Weirdy Mom

When I wrote my post The Oldest I never anticipated where I would be six- months later. It’s beyond all hopes and dreams. I struggle to put it into words, I struggle to put THEM into words, because the beauty and vibrancy that emanate could win wars. My oldest is the very essence of energy and I get to see glimpses of the cosmic swirls in their life. And it’s been…. it’s reduced me to a mute…

I recently completed a Myers-Briggs type personality test on a website and discovered I am what’s considered an ENFP-T, otherwise known as a campaigner. In short (and pasted from Google) “People with this type of personality are often described as enthusiastic, charismatic, and creative. People with this personality type are very charming, energetic, and independent.” Reading over everything it…

I started a new job this week.

Before the whole COVID pandemic insanity I was working as a courier. It was the perfect way for me to work and have a flexible schedule. I made really good money and there was actually money in a savings account. Adulting level ten.

Then the pandemic hit and I had four kids at home. I was helping them through the remote learning processes and having to be a…

Today is an excruciatingly hard day.

I tried earlier to not be this way. I finished a post I’ve been sitting on far too long, but it was hurried and lacking. I read, reread, and reread again trying to find where to add and edit. I finally gave up and figured I was just being too critical of myself.

My heart is hurting and not into really into writing about mundane things. I’m not able to…

When I Grow Up

If you have known me for any considerable amount of time, you have heard me discuss a multitude of career paths. It makes me dizzy so I can’t imagine what it’s like for people in my immediate circle. I have a good reason though, I swear, I think.

When I consider the options of having a career as a nearly 40-year old woman I feel like a child spinning in a world full of possibilities. I don’t…

When Zechariah was a baby I knew he was different. He just, it’s hard to put mother’s gut feelings into words, but I just knew something was going on. He was incredibly delayed in his speech, and I recognized that before I knew what that meant. As he grew and started going to play groups with other kids in the one to two- year old range he didn’t interact or play. I knew that he was young, but…

A Mom’s Hustle

I have been regularly posting on here for only two weeks, which is hard to believe. I will be honest and say, I started this whole thing to post affiliate links and try to make money for my family. As the days have progressed I’ve been able to open up and be honest about things I haven’t been able to before. I don’t know if I’m just frolicking through a new found field of no fuck’s given or if…