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vent art blog.

tw suicide, self harm, general bad mental health and edgy art.

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aroace

17

autism + dysthymia

if I ever disappear I've either been t-worded or idk maybe I died

#tw self destruction #tw selfhate #tw sui ideation #tw depressing stuff #suic1de #depressing shit #tw styro #Dysthymia #Persistent depressive disorder

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I'm sorry

missing my blood

stupidbpdb1tch

I'm the problem. If I died everything would've been better

I did not decide to not kms today to deal with this bullshit

#tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui implied #vent

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I keep mentally referring to my suicide note as a death note so who knows maybe I'll start killing people instead

#i do wish i had one sometimes #decide exactly how i die #but i dont #so all i can do is try things the old-fashioned way #tw sui ideation #depressing shit #tw sui vent #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui implied #tw depressing stuff

sorry i'm sorry i need to die

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i sorry

#tw guro #cw: gore #vent art #my art #vent #cw blood #tw blood #self destruction #self h4te #self h@te #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #i should isolate #talk to no one #please go away #cw gore

Feeling alive, just for a moment

#tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #depressing shit #tw sh implied #sh trigger #tw sh related #tw self harn #tw self h4rm #shblur #vent art #my art

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I just had a dream that I was in a hotel bathroom about to take a shower and I picked off a scab from a cut by accident and it started overflowing with blood like it flowed with a pulse so definitely arterial and it wouldn't stop unless I held it at the right angle and it stained the white bathmat bright red so I tried to wash it out with the shower nut the water was also red

So maybe I should be a bit more careful

No matter how much I don't want a tomorrow and don't want to exist and despise myself, my legs always manage to freeze up so that I can't die.

Isn't that interesting?

#tw sui ideation #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui vent #depressing shit #tw sui implied #vent

don't miss me when it happens, y'know?

#tw sui vent #tw sui implied

I could not apologise enough for being born

#tw sui ideation #tw self destruction #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui vent

trainsandpaperplanes

on this minute 2 years ago I should have died

But I failed. I fucking failed.

There isn't a day that I don't regret it.

All I can do is hope that the next time actually works.

trainsandpaperplanes

Hahahaha

3 years.

Fuck.

#soon #please #tw sui ideation #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui vent

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i don't just want to eat sugar. I want to become sugar. Turn all of my organs into it. Melt my brain into something sweet and incomprehensible. Do you get it?

#tw food #cw food #tw eating issues #i'm so fucking disgusting #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit

I need to be distracted constantly or else I'll remember that I exist

#depressing shit

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