the post/pre-season hiatus is kicking my ass, but i have two buddie fic rec lists worth of stuff, so those will be uploaded throughout the week!

Buck: I know. I’ll be here for you after.

Eddie (after the surgery): Where’s Buck?

Nurse May: Who do you think gave you the hair?

Let the thawing begin…

1, of course, his argument with his parents. But mainly when he said "nothing I do is ever been good enough" and "love me anyway" just like him I was a very hyper kid and I was always too much for my family and I've literally destroyed myself to be enough and it still wasn't. I would never be my sister, and that's all that mattered.

And 2, when he talked with Maddie and explained she was "the leaver" like hello? No, you don't get it because I'm always the one left. I'm never the one leaving. And it begins to ruin your self-worth and trust completely.