Life is exhausting

Hi, my name is Drew, I’m 28 years old and I don’t want minors to interact with my blog, please. I will block you if you are under 18 or don’t have your age in your bio. Please understand this is a boundary I am setting for your safety and comfort and mine. It’s not personal.

NO E-BEGGING! E-BEGGARS WILL BE BLOCKED ON SIGHT! I DO NOT HAVE ANY MONEY TO DONATE TO YOU, PLEASE STOP!!!!!

I used to use this blog as a mental health vent blog, but I have other things I like and want to post about and trying to use separate blogs entirely is complicated. So I’m going to make this my main and have sideblogs for my various specific topics. That being said, this blog is still going to have a trigger warning for ed, sh, sui, SA, poor mental health in general. I do my best to tag things appropriately, including specific trigger warnings, but if you need me to tag something specific let me know and I’ll do my best! I can’t promise I’ll remember every single tag I try to maintain on here, but I do try.

My MCR blog is @youmustfixyourheart

My mental health vent blog is @imtheworst-imsorry

My (mostly inactive) Moon Knight blog is @lunarcavalier

My blog where I post the random songs, phrases, words, noises, etc. that get stuck in my head is @currentthingstuckinmyhead (it’s a small sample of what’s bouncing around my brain bc if I updated it every time something new got in there I’d literally never do anything else with my time)

I’m working on my bachelor’s degree, majoring in Museum Studies, and my fondest wish is to work at the living history museum my family has visited since before I was born. I had a job in retail pharmacy as a pharmacy technician for 2.5 years but the pharmacy industry is fucked and we had a LOT of turnover and being verbally abused by customers on a daily basis sucks so I quit in October of 2023, I’m currently trying to find a new job because my summer job at the pool supply store is over for the season. I had a lovely (although slightly grumpy in his old age) dog named Henry that my family adopted on October 9, 2020, we had to say goodbye to him on January 11, 2025 and I am absolutely devastated, I’m barely able to function but I’m trying to push through and deal with school, and I’ll work on being able to do more as I process my grief.

I like knitting and crocheting, reading, writing (currently actually working on a very long, self-projecting, angsty fic and just published a shorter fluffier fic for the first time in a few years), art (making and consuming, I actually made a painting for part of my final project for one of my classes last spring semester and I recently got an ipad to draw with, which I’m loving), and swimming (even though I rarely get the chance). I was late-diagnosed as Autistic and ADHD when I was 23, and I have a bunch of other mental health issues, too. I’ve experienced a LOT of bullying, mistreatment, misunderstanding, and sometimes outright abuse from my peers (and some adults) growing up and even into my early adult years (not that I’m not still a young adult, but like, 18-21 were NOT great years for me) in part because of my neurodivergence, and as a result I have a lot of trust issues and anger and sadness and trauma that I’m trying to work through.

My main Special Interests are: mermaids, the living history museum I mentioned (and museums in general), My Chemical Romance, Dan and Phil, music, theater, and art.

Some of my current hyperfixations include: MCR, Heartstopper, and Dan and Phil.

My DNI list is kinda long, and most of it’s common sense, but if you fall into any of these categories, don’t follow my blog or interact with me (I do check blogs that follow me and I WILL block you) and also please fall into the sun and die.

DNI:

Minors

LGBTQIA+phobes/exclusionists

Antisemites

Racists

TERFS/SWERFS

Ableists

Fakeclaimers of any kind

Anti-abortion

Anti-vaxxers/COVID deniers

“All Lives Matter/Blue Lives Matter” people/pro cop/pro military industrial complex

Blackpink stans

JKR supporters

Tr*mp supporters

Kanye supporters

Sia supporters

Dave Chappelle supporters

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