I looked death in the face last night, I saw him in a mirror, and he simply smiled, he told me not to worry, he told me just to take my time
welcome to my selfship blog!! no more public f/os list, but I post about them constantly so you’ll get to know them pretty quickly. also included in this post are some of the usual suspects hehe
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below the cut is my tagging system for this blog :3
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#strawberry seeds — posts about crushes who haven’t made it onto the f/os list yet
#my template — my blank templates, feel free to fill them out
#template — others’ templates, as well as ones I’ve filled out
#emotional support — for sads
#tranz thingz — transgender
#nighttime — go to bed
#antag tag — I love villains and will never stop
#fuck canon — posts to help kick canon to the curb
#ask tag — for answered asks
#loveposting — gushing and other love-fueled posting
#new f/o — for f/os list updates
#status report — silly
#letters delivered to my warren — f/o letters
#sent to the burrow mailbox — posts friends have sent me or tagged me in
#daily bugle cafe & gift shop — little gimmick thing i run on this blog for my mutuals
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thinking about the king going on that whole spiel which causes ralsei to heal him and then he starts trying to kill the group again. Im Realy bad at reading people so I can’t really tell but,, I wonder if any of that held any truth. I mean obvs the worldbuilding stuff is but I mean like. feelings wise. because he never denies any of it
BUT LIKE. OK HE DOES SEE SENTIMENTALITY AS A POISON AND PEOPLE AS SMTH TO “NOT GET ATTACHED” TO
BUT
this is also cuz he was “abandoned by lightners” so . who knows
maybe im too ralseipilled but . idk
And I would say “but he loves lancer doesn’t he” but he did straight up threaten to kill lancer like twice BUT that also could have been a ploy …. I dunno. urgh
We both have similar abandonment issues but in complete opposite directions😭
thinking about the king going on that whole spiel which causes ralsei to heal him and then he starts trying to kill the group again. Im Realy bad at reading people so I can’t really tell but,, I wonder if any of that held any truth. I mean obvs the worldbuilding stuff is but I mean like. feelings wise. because he never denies any of it
BUT LIKE. OK HE DOES SEE SENTIMENTALITY AS A POISON AND PEOPLE AS SMTH TO “NOT GET ATTACHED” TO
BUT
this is also cuz he was “abandoned by lightners” so . who knows
maybe im too ralseipilled but . idk
And I would say “but he loves lancer doesn’t he” but he did straight up threaten to kill lancer like twice BUT that also could have been a ploy …. I dunno. urgh
We both have similar abandonment issues but in complete opposite directions😭
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of course when im struggling the two characters consistently on my mind are guy who loathes sentimentality and basically everything else that makes up the core of my being and guy I haven’t met yet (and it will be a While until I do, especially with the jevil fight still keeping me glued to chapter one)
watching sinners with an inflation calculator open in a second tab so i can understand just what kinda money the smokestack twins are throwing around. nerdiest possible movie experience i think.
Okay coming out of lurking for this because among the many great features of Sinners is you don't actually have to go outside of the movie to understand what kind of money they're throwing around. The movie tells you itself.
In the scene where Smoke teaches the young girl how to negotiate, they're standing in front of of a cafe. The shot of them negotiating is framed so that you see a sign in the cafe window advertising a Ham and Eggs breakfast - in other words, a full meal - for 25 cents. The editing makes sure to put that sign back into frame whenever the question of the value of money arises in their discussion.
Smoke offers her 10 cents a minute and asks if that works for her. She says yes. He says no, it does not and tells her to negotiate higher. The 25 cent sign is framed in the shot when he tells her no, reminding us *why* it's not a good value.
She comes back with 50 cents - which the sign has informed us is the cost of *two* meals. Smoke tells her that's too much and counters with 20, which is just under a full meal but we now know that's a fairly respectable price because we just got the high/low contrast of 10 being too little and 50 being too much.
The negotiation ends with her getting 20 cents per minute and we now know 1) 25 cents is the cost of a filling meal in this environment 2) This girl only needs to do five minutes of work to be able to feed herself for a over day (20 cents per minute times five is a dollar, which is four meals) 3) Smoke has the kind of money to throw around that over a day's worth of food for someone can be to him - as it is to our modern eyes - mere pocket change and 4) Smoke's the kind of person who can both be a violent gangster but also care about teaching this girl how to look out for herself so that one day maybe she too can throw over a day's worth of food around like pocket change.
Combined with 5) you can now use that 25 cents = a meal to do the math every other time money gets mentioned in the movie to understand just how much cash the Smoke Stack boys are dealing with.
And that's just ONE detail which, thanks to props (Hannah Beachler), editing (Michael P Shawver), and cinematography (Autumn Durald Arkapaw), told you almost everything you needed to know about how finances work in this environment. This movie is unfair to all other films in how fucking good it is.
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while im finally talking about my premature crush on Tenna………..
I was doing merch trades and this one artist I was doing them with had NGE keychains so I traded for all three and then was like. wait. theres a tenna one……. and I . gave one of them back to get their tenna one instead. because I “felt like I’d enjoy it in the future” . well. um. that’s just a really interesting assumption for me to make.
Spade King figuring out how to be a good dad .gif.
Based on a dream I had last night. Alternate versions under the cut.
The two main parts of the animation split into two different gifs, because Yes.
Sometimes, in order to cheer up your little ball son, you need to do a bit more than just bounce him on the ground.
And lastly, the actual way these looked in my dream:
For context, in my dream, Spade King was very clearly drunk, and Lancer could tell something was off. The boy isn't uncomfortable, this is just striking him as kind of odd. Oh, also, the yelling is at someone off screen who is trying to get him to put Lancer down.
I ended up liking the smiling version better than the original one, which is why it's at the top of the post!
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