Go Away

So I started university in September doing BA Jewellery Design. And then two weeks later they dropped the bomb that I need to start chemotherapy ☹️ And it’s been rough. The chemo makes me so ill and I just vomit constantly for a week after each session. I’ve lost over 35kg in weight and as I still can’t swallow properly I can’t put anything back on. So I’m like a walking bag of bones and the chemo makes me so tired I’m struggling to keep up with it all. But I’m enjoying what I’m learning and hoping for the best.

Chemo wise. They found the metastatic cancer in April, but didn’t bother telling me about it until June. Then they did some tests which took 3 more months and a scan has shown that it has spread significantly, all while not getting any treatment. My chemo started in October and they’ve said that if it works I might have a few years, but if it doesn’t then I only have months left to live. And due to my lupus I can only have 1 type of chemo and only one shot at it. So this is my last chance.