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I have a DR where I’m a characters twin and another where I’m their s/o, is that weird?

I experienced a catastrophic airplane crash. The TWA flight 800 in 1996. I was one of the students from Pennsylvania. I always wanted to know what these events would be like in person. Especially after the crash over to Potomac earlier this tear with all those ice skating kids that perished. What were their last seconds like you know? So how was the crash sequence? It was horrific. Truly devastating. Some of the passengers were definitely still conscious after the initial explosion. Me and my friend sitting next to me greyed out for a second, I wad dizzy, and my ears were ringing. But we were towards the back of the plane so we didn't get the full brunt of the chaos towards the front of the plane. Looking forward there was a mess of mangled metal, body parts and random personal effects. I could partly see that the entire front of the plane had fallen off but there was again some debris in the way as I was towards the back. Me and my friend just looked at each other in horror and crying. Some passengers were screaming but it was muffled by all wind noise. Some people were bleeding out by being impaled by metal and plastics. All the while we were free falling. I was holding on to my arm rests and my friend had one of their hands on mine. As we fell we didn't look at each other anymore. Just waited for impact. We knew we were gonners cause we could see bits of the dark ocean through the debris. And as we got closer more debris and parts of the plane started falling away. So about 20seconds before we hit the entire ocean came to view. No more debris left, just a giant gapping hole where there used to be a plane. When we impacted it went black immediately and I woke up morning time back in my "CR" I'm not traumatized by this at all and will probably experience more catastrophic aviation events, catastrophic events in general. If anything witnessing this agonizing nightmare really brought me closer to my humanity. Shit can get real dicey in the human experience and while it can be horrible - our fragility is also a beautiful thing. Also we're definitely immortal, I literally died and it was a nothing burger lol. Like I woke up comfy in my warm bed, don't fear death it's just another transitory experience. You will always find yourself in "another" reality after "death" and from my experience you definitely have a choice. Right before we impacted the ocean I just imagined my CR family in mind. Also yes, I had my CR "memories" but it was more of an impression of "CR me" as I was focused more on being this student - it definitely staved off the fear a bit but in what felt like an eternal 2minute free fall there were moments where I forgot I had "shifted to TWA flight 800" and it wasn't that I forgot it was more so my focus was more on the moment but I definitely knew behind everything.

I have a DR where American infrastructure is premiere and absolutely spectacular. Like think of any major city and all the highways in the cities are in tunnels. For example the i405 in Los Angeles entirely a tunnel, 12 lane tunnel, then it come up in the Santa Monica mountains into valley. At that point it dips into another tunnel for the 101 in Sherman Oaks. Most of LAs highways are underground even the interchanges. Of course some portions are above ground but you get the picture. LA and all major to medium sized cities have public mass transit too. NYC, Cross Bronx expressway is FULLY w tunnel starting in Westchester county. Most highways in Brooklyn and Queens are underground too. I mean it's so perfect. Also 5 subway lines up and down brooklyn and queens, connecting them entirely. No more manhattan centric nyc subway. American cities rival Chinese, Japanese, and rich European countries. American airports are absolutely stunning too. Anyway, there's more political and economic stuff in this DR that are more efficient than this current reality too. The whole world is just really balanced and efficient but still has the same nuances and flavors as this world. It still has billionaires, capitalism and all that, but being poor isn't a big deal either. My main intention was about infrastructure but the entire scope of this DR was modified to fix that.

lmao this is weird but whenever i dont get my manifestations (no matter how hard i persist, how hard i believe how hard i act nonchalant to them 💔) i feel like it's because god doesn't want me to have that, like you've prob heard of the thing "if u didn't get what you wished for, god has a better plan for you" even though i do have a good mindset, i can't help but fall in this trap, like God wants something else for me or doesn't want me to be 'greedy'.

Idk if anyone remembers reya but her advice and takes REALLY held me back

A lot of shifters need to understand that while we all have our own beliefs that are valid, we shouldn’t act like that’s the only way. For me personally the non dualism or consciousness theory approach in shifting is SOOOOO uncomfortable to ME but some people just don’t respect my opinion when I say I don’t believe in that. Like no I don’t want you to convince me how “it’s not actually scary” I want you to respect that while that theory might be freeing to you, it is the worst thing I could ever possibly imagine for ME and nothing will change my mind.. 😭

I just sent a confession but also I have another. Me personally I hate blogs that are like “YOU ARE GOD YOU ARE NOT A HUMAN YOU ARE JUST A AWARENESS PRETENDING TO BE HUMAN!!!” Because like.. yeah that’s true. We are objectively a awareness and we can change to whoever we want, but I still identify as a human with a specific gender and specific hobbies and attachments. I don’t care if the real me is the void, I’m not going to identify as a genderless observer with no feelings or attachments just because it’s the “truth”. The me I identify with is this me from this reality because I like seeing myself as a human guy with all the things I love and a writer. A lot of people in the shifting community just see themselves as a god, a thing above them, with no human morals or anything that makes them human. This is exactly why I went from spirituality to shifting, but now it’s here too! I was super traumatized by a large group of spiritual people that did this exact thing. Obviously I’m not trying to start anything. Any shifters that do this, this is nothing against you if you’re reading. This is all just based on me and my feelings! I just think a lot of shifters shouldn’t get so mad when someone identifies as a human with specific things in each reality, just as I wouldn’t get mad if someone shifted to be a entirely different person and species entirely. It’s all what people are comfortable with. Even if I am just a awareness playing as me, I don’t identify with that awareness. I identify with the me that I am if that makes sense? 😭

2 years ago I was shifting here and there like crazy

I no longer consider my parents as my actual parents, they're replaced by my parent figures instead—is it bad that I did?

I'm going to be completely honest I don't know how shifting blogs do that small font/text thing and I'm too embarrassed to ask. I have a shifting blog too and I just want to be part of thattt 😭😭

I have two main drs. They're pretty much the exact same, except in one I'm a girl and in the other I'm a boy

How do yall make friends here, I’m too fucking shy to interact w/ fellow shifters 😭

I have a scripted s/o (s) but a lot of the time I also at one point liked a character in the same media so ALOT of the time I script that they remain single or are Aromantic because I’m a jealous bitch 🙂 even tho I probably won’t care in my Dr

Your funny.

I’m a fairly popular shiftblr blog and I’m not sure if I rlly believe in shifting anymore

My ex friend who is/was(?) a shifter recently blocked me and I am afraid that she is going to tell everyone we mutually know/used to know about me being a shifter:(