i ask that if youre under 18 you dont follow this blog. it is not child friendly. thank you.
you can call me vaude. or vitri, or vad. i don't care much. this is a sideblog linked to @vaudeville-god, which is a secondary blog of mine. i also co-run @loveeaters. i made this to have a solo selfship blog for my *ahem* less conventional selfships.
my ask box is always open and anon is on. say what you want, ask what you want, do what you want. just be respectful please, we're all adults here.
about me. it/he pronouns. queer man. above legal drinking age (as per united states law). {coming live from the coffin} is my original posts tag. [disk horse] is discourse/more serious topics.
no dni. interact if you want. dont if you dont want. your online experience can be curated to your own wants, but its not my job to do it for you.
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okay, opinion spitfire because this is in every persons dni.
-here is my opinions on proship: link. tldr: ship what you want who fucking cares. i do not actively consider myself proship bc i dont care about labels, but on a technical level i am.
-my opinion on "bad" media: you can like things like hazbin, potter, etc, while also not liking its creator. you can like media like tcoaal without supporting its ideals in the real world. you cant control your taste in things, but you choose how to respond to it. so long as you can separate the media from the real world, be critical of its creators and not mindlessly dickriding them, and acknowledge the flaws in the media itself-- youre fine. youre good, youre golden, youre great, move on.
-my opinions on dead dove: write what you want. see above ideas, i think this one explains itself by now. censorship is poison, especially to fanworks, and i will never support it. again, curate your own online experience. dead dove exists as a tag on every site with fanfiction for a reason, dodge it if you must.
-my opinions on generative ai: it is not art. it will never be art. its users will never be artists. i think theres a lot of nuance to the future of ai and its uses then, but as of right now, no.
next point. my f/os.
-i have countless f/os. i tried to keep track once upon a time, but lost count once i hit a few hundred. im basically doomed to fall in love with someone in every media i encounter. that being said, i have some "unhealthy" ships-- some dive into toxicity, abuse, incest, etc etc etc. i dont hide from these topics, and rather i find them to be incredibly important to my dynamics with my f/os and i actively revel in them. i do not romanticize them in the real world, they are merely the stories i have created with characters i love.
-my fixations and whatever f/o(s) im focused on change regularly, but a staple for me is darker topics. ive got adhd. my fixations are as consistent as funko pop production lines.
-im mostly sharing, but if im not, ill just block/avoid conversations.
-my interests are boundless. i like resident evil, tcoaal, most superhero medias, lots of britcoms, superwholock, borderlands, and lots more.
thats all i can think of for a pinned post. it was nice meeting you, thank you for reading, have a nice night.
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I love this blog and the imagines in it but I fear Iβm so petty that if my f/o did half this shit to me Iβd do it right back </3 bitch4bitch relationship
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i saw iron lung in theaters opening day (need to rewatch it i miss it) and havent seen project hail mary at all yet but. i am absolutely obsessed with bloodymary. i love them both so much they make such a good pair and i need to be between them please theyre both so hot
(as per the tags) "im not into wwe or wrestling" fast forward a couple weeks and im uh. well im getting into wrestling now. i bought some merch. im planning on watching Danhausens match on the 18th. other wrestlers i like are cm punk, kit wilson, rhea ripley, and iyo sky. ive actually liked rhea for years, i just never got into wrestling for her alone. shes like,,, one of my few exceptions to my sexuality. but Danhausen is my favorite by a massive margin
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tbh im not entirely immune to a villain with a tragic backstory but i do think villain origins are a lot more interesting when the focus is less "here is the original sin, the first big bad thing that happened to them that made them who they are" and more "here is the first time a person who maybe otherwise felt powerless in their life realized that they could hurt someone and get away with it"
you can get a lot more mileage out of analyzing a truly abhorrent character through the lens of like. what sort of conditions would allow or even incentivize this kind of cruelty? what kind of person benefits from those conditions and how? over the more typical who hurt them type analysis. imo.
imagine kissing your touch starved f/o for the first time. maybe they melt into your touch, or they kiss against you harder because they donβt want you to pull away.Β
imagine how they sheepishly ask you for more kisses because they liked it so much and want more.
In the time I have spent consuming media that involves popular badβ’ male characters and/or M/F ships where the male character is morally gray or outright evil or conflicted or basically anyone who isn't completely safe and defanged, I have often comes across this statement and its countless other variations.
"Stuff like this is made to brainwash young girls into thinking that they can 'fix' dangerous men. Such girls usually end up in abusive relationships and their parents are right to worry."
It is rather strange to come across such a gross generalization, operating on an assumption that girls are blank slates whom anyone can manipulate and who can't distinguish between real and make believe on top of it.
In my entire "career"(if you can call it that) of engaging with fiction , the girls and women that I have run into in fandoms happened to be some of the most intelligent, talented, cool, witty and insightful people I have ever met. I've devoured the fics they have written. I have delighted in the arts and edits they've made. Their perspectives and interpretations about the characters and their relationships are genuinely fascinating to read about regardless of whether I agree with it or not. They are the ones who are most often at the receiving end of the antis' ire for no valid reason but they just keep deriving joy and inspiration from their favourite characters and ships and keep sharing it with others through stories, art and thoughts. They are not just smart but incredibly resilient, sensitive and aware not just about the media they consume but about the world around them and its issues.
I look up to their brilliance. I marvel at their passion. I admire them. I adore them.
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f / o who gently fixes your posture when you are slouching , their cold hands sliding up your back to guide your shoulders back.
but . . . instead of pulling away after correcting you , they just leave their hands there , leaning down to press a soft kiss to the nape of your neck.
sorry for the random vent but im never gonna be loved in this timeline huh. not in any way i want or need at least. no wonder i bury myself in selfshipping and fantasy, no one else in my life gives me the time of day.
