worthy of a crush

ruben wanting niall to say that alby groped him, to repeat it back to him, to say "he groped you", ruben wanting someone to confirm it, ruben wanting the person he trusts most in the world to confirm to him that that is a thing that happened, that he did grope him, that he is believed and deserves to be believed, that his mind can be trusted, ruben wanting niall to see him, to really see him, ruben needing niall to just fucking say it, say he was groped, say he groped him, because alby is a man and ruben's father is also a man so what the fuck right, he for a he, he can be anyone, he groped me, say he did. say you believe me. believe me. for the part of me that simply can't

richard gadd in half man is the most tom hardy role tom hardy never played. also him playing the guy psychosexually torturing his own self insert character instead of playing the self insert character. now thats vision

the face of a man whose about to accuse people of slurs <3

the thing is...we've gotta get erik out of there. we also need to kill him for his crimes but first and foremost we've gotta get him out of there

"i'll make you fucking ugly" because niall is beautiful to ruben. not in a physical sense, or not just, he is beautiful—a beautiful soul, a pure person, a mind unsullied by what happened to him, he is untouched. or so he seems to ruben. he wanted so badly for him to lie and share his ugliness. he wanted so badly for him to sit next to him and shoulder the burden of a dirty conscience. and sure, niall isn't actually untouched, he's poisoned in ways that he will never be able to bleed out, but to ruben he was full of life and light and so he thought maybe it'd work both ways, maybe he could take some of that light, maybe it'd rub off. then niall denied him the possibility and cursed him to live with himself, alone. "i'll make you fucking ugly" because you couldn't make me beautiful. if we're both ugly, maybe we still have a chance.

star trek heritage post (June 2nd, 2017)