XenonReality

no movement, only continuously steal their energy & movement to make you go! Turn them into a giant radiator that absorbs all movement while it's cold and makes you gain all of it with no loss, faster than light transfer so you always consume them until the return back into literal nothing, only to have tunnel in all good and proceeding good moving forward in all possible ways.

#universefacts ‪#acollierastro‬ & ‪#profbriancoxofficial‬ all given anti-matter has only ever been created through given matter forces creating it. literally there is no way to disprove that it is consequently only as a result of matter creating anti-matter that it exists.

All evidence of all observations, past & up to current (& likely all of our future) will show this continuing as a constant quantum thermodynamic process. all given attempts to make anti-matter through use of matter created forces & force carriers has only further proved this point.

All smashers, all given attempts to use matter that is from these given forces & force carriers & information therein derived has, again, only made this further proved.

another point

all given containers use matter forces & force carries to keep anti-matter around, moving, not annihilating through given particle interactions/inferences continue using this very same thing to continue showing that anti-matter has rules in physics (called laws) that govern over its obvious inability to exist without matter creating it, using it, controlling it, & only having it exist as a result of matters existence.

Why? Because it made it through friction & radiation creating it, that's why it won out. It can't win, it has no ability to do so.

Basic maths dudes. Not hard stuff.

https://www.psypost.org/early-sexual-initiation-accelerates-physical-aging-massive-genetic-study-finds/

This is a bait title again, if multiple factors together can be any given total increase then an entourage effect is what occurs here & not one specific one causes this.

When these factors can be delt with through good education & healthy continued use of that education, then it's literally a dog whistle saying look over here instead of the fact that non of these would actually cause a reduction of life span if not for us not educating & making sure to practice & continue using what we have learned while changing our decisions moving forward to address those issues.

Hey 👋, I couldn't find a thing on candidates through searching online until I got on Facebook, #briannalaney is the only one actually posting anything about actual town government goings-on & so I'm voting for her. There is, effectively, just ai & random stuff for all the others. I hope it helps anyone else out too.

Remember to fill out those early voting ballots you got mailed to you.

I literally can't find any information on Justin burrell or (apparently it's Stephenie bridget Laney) s. Bridget Laney for the town council members stuff.

I'm often with a mixed sleep schedule & really don't remember meeting times & can't participate.

But Trish esparza has some things & they look good.

So I'm voting for her.

Side note, I can find Stephenie's address as a direct ai given answer for a place here in town & even her phone number! Can't find anything else about her, her points she's running on, anything about how she's going to do anything, lots & lots of that, same for Justin burrell but I can't find anything for him for him even living here or having any phone numbers.

Weird. Does he even matter if he doesn't live here? Which, jokes aside it's genuinely just weird & funny to me they have a women's info readily available but not his, I'm just saying that's off to me.

So I'm voting for those that exist in any context online as the future is now & not something that can't be found. Justin figure it out, same for you Stephenie. This is odd I can't find, basically, anything about you, your values, how you'll vote, your positions, your previous votes, messages for people you'll be representing, literally anything that matters for making a vote for you.

That's just not good. Why should I bother with people that don't even want to have those who care but have other things to do & or can't match the schedules for anything going on, but still need & want a candidate to represent them & hold that seat of power for them & not against them & their interests?

Why should I care? You sound like people who only consider that surface area in front of your faces & not the long term regardless of what might kick up a stink in front of you. The town is more than a few hundred (at best) right in front of you, it's 1000s. Anyone trying to downplay what I'm saying is an obvious defensive individual who doesn't care about anything getting better & rejects anything that shows them how they are incorrect.

It's in my mailbox, all done & even the from filled out

No interference & or suddenly changing your votes because I said I would vote a certain way & just to spite me you decide to vote differently.

Or is that what I said you'd do a while ago?

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Honestly I can't remember off the top of my head, but for some of you with the windmill thing & just in general seeing me post online I don't doubt you'd decide just based on that.

Weird petty individuals at times doing reverse psychology bs.

As for knowing more than me, absolutely, & going with your experiences with people & them going along with harming things the way you want for your political identity wars instead of having things actively get better (like with windmills) so you feel like you made a wonderful impact on things & are in a big group that did a lot to make sure no changes occur so you are cool with your friends that together ruined things instead of doing the harder to do thing, like building it up & sustaining it, well that's the same thing as before.

Voting against people like me that scare you with progress & change that results in positives for those you were trained into & ultimately found comfort & confidence in discriminating against thanks to anything the group of yours was told to conform to hating so you don't get hurt by your group but also *fake sarcastic gasps* them as well, is just harming everything & everyone.

Nothing like people saying I'm preachy while going to sermons on Sunday to listen to preaching about God's plan they can't know about.

Those of you who obviously do know more than me & aren't using a religious & or political identity ideological standpoint excuse, rationalization, justification to vote & have been to see these individuals & know that they are fighting for us for the better, don't use the idea of man equal better & or good because man, & chose whomever, I support those votes & hopefully we did well to make sure the right people are up regardless of those seeking to annihilate things subtlety & spin results that harm us & those less fortunate than others to mean positive results when they aren't.

Hopefully good things.

Nothing like listening to people minimize wordy when they think few do good enough but actually doesn't capture attention, force them to listen who care, & give credence to seeing those who don't as the people who are going to only ruin all progress forward for the better. Even if it means having to sacrifice the ones "saving" is by giving us money as a means to continue coal, excuse clear sexual harassment & or worse, allow & forgive abuse as the narcissists they are while providing the idea of blaming the victims of their efforts to continue in power & the fear of no more gifts given to them to control them & justify their betrayal & harm of their friends, family, & others in the community.

How feasible is wifi cracking in 2026?

I work in IT/cloud sec/identity. Breaching wireless networks was something that always interested me, but work never took me that way, and frankly it's still pretty mysterious to me.

Jw if it's worth digging into in 2026. Perhaps for bypassing access controls - by AntiClockwiseWolfie

if you are willing to brute force some basic binary, you can always get around encryption methods & anything saying "no" through analog styles of "phreaking" in the modern era. Most binary is tripped up & changed through standard forcing of timing signals into the code ingest stream, most binaries use standard protocols & basic architectures that allow for extremely easily exploited vulnerabilities.

like, screw bios, just force trip signal tried the right number of ways, meaning tried to ask, in a phase sequence & you gain a easy brute force rewrite of everything & a standard use of it without fail.

This means a digital signal becomes turned into the right number of attempted square waves that give it a total 1 or 0 at the right timing to no longer care at all about its encryption & send signal to you about anything needed to immediately use it without needing their given password & or care about the firmware of the isp, let alone the person paying for it.

Then there is just have it send its source binary to force it to become you are admin & then use it like normal for the isp & satellites & most wifi around you, cell towers, & more. People deeper in haven't needed to pay for internet in forever, let alone even thing needing a password was something to go after in the first place. It's all just electrical engineering in the first place dudes, a total duration of pulse of total volt & timing of it for its square wave together with any given amp & phased timing in to force silicon to do whatever you want it to do.

Real hackers, well you are sure, but deeper ones haven't cared in a long, long time about code.

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man do I ever want to see more experiments aimed at our upper stratosphere! Its, well take this with a grain of salt though, easy to get there these days, relatively safe, & something that allows for much better testing of space equipment. On one side I tend towards the promise of high altitude large arrays of mirrors & lenses for huge telescopes that can take large advantage of radiowaves & microwaves as well, a much higher total spectrum telescope that could, in very real ways, take advantage of not just cosmic rays but also the atmosphere to improve their ability to see.

All, yes all, while being able to be internet capable & provide the ability to, so long as they are strung together, use lower altitude & higher altitude ship/balloons to make massive strides in using multiple frequencies together to even better control, through wave interference, what our telescopes see.

The other promise is to the militaries, mostly because its a have too it seems like, for seeing enemy targets, communication as well that's heavily encrypted & quick, while being able to provide fast response to mirv & conventional missile attacks, through not just lasers & even ionized gases from lasers that would allow for grounding static forces to those, but even nets made of det-cords & air to air interceptor drones/missiles. They are higher altitude & would be able to respond faster. Not such a bad thing, but not what I'm interested in but would help them if funding could be acquired.

I'm mostly interested in high altitude farming, living, self-sustaining practices, psychology tests needed for longer term space missions, energy capture, communications, launch platforms for orbital missions, easier capture of returning missions, better fuel manufacturing for space missions, & in general low g experiments to even astronaut training in either, effectively, no atmosphere & or enclosed areas with full atmosphere reductions which could & would be built up to orbital areas to test for increased radiation exposures & possible energy from cosmic rays (which is just faster radiation) to more plasma chemistry of belts up there & their effects on materials both for suits & ships.

Long term missions require long term increased stress tests that give us better understandings of faster travel through our solar system levels of radiation & chemistry issues, stresses, & more we will encounter.

Besides if I get a tube going down to far lower altitudes I can gain a way for multiple platforms of ships put together with people living there already, that now can help a larger launch tube for a very fast, albeit much longer duration as well, exit velocity for the ships. It would give a much easier time getting to our planets, mostly the Moon is what I'm interested in at first, just because it will be & is already hard to even do that. From there, it allows for the fuel & oxidizer to not have been used in anyway to achieve those given speeds, which allows for very efficient engines to be created for landing & launching from those given planets. I store more fuel & oxidizer, have a larger ship for living, & more tools to live for longer on another planet for very long duration missions.

Now allowing for us to make soil, fuel, energy, & more on the Moon so much easier it allows for the creation of a base that can have light tubes & fiber optics provide windows underground, provide the ability to use our mined Moon regolith to chemically & mechanically make what we need there, to live in the ship while we make sure we can move into a fully built to live long term in base. Its cheap, to start with the beginnings, the continued efforts remain cheap & self-sustained, which requires less money to continue it.

To be blunt, its cheaper than traditional current tests that are happening for these given machines, suits, rocket ships & space ships to be built, have psych tests performed, & even the energy & resources to start let alone continue.

the baffle can't come fast enough, even a clip on & our magnet, maybe slide thing for the grill, would have been easy enough, but a standard hepa filter easily fixes it. A screen!? I though on the website I just wasn't seeing something, or there'd be a different model to the promotional version. Anyways, it looks cool, but that is a, unfortunately, rather large let down thanks to it being that simple to do. Especially as it can ruin the printer function, possibly even the build plate threaded rods, etc for what you stared in your video.

This got me thinking about using a occulink cable/m.2 connector cable to the usb 3.2 or whichever it was that you said in the previous video it was, such that I could use that for my ssd, then I could just use the 2 usb 2.0 for wireless or similar. That frees up the other m.2 for a occulink nvidia or a old gpu for an external gpu. The .... Was it a ai? it was like 300$ or something like that & a small compute unit thing & I think it would work just enough as a different style of sli/crossfire, granted that would require a open source github program to force drivers to play correctly for that, but it would work.

That would give it past the 3080 performance on quite a few things, but that's the small compute unit. The old gtx 3080 10gb I have would beat that easily & still be able to work together, mostly likely, with a program that turns the old gpu into a dpu/tpu data mover for the whole system. It would increase performance by just acting as a pre-computation (the gpu that is) chip to the main bigger desktop guy. That would get it finally cooking. I could see a 100% improvement (ideally that is) to the gpu I use when configured correctly to reduce needed overhead for frames to be calculated.

But that does mean its playing double duty to do this, which I think is fine because its only going to be doing stuff with a 6 core 12 thread machine. It would use far less to get it done, core wise, to pull off a tpu part by setting them aside to then use other compute transistor cores for helping the bigger gpu. That should get it to the 100% range, in ideal situations, but I wouldn't be able to expect it to be lower than 50%. So, that could be cool, an external gpu could be worth it, maybe? I dunno, its 1200$ for it.

I think this wouldn't be, for quite a few people. I think this steam machine would be better if the programming matures to use the systems chips better. It's too.... Windows when its clearly only able to use the given, not able to be upgraded, parts it has. Maybe... Instead a ram based gpu connection? I dunno, again I think its going to be pretty use case, personal desire, specific until prices come down. Love the front panel you are selling, cool stuff everyone.

But yeah I can't get over my annoyance with performance, if only because its really the only other console on the market outside of the oligarchy of Nintendo, xbox, & playstation. I was hoping for a good wallop to them & this feels, for me, like the heat sink is something that priced it far higher than needed. Aluminum is expensive, thanks to trump, then I feel like a 3d printed vapor chamber heatsink fin would have done better, especially as it could have be made to be looped at the top to form a thermosiphon.

But I don't dislike it. I'm glad they put things out, finally, that seem to be after quite a bit of research into trying to do their own console. They have tried in the past, but this seems like a really, serious, genuine effort for once.

The inability to push thermal limits is a bigger frustration, as a 500w would have given them what they were going to be looking for, for that wallop. A few different heatsinks may have helps, sure, or maybe just heatpipes with a.... Honestly just better chip setup. ....

I can't help myself, its full proprietary anyways to doubling up gpu & saying screw it south bridge & north bridge to just destroy overhead on my 6 core would have been amazing, justifying that more specific programming too, even more so. Who cares if its got "lesser" gpus stuck onto one board, they would be able to share the memory & a return to our old roots would have been nice, the thermals are fine, the ability to "chiplet" gpu & for that matter a south bridge & north bridge from cheap & nice arm or similar chips would have smoked & cooked & made an whole dish of everyone. Same for, if not that a connected board below.

Sidenote; At the higher end model, I would have easily been fine with getting the extra board & those extra chips onto this & paid for it just fine at this price point.

The market they hit is 120hz is considered old (like me I guess) but 60fps is min & steam is touted for the non-peasants & that premium console market will want to pay for that frame rate. It's why I'm frustrated, I do really want them to succeed & fear this will have their sales be in a way that might make them consider not trying.

I don't want the only people to be them, its annoying.

so...

theyre alive scanned ppl that are being watched, know it, have real ppl fed in & blue made caine be evil as fuck

paranoid

& worse

like the programmers, like kinger, who knows but posts

like back in chandler, az I said eerie music could be played for the montage & you'd know

what it really is thats going on

this was made for children to feel better for the characters who are alive & for the adults who cant handle it

their abstracted swimming around

stuck w no choice & cant get out ever

evil as fuck controllers who put them in there

the ppl down on their luck got money

& then got jobs so it wouldnt come out

just like how the hackers who stole my stories & more got you all to go along w it & my existence

blue is evil as fuck which was a multitude of things & ppl symbolically

they cant die but will live in emotional torture others caused

#tadc spoiler warning

They wave at the 4th wall showing the camera is clearly always there & they know it is.

I know its a movie for the feel good side, but damn everything in this is fucking terribly on the nose for enabling the worst of reality going on.

it was produced very well, genuinely but yeah

I mean jax

caused the end of everything b/c of his inability to be vulnerable enough to drop a persona like maga right wingers (went over this on bluesky before this came out btw & as blargypaston on twitter)

the fuckers watching know they fed them feeds they couldnt possibly verify if the wanted to

ended the internet connect

caine didnt want to leave & saw that internet & wasnt immediately

turned into someone who knows the rest, just conveniently turned a blind eye to it?

he had to absorb blue to not die

discarded that fucking thing so he wasn't utterly terrible

get back w your abusers caine that are put in there to torture you?

dont try to escape, even though he shows he understands?

what?!

Like actually fuck that.

Love the review, I was wondering myself if it would be worth getting a 120hz projector. I have been looking for over 2 years & not much is ever there. I ended up hitting on needing 3 laser scan projectors to specifically make a triple mirror screen mode to get around the issues you are describing. Which is utterly nonsense for basically all of us, but the most wealthy.

But it works like you think it does everyone at switch & click. It's multiple timed light waves bouncing off of the screen & converging into a constructive interference to improve everything. Which means, while yes its "just multiple displays working together" but a bit differently, it can't really be done so easily that way mostly because you want the mirror screen to not actually be a regular mirror screen. If you got it already, congrats, but its like the color invert from back in the day but its based on saturation & contrast specifically then a 3rd one for just being a black & white no color version.

That made it so you can force it to have light wave interference off the screen when properly calibrated.

It sucked!....

It worked, ..it sucked.

I used a bunch of 1080p 120 hz ones for the idea, & yeah they work sure but it sucks, even angles have to be corrected for the effect.

So, I just used laser scanning instead that acted like basic old tube tv's because if it scans an area super quickly you can't notice it but that allows for areas to not be scanned in. It required older projectors & those thing DIYPerks got from his build & a few quick motors & quick piezoelectric mirrors that could move super fast in a vacuum & have multiple beams get traced around from multiple stupidly cheap rgb lasers that could use one good projector source, like an oled or 2 really, from vr headsets from alibaba & or used markets.

They are decently bright, but you have to increase luminosity somehow. So a mirror system it bounces the screen off of towards a reverse of what corridor digital crew's beam splitter technique for green screens being replicated was used, pretty simple, & then lasers constructively interfere their light into the light coming out, not tricky or even hard to do at all & was cheaper than this thing to mass manufacture. It used over 15 year old parts that are far lower resolution than their stuff & pulled off everything being better.

It destructively interferes light out of black areas, not that it has much the oled doesn't display anything there its just that light blooms & isn't perfectly straight sadly. Which is nice in a different way, that bloom causes a great natural diffusion & interference off of reflected surfaces like our eyes see naturally. It used already there old & still more than quick enough rotating & linear movement actuator/servo/whatever you'd like to call them. When the beams & the display are only going to be old free camera lenses you can get off of any marketplace, craigslist, & old used school projectors its usually just totally free glass.

Granted that's me saying sourcing old totally functional glass & quality controlling it is perfectly acceptable & its a great recycling practice for a business to use....

It is smaller than a itx fully built up desktop pc & only needs a few tiny mirrors to finally have it have the beams reflect off the bigger final mirror at the end, placed in a vacuum, with good quartz glass. That way you can't destroy it or get little flecks of hair & scratches, but the outer quarts glass protector you can get, though I just used phone screen protectors as they work so who cares & they're cheap to mass source, all in I got it under $500 to sell at a %3000 profit. 3m tape still works for this, btw.

It's used in your phones, not that bad dudes.

When you can make it ultra stupidly small, each mirror that is, each stainless steel drinking straw vacuum tube works just fine for the beam & makes it feel stronger, because it is! 2 vr headset tiny oled panels are pretty nice to converge into the main mirror like that as well, stupidly compact, super short throw not ultra. Better than short throw, but not as short as ultra can do.

Even better later, I realized that you can just beam split several RGB laser & standard diffused light sources, like LEDs, & use them to interfere in the glass itself to force it to become multiple scan lines that bleed into each other like old tube TVs & out perform even the above one. It doesn't require much but pulsing through PWM & dimming of 3 RBG LED light sources.

I outlined it in my tiny mini pc youtube video, its all me talking it out & going over it, but yup. That's it. I said, I don't want a laptop I want a projector mini pc all in one that isn't crud & bad that can actually game. Screw needing ar glasses or a vr headset, I'd like that instead because it better. So I built the concept.

(edit, its called "a very small ~150-250$ tiny computer" with more after, just posting this comment on tumblr like the others)

This is super cool, I do wonder about blending it first in water, vacuuming it with some ir heaters, & then shredding it. The shredders I have seen have issues with being the flat based lobe cutter dudes & that makes them need the material to be aligned going in. The consistency of the particles matter. Honestly, I'd use flat burr grinders from coffee makers with some water to force them into consistency & or my other comment (also on tumblr) going over a plate based system that counter-rotates in a vacuum that uses heated (electrically resisted) plates that dough ball up the pellets along tracks in the plates to force them into shape the right way. Making them far less oxidized & occlusion'd (pockets of air & water) that then drop into a pushing piston taper system below that then (like my old reddit post on r/3dprinting too) extrudes out more consistently into a rotating spool below, all handled in a vacuum.

I do like this btw, just I feel as though the shredding & the cooling hooks can be made to become filament resizers with little peristaltic based squeezing actions that force consistency of the filament. Or those little scrunchy based squeezers. There are the rotating squeezers. You know, heating up but long enough to remain cool where needed.

Your channel came up in my recommendation front page feed! Super cool, I had to cancel my order, I got 16bit, times be tough & that's how it goes. Also, I'm not totally sold on the overall quality control for the 2nd batch after it didn't get shipped out by the time they finally cancelled it on the 17th or something like that. Telling me its in shipping to the us warehouse is fine, but I cancelled it well before that & it was still in pre-order while also being something to ship from the 10th to the 20th. It suggests they either properly quality controlled each one before they got them there, but mpoxde 's video of his particular unit (mostly likely a first batch) was a clear example of quality control not being there, possibly, in complete totality. I just can't take the chance as I'm too damn broke. So I decided to cancel it & wait.

My use case is car inner fender areas, bigger areas rear & engine bay pps-gf, ppa-gf, pet-gf, the general gist of inside engine bay stuff. Same for being in Arizona, it gets too hot inside cars, so higher temps everywhere. Pla does work for some things, just not as much, it is what it is *shrugs* but yeah big huge prints are needed to make that far, far more manageable. The skill in post processing is brutal, sanding/painting/shoving on rubber spray for PEBA or similar to gain tiny gaskets & tiny rc tires, springs, & more is a bit annoying so I just wanted to brute force it with 16 bit hardcore multi-material big big prints with minimal effort after the fact.

It's, honestly, pretty brutal to have to try to figure out high temp engine bay bendy flex parts that need to take a beating from going over washboards at 40+ mphs while it might be raining & or over 100f. I just, really just, didn't want to do it.

GF reinforced parts are what tend to help, some only some, filaments stick together that wouldn't otherwise. & hey, for cosplay it might come in handy, I saw Kiara make another iron man suit & figured it could come in handy to do a heck of a lot less work having to add in everything for movement. That gets into nylon for slick areas hidden inside of plates in the right areas, with shock absorbing PEBA/TPU or other more specialized, like jantech engineering just showed off for the japan reprap a glass fiber reinforced tpu with tiny fiber filament on his channel that was in there too that could be hugely good for that; Granted my thoughts were completely on if it improved electroforming & tensile strength in centripetal forces then figured I could just microwave vacuum cast a turbo honestly.

Seems easier.

Anyways, cool stuff, still want to resin 3d print my own glasses with my own prescription, I'm trying to bother Formlabs on bluesky about that one & twitter so they'll make optically clear resin cheaper; Because yes I don't want to have to vibrate & vacuum pump uv activated resin then use the hole I put into the lid to use a check vavle'd drill pump to put it into my vat after I go onto Alibaba to purchase optically clear quartz glass plate so I can finally make no scratches & or issues 16k glasses from the stupid dumb film they use that gets bad & isn't perfectly clear.

its like $100+ for 2 plates, but I need tempered for bendy flex characteristics & optically clear quartz glass. Which works for the wavelengths its putting out. I wanted them about 1 millimeter thick, less if I could get it, like down to .3 to .1 millimeter thick which is likely super thin fibers fused together using lasers or something like that, so a Alibaba check later & well they have the plate size. Not the other stuff. It would work just fine, but I need to wait & get money.

Then yeah this would have been a great printer for quite a few other projects, but not risking things.

Thanks for the review this is a github about the anycubic opensource to have it work better the Rinkhals 20260606_02 , the 02 is the one they really want the s1 max to be used for.

Now I'm looking at less waste & purge using multi-tool head or the bambu (sadly thanks to everything going on I don't know about it at all & don't want to but life is life to me at this dang point) h2c because the multiple hotends ("injectors" of plastic on to plastics, muahahahahaha!) basically act the same way. I saw the review by franklybuilt going over the prusa xl & seeing how it hasn't stacked up as well over time (I still love it but yeah) versus the snapmaker u1 & saw its better than the snapmaker u1 but after more in-depth reviews of the snapmaker u1 felt it might not be something that I can go with as well. It is a severe downgrade for me in terms of size. Sovol md1 might be something later, the flashforge creator pro looks like a different take on the snapmaker & I like it (the outer metal frame is cool, one part for the extruder is nice, a ams being used will probably work, etcs) but the closing down software is bad.

One side, users are often the mistake makers (me, as an example) & closing it down helps that be prevented. Other side, they could head towards the darn thing being needed to be hooked up to the internet to have it work, which is utterly stupid. Bambu might do that as well. Which means a new board(s) & software, I don't want to. Right now at least, I'm not ready to put together a voron so I'm moving on from that idea. Franklybuilt's video (not as much time on it, said so himself & said he'd have his friend put out something but I didn't see anything, I'll have to check his channel) on the 500mm cubed version & it looks good, but I don't have the space for it. Flip side, they might be the only ones with a 350mm cubed (08 max or something like that) which might work but I need to look into it more. It looks a bit... Outdated & yet don't care if it works.

I have posted a listing on Facebook and Facebook marketplace & Craigslist

2 Datsun l24s, 1 Datsun l28 w EFI engine cores, 1 Honda Accord 2.3l i4 other ass

https://showlow.craigslist.org/pts/d/springerville-datsun-l24s-datsun-l28/7942301088.html

He ate 2 of the 7 way dewormer for dogs thing but over the course of about 12 hours, roughly. I mixed it in with his food & he just wouldn't eat it all at once, he's a pretty picky eater honestly. I also gave him one flea med thing, that I got on Amazon with the help of my parents, & online it said to do this because they often get it from eating infected fleas.

So he's probably okay, but I have him scheduled for Tues with the vet to check him out & get him some meds for preventative care since he's out in the woods hiking with me & consistently finds dead shit all the Fucking time!....

I couldn't get my shit together, like I wrote earlier, as the person I am being disabled & all that, then my parents become something that makes it very difficult to get him his meds, beyond just complaining, & so I just put it off & ended up forgetting over & over then would talk about it then it wouldn't get scheduled again, whole thing.

What helped was I could just email them to get him scheduled. My other vet I couldn't do that & calling is always a thing that is harder for me to do thanks to be hard of hearing & having my anxiety & more.

So, yeah I could never afford my dog. I got him free because he was being given away in the parking lot of a Safeway when he was just a puppy. I took the chance & my life is better for it.

I've been able to care for him the entire time, he's never been without food & or water, love, or having a fun time hiking with me. But I end up making a mistake & needing help I would ask for thanks to my parents being that way & he got worms.

It happens.

I also need my coping skills & ability to pursue life so yeah, that's why I can't get out of my abusive parents being in my life helping me.

Govt don't help much anyways, but it does help.

Wondering why isn't nosey, it's trying to find something to go after someone. Mind your shit or get fucking wrecked to shit bitch.

It was mpoxde's YouTube video about the 3d printer that made me cancel it. I've been looking for muti-toolheads that have an enclosure. Nothing is large enough. Without getting into extreme prices, for me, at least; I'm broke as fuck & even pay as you go I don't have a lot of purchasing power.

They are the only, realistically (I'm still looking though), actual printer that fits my size & has multiple filament types I can combine, with a heated chamber, filament drying, & filters.

They... Aren't known to be particularly great. I got burned so fucking hard on the qidi xmax 3 that I literally just don't want to anything cad & printing anymore & I'm pushing to keep trying. It's a work in progress.

I've been looking at elegoo for a good multi toolhead, they don't have one, what I mean is I'm hoping that they will make one, seems like it's the new hotness. Flashforge is the other one besides snapmaker, but they have a wait until November to have the upper part for an enclosure & the rest.

I'm okay with waiting, I need to get my money back anyways, bro I have food, bills, & more that I need paid. I don't care about it, I planned around a little emergency, I got groceries today (I had a moment where I thought I didn't grab a bag but I did, I went back, got the items I thought I didn't get, then found it & then went back & returned the other items & explained it, it was my mistake :P no big deal just having a bit of a time with it), dog is taken care of, fed & happy, I've taken a shower, have toiletries, I have Internet, you get it.

My shit is good, got help from the parents previously for a full tank of gas when it was 40c off, with an extra 5 in the gas can I keep with me.

I have insurance for my car paid, tags good for quite some time. But still I want my fucking money back bro, give it back.

They said too many people bought things & it's taking time to process, totally normal & I'm okay with it. But like yeah I'm just stressed lol. So it's like, mostly a joke because I'm fairly sure it will come back; I mean the printer hasn't shipped, it's still in pre-order, so it'll be fine likely.

But I remember the giga elegoo... Major hardware did a whole thing about it. It was not good.

The centauri 2 is good, no chamber heater. So can't, also no multi toolhead.... Prusa has the only printer that is multi toolhead, the size i need (actually a little bigger than I need so I'd have to figure it out) & can come with 5 of them with an enclosure. It's Also! Like fucking 5k, I can't possibly afford that.

Want to. Yes.

Can't.

I talked about the elegoo giga because, I'm a bachelor who has the ability to move things from around in front of my bed to other places & could put it at the foot of my bed.... Yet, obviously don't want too, but like.... I did think about it briefly.

Briefly.

That's full on garage/workshop territory stuff dude! Lol I don't really have the ability to swing that.

But the prusa XL is able to be on a shelf & off the ground a little. Like genuinely feasible, but sadly I'm super broke boy.

So, yeah, nothing has the build volume. Which led me towards flashforge as the only real other one, but I need to wait anyways because... Well life stuff dudes. Shit happens, we've all been there dude.

so, how was the calming down before pike's peak? Nothing like a little running out & spending money for a coping skill to help the nerves after your 2nd channels video. I remember posting about those issues you could have with the ecu. I don't know if they saw that, but hey there you go. Looks like your frustrated with your manager, because he isn't keeping up or filming? Which is it? I dunno. Don't care, truthfully, did you do well & will you maybe finally finish your other truck. Coping or not, funding this through your other things is nice, my guess is you are running out of space & Vince is gone now.

But then again you have your own home & everything so what do I know. I shouldn't be getting involved, the uproar about investing in cars people were only going to get to look at was weird to me too. Then again it didn't get mentioned again either. You don't have to, but that's just what it is, people dislike things you are doing but it helps you, you end up just not telling them.

Boats, cars, racing, & acting with some hosting, eh? Busy, busy, busy. No wonder you start to avoid things. It's written over you everywhere. You have to let things go & know you can't do everything. It takes time to process stuff.

Me, sure, yeah. But saying it isn't that way for everyone is like saying everyone is the one dude who quite liked the war. You remember that guy, was all up on reddit & more online about some dude that got shot & hurt in multiple wars & said it liked it. Few people like him. Few, just saying.

I know you know, racing would be great but joining it later on in life is hard & typically only in some specific styles... Ones you might not like. Takes you around without the ability to do your other jobs. Its hard on the body for some & people that have been trying their whole lives while putting in their efforts with their talents are there too, its not always so easy to just join. Nothing against you, just saying you know your side & how much you can do.

What do you want to actually focus on, using that mirror while you practice how to act to others, like I said, can make you forget who you are in the real moments. Allowing yourself to freak a little is a human thing & people will just be themselves dude. Your life won't implode just because of that.

You have friends. Already, dude. People who actually care even if the money & fame goes bye bye.

Was it the race you wanted to do, to have the story, to pull it off with others, what money & or other things you could get out of doing it from sponsors/people watching, was it connections talking to others you know networking, you know I know its written over you. I don't have to say I even wrote it down. Nothing like a little misdirect, eh?