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shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

Do I get extra points for doing January to December ones for years now????

I just wanna be skinny enough to make shorts and a tank top look cute instead of sloppy bc if I have to go through one more summer covering everything up I’m going to actually go insane

i need a shower and a lobotomy

I just realized that this disorder has literally ruined my perception of normal eating. I don't know what a good amount to eat in a day is, eating 3 meals and having snacks feels like binging. I don't know what a good portion is, I don't know what a proper calorie amount is, and i don't know how to eat 'healthy' without restriction. fucking hell

hey ik i have lots of polish moots and probably some ukrainian and i just wanna say my thought are really with you all i hope you stay safe❤️

My favorite thing about tumblr is following peoples personal storylines. Like when somebody I follow finally goes on a date with the person they like or comes out to their best friend or finishes a huge homework assignment I am literally on the couch pumping my fist and being really happy for them

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

i need all the help i can get for finals

My life is pretty good but definitely sharing this out for all my folks who might need it!

i’m gonna miss music so much when i die. how will i discover new music. will my soul come back to earth from time to time to see what songs are playing. is there music on other planets. can i still make playlists

I have to get ready now to give myself 4 hrs of staring at my body, crying, picking an outfit out, crying, changing my outfit 3 times, crying, picking a safe fit, a bit more crying, and then taking a few shots.