#middle school

Kaitlyn, me, Sara, Darbie, and Alison

Katelyn, Elizabeth, Megan, Emily, Michael, Shaynee, Cara, me, Darbie

Mallory, Christine, Steph, and Amy

8th grade class trip to Cincinnati

Megan, Elizabeth, Cara, Darbie, Shaylynn, Doug, and me

8th grade class trip to Cincinnati

Cara, Shaylynn, me, Megan Jordan

Nicole, Emily

Last day of 8th grade

I really wanted to share this with the class.

So when I was a kid, throughout elementary and middle school, I would have these small panic attacks. I’m not sure if panic attack is actually the best way to describe it but I’d suddenly find it hard to breathe and genuinely start choking at times…. 😬😬

But anyways…. whenever I felt it coming on, I’d head to the washroom and just take deep breathes standing inside a stall. My teachers had no problem, they even encouraged it :D

However this one day in middle school, I was in the washroom taking a breather. I had just started feeling some what okay to get back to class when I hear behind me….. MOANING. Like sex moaning. Heres the positioning drawn horribly on my notes app btw :

They were RIGHT BEHIND ME. (Yes those weird squares are stalls) Separated by a thin, thin wall. And I knew it wasn’t like a girl sneaking into their washroom xause I heard them whimper eachothers names…… Jacob…… Mike…….mmmph…... it was disgusting and I was abt to run out of that bathroom but then I heard two pairs of footsteps come into the girls washroom, they were both obviously trying to be quiet and I could hear them both get into one stall.

Now a lot of girls at my school would do that, only to sneak out their phones and do dumb stuff like gossip about the new boy idk wtf. But they WILL notice if they hear you and WILL check to see who you are which I did NOT want happening. So I stayed as quiet as possible and soon realized there wasn’t just two people moaning BUT FOUR. And newest two came from the direction of the two girls. Yes they were both girls, I could hear them giggling. i stood there for a good minute before RUNNING out of the washroom. I did check for feet under the stalls and there were definitely two.. very close tg…

I didn’t even wash my hands, I went to the far washroom to do that.

Yaoi AND Yuri at the same time brah.

Probably because theyre energy and sense of humor is quite different from mine, it just feels quite draining to be around.

I think this is a perfectly normal thing to happen though, I'm pretty sure everyone experiences it. Moreover, this isn't the first time I've grown apart from my friends. Just because I don't feel like I click with them anymore, doesn't mean I don't care for them or am thankful for the happy memories they've given me.

holy frick I hate my friends oml like ive been ghosted for three day straight by my friend like wtf is ur problem ya btch cuz why am I being left on delivered for 6hrs and u were active 1hr ago wtfreak. eff u bro like ur so dry it makes me wanna go back to my ex🙃tis ho better not act dense when I start ignoring her when we back to skool gosh I hate her omg I hate her I hate her I hate her sm!!! ahhh I think my irl friends hate me😪glad to not have any classes wit u biatch..yure a cunt yure a cunt yure a cunt yure a cunt