i like to think i'm the dead horse that everyone keeps beating

the intensity of my desires are normal. (←lying)

[publishing research thesis] lol is this anything

i like it when people compliment me. i like it... when people like me. (looks around to make sure nobody is about to shoot me)

day one of trying not to think about fucking that old man

relapsed

relapsed

relapsed

relapsed

thinking about experiencing my first sensation soon

All gays will go to hellsite

What if in hellsite but not gay

NO!

running out of ibuprofens to give

bored does anyone want to physically attack or say something weird to me

alternate universe where im good and im loved

and I dont have to walk on my knees through the desert for it

kills myself on my lunch break then clocks back in

One of my favorite things about loving someone or developing a closeness or fondness towards someone is also loving and developing a fondness for the things they care about. When you learn to see the world in a new way, or you learn to appreciate the things you’ve previously overlooked, or they become your excuse to get into an interest you always thought was cool but thought you didn’t have time for. When a connection makes your world bigger and warmer and fuller and more beautiful.