yamayaya

Silencing forever

Sticky

On our mouths

pillow, n.

•a square or rectangular piece of fabric filled with feathers or other soft materials, used to rest your head on in bed

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cloud, n.

•a visible mass of condensed watery vapour floating in the atmosphere, typically high above the general level of the ground

•an indistinct or billowing mass, especially of smoke or dust

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To be first is to be best.

Feel no more, porcelain doll,

Flames and echoing cheers

Phoenix in the distant sky

neglect, v., n.

•Fail to care for properly. Not pay proper attention to; disregard

•Fail to do something

•The state of being uncared for

•The action of not taking proper care of someone or something

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bittersweet, adj.

•(Of food or drink) sweet with a bitter aftertaste

•Arousing pleasure tinged with sadness or pain

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Bitter: Old English biter "having a harsh taste, sharp, cutting; angry, full of animosity; cruel," from Proto-Germanic *bitras- from suffixed form of PIE root *bheid- "to split"

black, n., adj.

•Of the very darkest color owing to the absence of or complete absorption of light; the opposite of white

•(Of the sky or night) completely dark owing to the sun, moon, or stars not being visible

•(Of humor) presenting tragic or harrowing situations in comic terms

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alone, adj., adv.

•Having no one else present, being isolated and lonely

•Without others' help or participation: single-handedly

•Indicating that something is confined to the specified subject or recipient

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because i'm not me

and no one knows how much i want to be

someone who isn't me

someone who is me

someone

i want them to understand

but they don't know

they don't try

they hate and i do too

because i'm not me

and no one knows how much i want to be

someone who doesn't understand

someone who understands

someone

and i'm scared

but i don't care

and the night is too dark

but it's okay

and i can't bear loud sounds

and the dark

and the way everyone looks at me

because i don't understand myself

or anyone else

or life that just passes by

and i chase it

but i don't deserve to live it

and i'm here again

writing a poem

no one will ever read

just for myself to feel a little bit

understood

listened

listen to life for just a minute

it'll be great

you'll be alright

one day

one night

one second

beauty, n.

•The quality of being pleasant to the senses or to the mind

•An excellent example of something

•The best aspect or advantage of something

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