It so confusing when people say “the boys.” Who are you talking about? 5 Seconds of Summer? One Direction? The Jonas Brothers? All 43 US Presidents? Nobody knows. 

its literally always one direction

i did not once ever have a full night’s sleep from 2013-2015. nothing new to say that hasn’t already been said but it was so fucking fun being a one direction fan while they were still releasing albums/touring. can’t even put it into words or describe it. u were constantly terrorized while also having the best time of ur life.

Been #reflecting on the 1d days very heavily these past 48 hours…thinking about how this very blog brought me so much community & happiness & how so many of my closest friends to this day were founded on our shared love of them…feeling very young & very old all at once. Rly does drive you crazy just how fast the night changes

probably the best advice I've ever got was from my grandpa when I moved from my town and started a university, he told me to leave the house everytime when I start to feel down, just to go to the park, a supermarket, a bookstore, to even drive in a bus or tram, just be around other people because staying at home all the time kills you; and you know he was right

2015 feels like the 1700s

thinking about june jordan saying that in the context of tragedy all polite behavior is a form of denial

guess I’m just gonna sit here and miss one direction for the rest of my life

oh no i’m seeing cycles and recurring themes in my own life

its so easy to pander to me in fiction media. show me a guy that for some reason doesnt feel himself to be as human as most others are and i will sit with him for hours

all the older boybands & their members (mcfly, busted, nsync, backstreet boys, take that & robbie) posting tributes is also really doing me in. like there is no precedent for this, so many of these bands had a member or two who struggled hard with addiction but they are still here and the shock in their statements is palpable. this was just never supposed to happen, these boys were supposed to get to grow old together