unreliable narrator

playing hard to want

yoy all just hate me because I'm cold and distant and don't put effort into any relationships and off putting and frustrating to try to help or make plans with and I don't text and I don't call and I don't like doing much and I constantly make excuses for it all

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy

been getting into regret recently i think i've got a knack for it

i’ve fucked guys i should’ve shot in the head

hey sexy. I can tell by the frequency of your blog updates that you are once again avoiding it all

me translating music

I hate texting . I want to look in your eyes

spotify is raising prices again here's the apk that gives you premium for free

and here's the desktop version for Windows with adblock and skip-bypass BlockTheSpot

NEVER be vulnerable. FLUSH your medication down the toilet. LIE when people ask how you’re doing. SUPPRESS your feelings. ALWAYS be irritable and abrasive. MAKE SURE you push away anyone who’s close to you. CANCEL your therapy appointment.