Zersetzung was a form of psychological harassment that was designed to wreak havoc on an individual, without any need to arrest or torture the target. As the German historian, Hubertus Knabe puts it:
The word is difficult to translate because it means originally biodegradation. But actually, it’s a quite accurate description. The goal was to destroy secretly the self-confidence of people, for example by damaging their reputation, by organizing failures in their work, and by destroying their personal relationships. Considering this, East Germany was a very modern dictatorship. The Stasi didn’t try to arrest every dissident. It preferred to paralyze them, and it could do so because it had access to so much personal information and to so many institutions.
This has been happening to me for the last 4 years.
Everywhere I go online I get constantly ragebaited by trolls.
When I go and try to do normal things outside of my home, people do weird things to try to get me to act crazy in public or try to trigger my autistic meltdowns or trauma from being gaslit as a kid in the mental health system.
I have a clean bill of mental health as an adult except once when I was in an abusive relationship. I do have autism and depression but no history of hallucinations or psychosis. I haven't done any drugs in a long time and have never been a regular drug user.
I think it's related to my job in the adult industry. I assume it must be happening to a lot of people who work in that industry.
A lot of the harassment seems to involve fake ai generated content or bots. They made some fake ai generated pop stars that they post news articles about, like goncharov, and constantly throw in my face whenever I think I'm safe. People made some ai generated porn of me which I did consent to, but I did not consent to people making mean spirited parodies or doing drag characters based on my stage persona, especially not while trying to force me out of business by stalking me and harassing me on the site I work on.
70% of the time this blog is me talking about aesthetic things, or my anger about propaganda and the news.
I am very very angry. If you don't like it, please DNI. I will assume that if you accuse me, threaten me, or start using therapy words at me for no reason that you are part of the group of people or bots that are doing this.
I will not block you. I will clap back. I will keep clapping back. Eventually I will accuse you of just wanting attention.
If you talk to me normally I will be normal.
