WeWandering

Craving chaos and emotion, daydreaming extremes.

Two souls stuck in one head.

Paralysed Instead.

Stay for a while now

Just take your time now

I fell because you talked about the things you liked so passionately.

Because you knew a lot about a lot, outsmarting everyone respectfully.

Because our friends value your presence, yet you didn't care walking around alone.

Because you understood why I was running away from home.

Because after acting out and being bad, you knew how to behave perfectly.

Because fearlessly we dared to fall, publicly.

Because behind the bold statements, aggression, and incredibly stupid decisions, slow talks showed your intelligence.

Because even though you knew the stories of me, you took the time to make your own image.

Because you place high standards towards your own goals, and not societies.

Because we were able to disagree.

Because when you left the excitement, a calm, rational version of you showed.

Because you kissed me deeply and fucked me like you already owned.

Because of all the things you bragged about, you showed me you weren't lying.

Because you're chaotic and loud, careless, free, adventurous and suddenly secretly caring.

I fell for all of your different personalities.

I feel like falling back

Attracted to the dark side

Someone I do not wanna be

Body paralyzed, can't give in because, of the nakedness of the soul

All the watching eyes, sabotaging me, yet i hold on to an image of more

You've tried to scream but they won't ever listen

They're blind for the nightmare, but you still have vision

They failed their one purpose, feel sick to my stomach, chose to save myself, left you behind in hell

Just once I'd wish you'd make me be a good girl. Control what I am. To serve only you. To beg on my knees.