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send  one  of  these  in  to  see  my  muse’s  reaction (  add “ +reverse”  for  my  muse  to  do  the  action  to  yours )

[ embrace ]  -  your  muse  pulls  mine  in  for  a  gentle  embrace.

[ coffee ]  -  your  muse  brings  mine  a  mug  of  fresh  coffee.

[ ruffle ]  -  your  muse  ruffles  my  muses  hair.

[ pat ]  -  your  muse  pats  mine  on  the  shoulder.

[ piggyback ]  -  your  muse  jumping  on  my  muses  back.

[ kiss ]  -  your  muse  presses  a  kiss  to  my  muses  forehead.

[ bake ]  -  your  muse  presents  mine  with  freshly  baked  cookies.

[ flower crown ]  -  your  muse  places  a  flower  crown  atop  my  muses  head.

[ cook ]  -  your  muse  cooks  my  muse  a  meal.

[ lullaby ]  -  your  muse  sings  my  muse  to  sleep.

[ fort ]  -  your  muse  surprises  my  muse  with  a  pillow  fort.

[ gift ]  -  your  muse  presents  my  muse  with  a  gift.

[ hold ]  -  your  muse  holds  my  muses  hand.

[ calm ]  -  your  muse  calms  down  my  panicked  muse.

[ cheek ]  -  your  muses  kisses  my  muse  on  the  cheek.

let’s focus on you now, and how you’ve shown a pattern of being abusive and gastlighty toward muns of color, and how on multiple occasions used suicide and guilt-tripping as your means of keeping people near you, do shit for you, and more. I’m just trying to figure out how else would you explain yourself since your instinct is to discredit any sort of critique toward you as “drama” and refuse to acknowledge. it’s almost like you know what’s going to happen … hm. interesting. 

anyway, carrying on. you claim to be a victim in everything said against you then you say shit like this, throwing a black mun’s experiences back in their face since they weren’t catering enough to you. and then, after they took precautions to protect themselves AGAINST you proceeded to guilt  trip   them   and  try to GASLIGHT them into removing their dni. is it because of your history? your past dirt on being a heinous human being? but i’m not done.  you see, you did this shit AGAIN after the mun had the KINDNESS to even speak to you again, which was because you lied to them and kept preaching about how you were a changed person, how you were gonna be better now, how you weren’t going to do the shit you’ve been doing for AWHILE. but, when the mun had the slightest complaint, what did you do? well. what you do best!   guilt-tripping, manipulation, gaslighting, the works. “you’ll get over it.” no, this was the last straw. let’s not forget how you also stole their oc, conveniently on your leadscult blog, but we’re gonna move on to your racism now. 

note: per the request of the individuals who reached out to me, i will be keeping them anonymous. names and urls for the VICTIMS will be removed, but the rest of y’all freaks will remain. 

as i’m reading these receipts the server generally reeks of white whining and their perpetual habit of self-victimization. not once have these people stopped to consider black lives of their experiences on the daily, but rather fixating on themselves and how the protests may affect them. one of the black muns and a nb mun of color tried to be “nice,” but were clear in their thoughts on the protests. they were not quiet in their support of it, and further offered resources and even took the time to EXPLAIN shit to y’all. but none of you were having any of it.  instead you further victimized yourself, shed your WHITE TEARS, and accused the BLACK MUNS of being “aggressive” or “unjust” in their comments. 

i want to point out that, you @katergaris, you frequently threatened to kick the black muns and the ONE nbpoc, but you allowed @deivorous to make roofie jokes, corona AND vore jokes, and then allow microaggressions to fester in your server, especially from @hailxthexkiing whom was just fine crying about their little sister. question: have you ever stopped to think about how black people feel? how black children are TERRIFIED daily? how they cry their own tears of terror constantly? but sure. your sister is way more traumatized. but, politics aren’t allowed, right? at least. BLACK politics aren’t allowed. after the black muns and the nbpoc voiced their displeasure, and promptly LEFT, all of y’all flocked to one another, comforting and cooing about how the big mean bipoc ATTACKED you. i must add that those who WEREN’T white were just as bad as their white counterparts, i especially mean you @heavenxpiercing, because you as a poc should amplify black voices rather than arguing against them on something as important as the blm movement. and you, @captainrukia who kept encouraging this “angry” black person narrative when you’re in medicine and don’t even know what intersex is?? you were childish, all of you were. all of you are. did i mention you, @ivory-insanity are writing a minor character but proceed to post an nsfw meme? :\ 

because not only did the muns LEAVE, you proceeded to KEEP talking shit about them! going on about how “mlk wouldn’t want this” and how THE MUNS OF COLOR DON’T BELIEVE IN OTHER CULTURES … WHEN MOST OF YOU ARE PREDOMINATELY WHITE/EUROPEAN WHITE. but sure, they’re the immature ones? let’s focus on the anons you sent one of the black muns. and how “not everyone wants or needs to be corrected” yes, racists, you do. especially on issues that involve BLACK PEOPLE. but sure, what else? ah yes the tale of “not everyone is racist” and how “i donated, i helped” sure. sure. but you still … isolated, targeted and continued to go a step FURTHER and send a black mun anons. cute. still not over you using mlk as a scapegoat for “ALL races should get along.” reeks of “all lives matter” bullshit but sure. 

but it's fuckin infuriating seeing the way people in this rpc treat minorities........ y'all are so willing to apologize 4 abusive characters and shove their """mistakes""" ( 🙄 ) under the rug but villify the victims.......... i won't even be fuckin vague ABOUT it. @pyrenji don't talk about pride month when u sit there and make a CANONICALLY ABUSIVE MAN GAY. how does that not? sit wrong with u? how can u say it wasn't intentional or that he never meant it or whatever other bullshit excuse..... not to mention shipping him w/ someone his daughter's age..... way to fuckin go contributing to the gay men are predatory and abusive stereotype ! literally hawks was a child when he first met enji, he's as old as enji's DAUGHTER, WHO ISNT EVEN HIS OLDEST CHILD LIKE... HOW DOES THAT NOT FUCKIN WEIRD U OUT? how do u find it okay in ANY respect and get OUT of here if u wanna support endeavor being a "queer icon" and "a stand in parent 2 queer youth" when it's fuckin canon he pushed a 5 yr old to the point of throwing up. idc if he's changing, if he's trying to do better, whatever !! it sure as hell won't ever excuse it, doesn't make him sympathetic, doesn't make him redeemable.... like it's soooo telling it truly is how people wanna scream abt villain apologists but that doesn't apply 2 enji? bc what? he said sorry? he knows he don't deserve forgiveness? he removed himself from his family? sure.... but he hasn't faced ANY real consequences, he's still heralded as a hero by the public.... like it's such a disservice 2 his actual kids and his wife when y'all wanna act like he's sympathetic. i kno sure as hell if u met any 15 yr old who told u his father beat the shit out of him likely on a daily basis 4 literal years since he was 5..... u would not be lookin at that man the way u do endeavor.

let’s talk about how, you had almost gotten called out for this before, and instead of coming to ME to sort things out when YOU WERE THE ONE WHO KEPT ESCALATING SHIT, I was the one who came to you because i wanted to have my conscience cleared for the day you inevitably showed up on my radar again. but you posted that convo in combination with the old one, so y’all can go ahead and click vanna’s 70+ slide powerpoint of me EXPLAINING TO them like they’re a CHILD how their shit was so fucking ugly and hurtful. THIS BITCH MADE A BLACK PERSON EXPLAIN TO THEM FOR 2 FUCKING DAYS STRAIGHT HOW THEY WERE RACIST WHEN GOOGLE AND COMMON SENSE ARE FREE! we can share receipts because i know what i said and ion got shit to hide.

let’s talk about how I had to make compromises for YOU when YOU were the one who let it get to that point, I HAD TO CALM EVERYONE DOWN, I HAD TO TELL PEOPLE WHO WERE JUSTIFIABLY ANGRY WITH YOU NOT TO ENGAGE WITH YOU. DON’T ACT LIKE WE BURIED A HATCHET. I STOOD BETWEEN YOU AND GETTING CALLED OUT MONTHS AGO. SO BEFORE YOU TAKE CREDIT FOR THAT MOMENT OF PEACE, THAT WAS ALL ME BITCH AND YOU ONLY LISTENED SUDDENLY BECAUSE YOU KNEW YOU WAS 3 POSTS FROM GETTING DRAGGED.

let’s TALK about how even after allat i STILL found yo ass an alternative FC because i didn’t want to see you treat another black anime character like shit.

let’s talk about all those accommodations i made that you just took credit for by actin like you were the one who aided in that resolution. no bitch you sat there and had racism explained to you like you were a child. let’s talk about how your fake woke performative activist kendall jenner ass held blm over me in your post from a white person addressed to 2 black people and poc. let’s talk about how you manipulated and alienated how people percieved MULTIPLE black muns, not just me. i won’t speak for y’all but y’all know who you are.

let’s talk about how yo other white friends no question hardblocked me and vagued me and my friends repeatedly for not wanting to interact with you. let’s talk about how i was pushed out of the bnha fandom because people i didn’t even know would block me and you would cry to new people about how I WAS THE PROBLEM and they hardblocked me without question too. you really wanna sit yo flat ass on this “i’m not leaving” hill and die on it? go head but i’m not tolerating yo shit no more. go head and reblog ya posts and brag about goin to protests like that don’t mean you gotta own up to your past and current acctions. i’m not gonna let you use your presence for casual racism and abuse apologism.