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Occasionally, I think about the fact that Maomao would literally give up her freedom and autonomy to stay with Jinshi, and Jinshi, should he ever be forced into becoming Emperor, would refuse to trap Maomao when he knows she needs to be free.
They're so selfless for the other 😭
Okay so i see writers mess this up constantly and i need to talk about it. Introverts and extroverts are not "shy vs loud." That's not what it means and if you write them like that your characters will feel like cardboard. Introvert means you lose energy in crowds and find it alone. Extrovert means the opposite. That's it. An introvert can be the loudest person in the room. An extrovert can be soft-spoken and gentle. The behaviour is not the point. The energy is.
Hemingway stopped writing every day mid-sentence on purpose. So he always knew where he was going when he sat down the next morning. I thought this was torture. i tried it. it is torture. It is also the reason i no longer stare at a blank page for forty minutes wondering what comes next because the sentence is already half there, already pulling you forward, already open. The blank page is the hardest part. He just made sure he never had to face it. I am begrudgingly a convert.
This sounds nice and dandy until you stop in middle of a sentence and don't look back at it for another two weeks. I came back to once "Well, one thing's for certain
That was it. No dialogue tag. No elaboration. I did not know what was for certain. I did not know who was speaking. I spent the whole day banging my head against the desk trying to figure out what past me saw so certainly that had present me fumbling

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hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul
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Ao3 comments are the biggest ego boost known to man. Like, what do you mean you took time out of your day to read my stupid story and also WRITE a message about how you either liked or didn’t like it. What do you mean that was worth your time?? What do you mean???
You know the thing where people mentally regress in age when dealing with stress, anxiety, or trauma?
So imagine that with Jinshi. Because he never got to be a child, imagine that sometimes, when the work piles up, when he spends all day wearing a mask dealing with court politics and lustful women (and men), sometimes he reverts back to childlike behaviors. Protesting orders simply because he doesn't want to, curling up into a ball under the covers, even hugging something, anything close all while fearing Gaoshun or Suiren would take it away. The two of them knew and made sure to keep it a secret--if word got out that the prince/master jinshi still acted like a child, who knew what political consequences it could have?? Not to mention how easy it would be to take advantage of him in such a situation.
So whenever Gaoshun saw the first hints of it, the look of distress and loss on his face, he would rush him out of the room and into his private chambers before the secret could be discovered. When it first happened, he tried to tell the prince to stop it, only for Jinshi to burst into tears. It's one of Jinshi's biggest secrets, the shame eating away at him when he recovers and remembers how he acted. But he just can't stop it.
Enter Maomao.
She's already commented on his childlike tendencies, so imagine if she catches him in the act. But the thing is, she doesn't think it's embarrassing or lame. She knows that it just happens, that it's not something one can easily control, so she merely takes care of him and says nothing of the matter.
Do you see it, do you see my vision---
No, the author of Apothecary diaries does not hate Jinshi. Stop with the misinformation
This is a piece of misinformation that personally really annoys me mostly because this comes from anti-Jinmao fans who want to just credit the ship and want to make it seem like it’s something that was forced to be because they personally don’t like it
Personally, I don’t mind if people don’t like Jinmao it’s totally valid if someone does not like something and I respect that
What I do not respect is people spreading misinformation or twisting words of the author to fit their own narrative
I think people misunderstand that the author of apothecary diaries Natsu is a rather playful and sarcastic and comedic author in much of what she says, is in a very joking, funny manner, and people take that and run with it to take it as if she’s being very serious
This whole idea that Natsu hates Jinshi is something something that has been greatly mischaracterized overtime
The author of apothecary diaries is not really that serious when she's talking about her "hatred" for Jinshi. Natsu Hyuuga, initially had a playful "dislike" for Jinshi.
This is not a hatred for a fictional character but rather a meta-commentary by the author.
Hyuuga has stated that Jinshi is the most difficult character to write due to his complex background, royal status, and dynamic personality.
This difficulty is often described by fans as the author "hating" the character, sometimes even making jokes about "cursing his existence" or drawing him falling off a cliff. Her favorite character is Guen btw because she finds him easy to write.
Her "hatred" is more a frustration who the complexities with his character. She has also expressed an annoyance for people who focus ONLY on the romance as there are many other important aspects of both Jinshi and MaoMaos story that are equally as important.
Despite the jokes, Hyuuga actually likes Jinshi and poured many traits she finds attractive in men into his character, such as loyalty, strength, and beauty.
Honestly, with people who say that let’s just like think for five seconds if an author truly hated a character to that degree they most likely would not have continued pouring good character, traits and good personality traits are kept them as a main character for that long of the series. Apothecary diaries is up to nearly light novel 16 at this point if she truly hated him, she would have not spent this much time investing into his character.
The "hate" is largely a running gag about the challenges of writing a popular-complex character who has taken on a life of his own beyond what she imagined.
This misinformation is usually accompanied by some form of the commentary of “ apothecary diaries was never going to be a romance story. The author was forced to make it one”
This is usually again mostly spread by Jinmao-anti’s but this is once again a piece of information that got twisted from the original commentary into something it wasn’t
This likely started from Natsu saying that Jinshi was not supposed to be a major character or the love interest this led people to believe that Apothecary Diaries was not supposed to be a love story
In actuality as confirmed by Natsu at Boston comic con in 2026 Apothecary diaries was always intended to be a romance story
Natsu said that the idea to the story came to her in a dream where she wanted to write a love story in a interesting setting
What wasn’t her intention was to make Jinshi the main character or make him the love of interest. This only happened because of his popularity with fans and even her own family.
Natsu DOES change things on the fly based on what readers want, she's explicitly said so herself. That's why the web novel was quite different from the light novel in the early arcs.
In fact, she’s grateful that fans were so invested in his character because it caused her to further develop his story and invest a lot of time into a character that is in my opinion, one of the best written characters in all of apothecary diaries
So no, please stop with the misinformation. The author of apothecary diaries does not in any sense of reality. Hate the character of Jinshi. Stop with the misinformation
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being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.
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