for the bio siblings au: celine meeting mutt and immediately noticing how much she looks like rumi's dad?
Ohhhh that would be. Not good! Seeing as this is an au where Rumi was conceived during rape.
Might be a little like this:
Rumi knocks the glowing things out of Celine's hands before they can fully take shape. âStop it!â she snaps at Celine, who is Rumiâs guardian, who is a Hunter, who looks so angry, the angriest the mutt has ever seen.Â
Celine is turning to her, oh no, turning the full brunt of her fury on Rumiâ
And the anger dissolves into something else, something horrible, like terror, like abject pain.
Zoeyâs hands squeeze the muttâs shoulders; she hadnât noticed them touching her at all.
Mira huffs. Sheâs planted herself directly in front of the mutt. âLet's try that again, huh? Kid, this is Celine, who is usually cooler than this. Celine, say âhi, kid who can barely squeeze a lemon without feeling bad about itâ.âÂ
Celine abruptly schools her expression into perfect neutrality. Sheâs looking directly at the mutt from behind Miraâs shoulder. Something in her intent focus is almost reminiscent of Rumi. Truly, this is the gaze of a hunter.
Rumiâs stance has softened. She doesnât touch Celine, but she leans into her space, almost as if sheâd like to. âI told you, remember?â she says, voice low. âSheâs like me.â
âYes, I hadnât expectedâŠâ Celine does not finish the sentence. Instead, she shakes her head slightly and inclines it to the mutt in an almost-bow. âHello, itâs good to meet you.â
The mutt swallows, the urge to run fighting with the urge to placate the Hunter fighting with the urge to duck herself closer behind Mira and all resulting in her doing nothing but shaking like the miserable, useless creature she is.
Zoeyâs hands squeeze her shoulders again, comfortingly, pulling her back to her body.
Celine bends down to pick up her bag, finally looking away.
âDo you want to go back into the kitchen?â Zoey asks quietly. âYou can stay in there as long as you want.â
The mutt shakes her head. If she went, she would never come back.
âYouâre sure? I can go with you if that helps,â she adds.
But the muttâthe mutt looks over at Rumi, and Celine, and their intense gazes. Sheâs like me. Her voice shakes, but she still manages to force herself to speak. âI want to be brave.â
This, of course, makes Celine grimace.
âYouâre doing great,â Zoey says, and she lets go of the muttâs shouldersâthe mutt resists the urge to lean after the lossâand slips around to walk beside her.
The silence on the way to the couch is deeply awkward. And when they sit down.
âI am sorry,â the mutt says, remembering.
Everyone looks at her.
âAbout your tupperware,â she clarifies for Celine. âI should not have stolen it.â
And despite how Rumi and Mira and Zoey had talked about how upset Celine would get over the good tupperware being goneâthough only ever when they thought the mutt could not hear, which meant the consequences very much would impact the muttâCeline does not get angry.
âItâs alright,â she says. She does not sound like she means much it, everything flat and hollow, but she says it. âThe girls can get new ones.â
The mutt wishes that she would just be upset. It is easier than kindness, even real-kindness and not false-kindness, though she knows it would make Mira, Zoey, and Rumi sad if she said that. Even so, it can feel like waiting to be hit.
At least if Celine just hit her, she wouldnât have to wait.
Unfortunately, Celine seems to have a preference for waiting.
Her voice had been so warm and alive, behind the door, when she was speaking to Rumi. And then she had seen the mutt, and became quiet and careful.
The mutt understands. When youâre dealing with an unknown threat, it is smart to wait and observe. But she is in no way a threat to Celine, and she knows how dangerous it is for her to be perceived that way. What she doesnât know is how to fix it.
Mira catches her eye and wiggles her eyebrows. The mutt does her best to wiggle back.
âOrange slices, anyone?â Mira says in a perfect monotone.
âYes, please!â Rumi and Zoey say almost in tandem, and then smile warmly at each other.
The mutt collects all these looks for morale and looks at Celine. âYouâyou have raised Rumi well,â she stumbles. âSheâsâgreat.â
Rumi smothers a laugh with an orange slice. But Celine frowns.
âThank you,â she says slowly. âShe is.â
Rumi chokes the orange down and fans herself. âOh, go on.â
Celine eyes her sidelong. âWith an ego to match, Iâm sure.â
âI do nothing by half measures,â Rumi agrees.
âMm,â says Celine, and is silent again.
Mira turns to Celine. âHow about you ask her a question?â she says bluntly.
Celine obligingly turns to look at the mutt, and the mutt does her very best to meet her eyes. She manages only a glance. Thereâs something unfocused in Celineâs gaze. âHow are you finding your room?â
âGood,â the mutt forces herself to say. âItâsâitâs very good.â
âHm,â says Celine.
The mutt wants to wipe her sweaty palms on her nice new linen pants, but she resists.
âSheâs been into linear algebra lately,â Mira says pointedly. âShe thinks eigen decomposition is elegant.â
âI see,â says Celine.
The mutt has something stuck in her throat, sheâs pretty sure, although she hasnât touched the orange slices.
Rumi slaps her thighs. âOkay! Celine, I have a sponsorship proposal I wanted to run by you. Could you join me in the office for a moment?â
It takes everything Rumi has in her not to immediately snap at Celine and ask her what the hell sheâs thinking once the door is shut behind them.
She takes a deep breath through her nose, grabbing her temper tight. âI donât know what your issue is, but you better work it out before we get back in there.â
Celine doesnât say anything.
Rumi doesnât know what she expected, but it wasnât that.
She turns around.
Celine is still standing at the door.
Rumi presses a hand against her temple, tired. âLook, IâI know Iâve done a lot of things that werenât necessarily what youâve wanted, butââ
âWhat?â
âSheâs just a kid,â she finishes, nonetheless. âWhatever it is, donât take it out on her.â
Celine looksâstricken, for some reason, at this remark. âRumi-ya, IâI didnât meanâIâm sorry, I never meantâI promisedââ
âTo protect all that was left of my mother, I know.â Rumiâs only heard it a million times. âIs that all you care about?â
âNo, Iââ Celine closes her eyes and leans back against the door. âBefore that. Miyeong made me promise her that I would never hold the demon against you.â
And Rumiâs breath stops. Her anger falters.
The demon means her father, however rarely Celine has spoken of him. Rarely enough that Rumiâs never heard this before.
âAnd I know she isnât guilty ofâŠâ Celine pushes the heels of her hands into her eyes. âShe looks so much like him.â
âGuilty?â Rumi echoes, the lump in her throat a violent and living thing.
(She doesnât remember when she first came to the quiet, sickening conclusion that her father had raped her mother. She does remember the momentâthe exact moment, watching Jinu look at that little girl with her hand drawn cardâwhen sheâd let herself consider anything else.)
Celine opens her eyes. âI never once looked at you and saw anything other than someone your mother loved. I know she isnât your father. Iâll get over it, I promise. I just need a minute.â
(The consideration turns to ash.)
âOh,â Rumi says.
âIâm messing this up,â says the mutt, worrying at her cuticle with a thumb. âWhat should I do?â
âNo, youâre not,â Mira grumbles, visibly annoyed. âCeline is.â
âYou were cute as a button!â Zoey agrees, and takes her hand so that now the cuticle-worrying is a much greater logistical challenge.
âAre buttons very good at making a good first impression?âÂ
Zoey giggles. âWell⊠Celine is notoriously hard to impress.â
âItâs not your fault,â Mira says firmly.
The mutt frowns. None of that sounds right. âYou donât need to lie,â she says.
Mira looks offended. âI donât lie.â
âSheâs a Hunter,â says the mutt. âIâm a demon.â
âCan I make it any more obvious?â says Zoey. âNo, Miraâs right, though. Even if that was her problem, no way thatâs your fault. She knows better by now.â
âI think sheâs⊠scared of me,â says the mutt.
They both laugh.Â
The mutt slips her hand away and tucks it in her lap.
âNooo, sweetie, Iâm sorry,â Zoey scrambles. âItâs just, we know Celine. She doesnât get scared like that.â
âIâm pretty sure sheâs a block of granite brought to life,â says Mira.
The mutt stares at her lap. She trusts their judgement, so much more than her own. But she knows what fear looks like.
On the streets, in a situation like this, the best strategy was to run. But, maybe here there could be a better option. She had rarely had the opportunity to clarify her intentions. Well, exceptâexcept for the woman who had taken the containers. And now sheâs gotten to apologize for that too.
For all the good that did. In order to explain herself, she needs to be able to explain stuff.Â
But maybe she can prove it.
Zoey says, âThat would explain her abs.â
Mira snickers.
The mutt considers her plan. Her thumb starts to drift towards her cuticle again.
âWe should do your nails sometime,â Mira says, passing her an orange segment, not casually at all.
Unfortunately, they took the peels off earlier, so all the fiddling that she could do with the orange would be messy. She takes it anyway.
âOoh, yes!â Zoey agrees. She holds her hands out in front of her, examining her nails. âSince weâre on hiatus right now, glam wonât even yell at us for at-home mani-pedis; we could have a chill hangout here or we could make a whole thing of it.â
The mutt knows this is an attempt to distract her from thinking about Celine. She hides her smile behind the orange segment. Lucky that she came up with an idea already.
âYou donât have to if you donât want to,â Mira adds. She gestures between herself and Zoey. âWe might be beholden to makeup culture and shit, but you shouldnât be.â
The mutt considers this, for a moment. Zoey had helped her clean and trim her nails once, on the same day she had taught her how to wash her hands properly (all while rambling about how being several centuries old did not mean that a demon couldnât keep up with advances in hygiene).
It was nice, having someone hold her hands so gently.
âMaybe,â she says. She would need to know more about what âa whole thing of itâ means first.
Before she can explain that, she hears footsteps down the hall, and goes still. Now it is time for her to put her plan into action.
Rumi comes in first, and she looks at the mutt, and she is⊠devastated. It is such an expression that the mutt looks down at herself, half-expecting to see blood spreading across her warm new shirt.
But there is nothing. And now her timing is off.
It is only after Celine comes in to the room, and not before she enters, that the mutt manages to sink to the floor, kneeling properly.



















