Woke up from a nightmare this morning and couldn't shake the feeling the whole day. I've been getting way more nightmares than usually and they are all some sort of psychological horror. This time someone close to me had fucked up their life and while they were trying to piece some new things together, I made them cry and cry and cry bc I was so mean. It doesn't help that irl I've been mean to them sometimes (bc we disagree on politics and such) and I know they are very afraid of death/running out of time. I've felt guilty the whole day.

















