be in full. The more you struggle, the more you move. It Will only grasp you, tighter and tighter it's hold Will become until finely you won't be able to breath no longer. Maybe then, maybe I will finely step in. Reaching out as i dangle hope right in front of you to just pull it back again in the end. You Will finely know what i went through, what i felt when you betrayed me and walked away.

Some times when your hungry, all other aspects of life go out the window. Your logical mind shuts down and your guided by your need to feed. You lose track of your most decent thought, slowly your thoughts turn sour. The more you think of your next meal the more watery your mouth gets. Now your just waiting for the taste of fresh meat to touch your tongue, hoping it comes soon. Eyeing every option you have, counting every move you can make in one go around. In your mind, you play it over and over. Making sure every possible outcome is well played out. Hoping you dont miss anything, you see an opportunity. While on your move, suddenly a unwanted kink is thrown at your well planned armor and things start to derail and spiral into chaos. You stop, eyeing the unwanted company that strolled in on their happy mood upsetting your entire process. Acquiring you to gain eyes on a new target. This is a reasonable outcome to your chaotic situation you ended up in. Making the necessary round abouts you need to slowly circle and isolate your pray . When everything is on track, every little detail is made. Finely you do your normal checks. Making sure no one is visible or in a ears length. Moving in on your pray, their just happy you are spending time with them which makes it sort of sad but you dont care, all you want is to feed. This is what its all been about after all, right? Your need to feed. Getting as close as possible before they start to alarm themselves and finely realize their not safe any more. Then you strike, right as the glimpse of their joy slowly fades into fear and their hope shatters. You move like a cat, hitting them where it counts. Taking them down. Allowing you some time before having to hurry and finish the job. Enjoy this feed for it will be your only for a while.

Expose me for who i am. I dare you! No matter if every one realizes who i am and what I am capable of i Will never back down. I am here to warn you, here to offer you the second chance you so rightfully deserve. Yet, you push me away. You constantly talk down to me and belittle my every move. You said your self your scared of being alone, so i offer a solution to your problems. Each time i offer it to you, you reject it and me. I am simply only here to help yet you act like i am trying to take you down further. I am only here to pull you up instead of bring you down. Just take a moment, take some time to stop and thinkabout what exactly you are doing and the outcome that will happen if you continue to fight every step of the way. Just give in, let me guide you through the pain and torture you endure. I am ready, perfectly able to take on such pain that causes you to drown. Let me be your life savor. Let me help you float above the drowning pain that is only getting worse by the minute. I will help ease such a pain and help lighten up the load you have to carry. There is no mistaking it, you are blinded by your own self-righteousness that even the thought of getting help you think will weaken your entire ego and look.