We're really in it now

i find destiel sincerely hard to explain to the uninitiated bc it’s like. it’s an accident it’s on purpose they didn’t want it to happen they made it happen it’s a cruel joke it’s essential to the canon it’s queerbait it’s a sincere love story it’s homophobic it’s written by a gay writer it’s subtext it’s text it’s an offhanded dig it’s the centre of the universe you’re crazy you’re not crazy. and all of that is true at once

and it aired on theeeeee cw

remember how dean settled down and stopped having sex with women and asked about what it was like being with a hunter. and he lived like that with cas for years until cas died and then like a few weeks later he killed himself.

Everyone you love dies. So you fall in love with someone who is super strong and is extremely hard to kill. And then he proceeds to die a dozen times in front of you.

idk man i just feel like if spn really wanted to settle the “is dean queer???” debate on the side of straight dean they would have given him a girlfriend at some point in the last 5 seasons. or let him have a family and a kid with a lady. but instead he’s by cas’ side until the very end and raising a child with him and telling his dad “i have a family” and his brother “i’m good with who i am” so like idk… kinda feels like they did the most they could get away with on the CW