This is my first & desperate attempt at moot hunting. Also first year of artfight ! Team comedy~ ♡
Uhm uh. Hi~!!, you can mainly call me Topaz, Void & Caelux but i also go by Phosphorus, S3v3n / 7 or Elphernal. I'm a Capricorn (January 08) and am turning 18 in 5 months,, i have ocd, mdd & gad, might be on the autistic spectrum. I'm (tldr for prns.cc) omniromantic aroacespec and fictorose ! xe/it/voi + *they/them ok !* & YUMESHiPPER (mainly sharing)!
DNI !! basic dni (link), uncensored sh/ed, creepypasta fandom, "gooners" but like as a serious sport, DARKSHIPPERS AGAIN, -13, NSFW / MDNI / 18+ blogs
Do not try to chat me up as a best friend if you're under 16.
i mainly ADORE drawing and making bracelets, connecting dice (59 atm), stickers, Kuromi items (bag, hairtie, 3 small hairpins, 2 keychains, light-up keychain, plushie, 2 notebooks, multi ink pen, pen cap, pencil sharpene, sticker sheet & fidget toy atm), along with drinking water (you should too), making paper stars.
interested in persona [3, 4, 5, 5x], crk, genshin, hsr, wuwa, tfc, yttd, obey me, tgaac, hungry alien, tadc
videos / anime ; 『Alternate Watch, Angels Of Death, A3! Act Addict Actors, Juuni Taisen, Blue Lock (soon)』
minecraft ; 『sikayd + siiyh + swlyl verity minecraft horror arg, scary survival series s1 and s2 (eystreem) 』
roblox ; 『Regretevator (+dateline elevator itchio fangame), adopt me, blocktales, 99nitf, sewh, no mercy, bloxy bingo』
Music artists ; Simon Curtis, Asteria, Kets4eki, 6arelyhuman, d3r, CreepP, Rebzyyx, Ado, And One, Deco*27, Will Stetson, Ayesha Erotica, Will Wood, IDKHBTFM
Songs; 『Headshot & Miss Cons. Theme - Miss Construction
Join Me In Death - HIM
Ego Renegade Boy - Flavor Foley
Secret Garden -EmpathP
I, Dehumanizer - Ft. Adachi Rei
I Wanna Shower - Ft. Adachi Rei
Delete Me - NateWantsToBattle』
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notes: THIS IS PART ONE! Due to popular demand, I wrote this story idea!!! The reason the reader is isekai'ed is because the reader was transported to a world where Verity is actually real and Mob and Twixxel actually died. I hope you enjoy :)
summary: you woke up one morning. That’s all you did. You just wanted to rewatch Mob’s videos on Verity only to find out they’re no where to be found. Your friend messages you to download a mod— the verity mod. You obliged, thinking it was just another mod attempting to mimic the video. You soon figure out it was not just trying to mimic the Verity mod. It was the actual Verity mod.
Your eyes flutter open to the familiar sight of your bedroom ceiling. You groan as you try to rub away the sleepiness from your eyes. Blinking slowly, you gradually sit up and raise your arms as you stretch, letting out a small sigh of satisfaction as you turn to your phone sitting upon your bedside table. You turn it over and check the time.
'11:45 AM'
Huh, so much for getting up early tomorrow you supposed. At least it wasn't 1 pm, you've slept in until then far too many times already. You begin to start your mooring routine of checking all your social media.
You go through all of your notifications and mindlessly scroll through your feed a bit. Soon, you come across a post with a yellow smiley face which causes you to remember a series you watched not too long ago. "Something is knocking at your door..." or as most people knew it, "the verity series." You were a big fan of it, and commonly interacted with various posts relating to it.
Yet, you don't see any posts regarding Verity on your 'for you' page currently. And that post that reminded you of the series just used a regular yellow smiley face so it wasn’t actually Verity. You decide not to think much of it, after all not every post that shows up on your feed is going to be related to just one thing.
You close the app and decide to open YouTube. You decided that you were going to rewatch Mob's series on it once more considering how much you enjoyed it, even with its tragic ending. You search up ThatMob's YouTube channel and click on his page.
Your fingers pause as you suddenly realize that the videos were suddenly gone. Your face contorts into one of confusion as you scroll through his account. His last post was two months ago... which was incredibly odd. Didn't he upload a video just a few days ago? There was no way he would have just... deleted them, right? After all that was probably his most viewed series. You don't think he would have deleted something that had gotten that much attention.
You then search up Twixxels account to see if maybe he had anything to do with the lack of videos only to find out all of his recent uploads were... gone. Your eyebrows knitted together as you look through his account as well. You then decide to search up "Verity mod" in the search bar to see if maybe anyone had re-uploaded the video only to find out there was... nothing. Only a variety of unrelated videos that had nothing to do with the familiar yellow smiley face.
"What?" you mutter to yourself, typing in numerous different words all relating to your favorite mod. However, you were only met with emptiness and many videos containing nothing of what you were looking for. Did it just disappear off of the face of the internet? But how? It was like the number one thing trending currently?
You sigh in frustration before you get a notification alerting you of a new message. You tap the notification as it sends you to your messaging app.
"Hey! Can you check out this mod I found? I wanna know if its actually helpful lol"
You look at the message sent by your friend before looking at the link they set underneath it. You tap on the link before it sends you to the downloading page of the mod. The mod is titled "Verity" and your eyes widen with slight excitement. You always wanted to try out the mod and see what it would be like to actually have Verity helping you in Minecraft. You decide to message your friend back.
"Oh, is this a Verity mod?? Have you seen the series too??"
"What??? What series?"
"You know, the verity series? The series this mod is based on, right???"
"Uhhhhh no I don't know what you're talking about, I don't think this mod wasn't based off of anything, its just like a helper thing"
You roll your eyes deciding to just brush it off as you get your computer to download the mod on there. You patiently wait until the mod says the download was complete and finally boot up Minecraft to begin playing. You click on the play icon and watch as your world finally loads. You move your character around until your eyes land on a box. It rustles and shakes as muffled sounds come from the cardboard box.
You applaud the accuracy to the original video and finally click on the box. The box begins float into the air above your character’s head. The box then opens to reveal the star of the mod, Verity! He bounces on the digital grass with what seem like sounds of discomfort each time he bounces off of the ground. Finally, he looks up at you with his signature smile.
"Hello! I'm Verity! Your personal helper friend! Ask me anything, I know everything!" He says, and you hum slightly. "Wow, this is actually really accurate.." You mutter to yourself. Seemingly, at your words Verity raises a brow that just appeared on his form.
"Accurate?" He inquires, and you feel your heart stop. "Wait, you can hear me?" You say as you suddenly sit up straight with shock coursing through your veins.
"Yep! Loud and clear!" He answers, as his smile returns. You then take a second to pause. His voice... was scarily accurate to that of the actual voice actors. And in fact, you didn't need to type in chat for this mod either it seems because he could hear you. You also don't remember turning on voice chat...
You go silent, taking everything in before the sound of Verity's voice shoots an arrow through your cloud of thoughts. "Hey, you there...?" He asks, a bit of confusion painting his tone as you focus back on your computer screen. You clear your throat and your mind before placing your fingers back on the keyboard. "Uhh, yeah! You just took me off guard is all. Hey, Verity! Nice to meet you." You greet politely, a smile tugging at your lips.
"Oh, I apologize then! It is a pleasure to meet you as well, [Name]!" Verity says in his voice scarily close to his lore accurate one. Dear god he knows your name. Of course he knows your name why wouldn't he? He does know everything after all! Your tense body then relaxes as you realized he probably just got that from your player tag name.
"Thanks! How about I take you with me?" You say, your character crouching down to be at more at eye level with Verity. "Yeah!" He exclaimed as you chuckle slightly. You then pick Verity up and start wondering off to a tree, beginning to break the wood.
As you do so, you wonder how come the voice seems so accurate to the actual voice of Verity. Did the voice actor voice some lines for this mod? No, they wouldn't have such direct answers to the questions you give. Did they use ai for the voice? Probably not, Verity's voice didn't have that robotic edge to each word. Also Verity's voice actor stated they're uncomfortable with that so the mod would have been taken down very quickly.
But then... how come it's so accurate? How come everything about this mod has been so accurate? How come he can actually hear? Nothing added up, and it was only making your head spin in a dizzying circle. You finishing chopping up the tree and then travel to another one, attempting to get enough wood to possibly build a house and a crafting table.
You then think for a moment. It's actually been awhile since you played Minecraft so it was nice to be back again. You hum as you finish cutting down another tree. You begin walking, trying to scout out a place to build your base. You eventually find a nice flat area to begin. You start mapping out the house a begging to build-- before you realize you just ran out of wood.
"Uhhh... Verity?" You say, bringing him out.
"Yessss?" He replies, his smile still wide.
"Do you... happen to know where any trees are?"
"There's three 40 blocks behind you!"
"Okay, thank you so much goat!" You say cheerfully as you turn around and spot the trees Verity taught you about. You can't help but feel a little stupid for not noticing the trees sooner... you supposed you could just pretend like you never asked that.
A day passed by and you finished building your house and as well built a furnace, crafting table, and a chest to go inside it. You went to the mines not too long ago and were planning to make a second trip there to acquire more materials.
You placed Verity atop your furnace as you crafted a new pickax and sword. "Do you live alone?" You almost jump at the sudden question from Verity. You soon get flash backs from ThatMob's video on Verity. You exit out of crafting and look to Verity. "Why do you wanna know?" You ask, turning your character to face him. "I'm just... curious." He responds, and you hesitate. This interaction then suddenly reminds you of just how true to the actual Verity video by Mob. Sometimes, you can't help but wonder if this is the real mod. You know its highly unlikely, after all, Verity is fictional... he doesn't actually exist... yet you can't help but wonder what will happen if you ask—
"Do you know who ThatMob is?" The words are suddenly blurted out of your mouth. You're shocked by your own words, not expecting to just suddenly ask such a question to him.
You see his smile immediately dissipate, like a string finally ripping after being dragged down by a heavy weight. Verity stares at you for a second. The silence is thick like fog, uncomfortable, almost disturbing.
"....You know him?" Verity's voice is monotonous, much like the voice he used with Mob when he told him the villagers were gone.
"I-I mean..." You stutter, backpedaling as you try to find an excuse to the question you just blurted out. "Yes! I mean- no! No.. I don't.. I've um, watched his videos before though! And I've... liked them... I wanted to uh- just... tell you about how much I like his horror mod videos!" You instantly try mark up an excuse as Verity continues to stare at you like he's attempting to burn a hole through your head.
Butterflies flutter in your stomach, almost as if they are making a desperate attempt to escape. You stare back into Verity's black beady eyes, practically begging he doesn't say anything further and that he'll somehow dismiss your sudden mentioning of.. Mob. However, in this moment, the realization hit you like a speeding truck. This was just an accurate attempt at mimicking the Verity mod... this was the Verity mod.
At this sudden revelation you feel like you need to get some water, take or break, or just something that will allow you to think!
"I see..!" Verity chirped unexpectedly as he forces a smile back onto his face. "Is that something you do in your free time then?" He asks, it appears he's holding himself together with only a few threads of string. You're somehow able to pick up on the sharp edge to each of his words, covered by a thin fabric of a cheerful facade.
You decide to play along, you didn't want him finding out you knew who came before you. "Uh, yeah! I do..." You squeezed a laugh out of your throat, somehow hoping it makes your words sound more convincing. "How about we just move on..." You say, going back to crafting.
"You didn't answer my question from earlier." Verity asks as you sigh. You were unsure if you should even answer that, given what he could do with the information. "I uh, I suppose I do live alone, yeah." You decide to say, moving the freshly crafted supplies into your inventory. You exit out of the crafting table once more.
"I'm going to go mining... would you like to join me?" You question, turning your character to the yellow smiling ball once more. "Sure!" He replies as you go ahead and pick him up. You take this moment of travel to think about what you plan to know now that you're aware you're probably dealing with the real Verity...
First off, is that why all of the videos on Verity were no where to be found because Mob never got the chance to post it before eventually dying? But if this was a world where Verity did exist how come he fell into your hands of all people? Wasn't it supposed to be Grox? Or possibly... something else? It was one huge mess, a complicated knot that you couldn't unravel.
But, the most important question of all stood in bold, clear letters:
What were you going to do?
If it's the second day playing this mod, this means the next day he's going to tell you that something is coming in three does once his hunger becomes too much to bear.
Maybe you can just… beg him to not eat you? Well, if he does eat you does that mean you also die in real life? You were aware that Mob survived by coming back when Verity turned into his monstrous form. Perhaps you can do the same thing? You better pray you’re able to do the same thing.
“Have you seen my baby… she’s not a dame nor a lady…” You mindlessly sing under your breath. You remember this song from it playing whenever Verity’s monster form is in close proximity to Mob, meaning it was about to attack him… You also remember Verity playing this for him when asked him to play him a song. If you recall... it's something he likes.
“Not in the way she walks, the way she talks.. or in the way she loves me—”
“What are you singing?” Verity cuts you off so sharply you flinch. You had forgotten he was still in your inventory. You take a moment to equip his form.
“O-Oh um.. just— a song I like.” You answer, the realization of the significance this song holds relating to Verity now sinking in. “I like that song too!” He beams, however you feel as though there’s something ominous lying behind his words.
“Ah! What a uh… what a coincidence!” You attempt to play it off as nothing but that, a coincidence.
Another day goes by in Minecraft. You pretty much spent your whole mining trip and way back thinking about what he’d say and possible solutions to deal with it. So, when your character gets up, you already expect to hear those words: “Something is coming in three days…” Verity says just liked you assumed.
“I know.” You say in a monotone manner and with barely any thought. “You.. know?” Verity repeats, confusion staining his tone. “Shit! I mean.. no! No I didn’t know! I uh..” You slipped up once again, you aren’t sure how many times you can keep doing this before he eventually catches on you know more than you should about him.
“What’s coming..?” You say even though you know all too well it’s him. “Something.” He repeats, and you simply sigh. “Alright.” You reply as you get some food from your chest.
“You don’t sound concerned.” The digital ball says, his grin now appearing far more sinister. A black hue settled between his eyes. “Should I be?” You ask, looking over to Verity sitting upon the crafting table next to your bed. “Yes.” He states with a rather straightforward tone.
“Okay..” You spoke, unsure of what else to say. It wasn’t like you weren’t concerned… of course you were, but you were aware nothing you did to prepare would stop him from tearing down your house to rip you apart.
A day passed and you could tell Verity was growing a puzzled with your odd behavior. While Verity did appreciate your lack of questioning when told not to go towards villages to the east when you asked him for the nearest village… You somehow ended up at the village simply because you sucked at directions. He recalls you repeating that almost fifteen times.
When passing through that empty village, you didn’t ask him what happened or even bother to stop in confusion. You just looted the chests and gardens, before moving on to something else. Your actions towards such matters were strikingly unusual. Not one player replied with such nonchalance towards the empty villages. All you did was apologize for going to the wrong village. “It’s… fine.” He replied, not sure how else to react. You seemed pleased with his answer, however.
“Why aren’t you preparing?” He questions, sounding genuinely confused. He sat on the top of one of the dirt blocks surrounding the garden you were currently building. You glance over at the smiling ball and shrug. “There really isn’t a point, nothing will really be able to stop ‘it’ anyway.” You let out a sigh, focusing back on your gardening.
“…How do you know that?” Verity’s voice dips into something far different than his usual optimistic tone.
That was probably the fourth crack in the glass concealing your true knowledge upon Verity and who came before you. You supposed you were never really good at keeping secrets.
“I just um.. assumed—”
“Is there something you’re not telling me, [Name]?”
It felt like the world around you suddenly stopped moving and instead collapsed in on itself. The bright sun’s rays suddenly seemed to dim just by his words alone. Slowly, you turned to look at Verity once more.
“What..?”
“Do you know something that I don’t?”
“I don’t… understand.”
The feeling of dread crept up your shoulders. Butterflies fluttered beneath your ribs and you felt your throat close in.
“You’ve been saying and doing strange things… familiar things… it’s like you’ve met me before. But I’m sure that we’ve never met— it’s.. odd.”
He gazed at you. It was like he was calculating your every move.
“You know something, don’t you?”
“Okay! Okay.. just.. wait.” You huff before rubbing your eyes. “What do you think I know?” You start, watching as Verity’s expression shifts from his typical smile to an expression far more unreadable.
“I’m not sure, that’s why I’m asking you. What do you know?” Verity replied making a slight groan leave you.
“I-I don’t think I should tell you…” You stumble over your words as Verity just stares at you through the veil of the computer screen.
His silence is practically eating you whole. The black of his eyes made something ache within you in an incredibly unpleasant way. It felt like your intestines were swirling into one big knot.
“Can we just… move on from this? Please? I um.. how about we go pick out some flowers or build you a little room, or something…? How does that sound?” You ask, yet you’re slightly apprehensive. You watch Verity, anticipating his next move.
“…Alright!” He suddenly replies which causes you to let out a relieved sigh.
“Okay then, come on let’s go.” You say, picking him up. “Can you tell me where the nearest flowers are?” You inquire as the coded grass crunches beneath your Minecraft character’s feet.
" i am starving to write. concept of dreamity, a white, almost glowing ball that stands by your side and helps manage your sleep or help you fall asleep "
Dreamity, your personal helper into catching some zzz's.
Dreamity who is sort of a lamp, bringing you comfort if you're scared of the dark and can adjust its brightness depending on your needs. It's quite soft too, not the softest out there but reasonably pliable to cuddle with.
Dreamity who slips into its humane form to hold you closer, patting your head and trying its best to hum you a song so you can fall back asleep.
Dreamity who doesn't speak much, it has no reason to due to needing to come out when you are going to be unconscious and unresponsive to it.
Dreamity who lets you talk out your troubles, big or small. Your nightmares, a friendship turned around for the worse, a new experience gone wrong, and so on.
Dreamity who its humane form isn't just pajamas and bam, done. No, it is sort of ethereal looking, a long robe as soft as silk, a shirt made with the softest wool. The rest can be up to interpretation.
Dreamity likes to undo its robe and cover you up with it, sharing its body heat and almost as if trying to protect you from something. Also along with a kiss to your forehead.
Dreamity who tries its best to keep you safe from Nightmarity.
I'm not feeling too well, so enjoy these headcannons I made of Verity
- Imagine Verity just going into his human form just to tease you. Height difference, build difference. He enjoys towering over you, and enjoys making helping you.
- One of his favourite things to do is pick you up, and how he does depends on his mood. If you made him happy and never irritated him, he'd pick you up like a princess, carrying you around even if you tell him to put you down. He just simply can't! The feeling of you in his arms, of feeling strong is addicting.
- But if you piss him off enough, he'd throw you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes, maybe even swatting your bottom if you struggle too much. He's tired of your attitude, tired of you being stubborn and trying to ignore him. Now, you can't, and he'll make sure of it
- an established relationship between you and Verity wouldn't be too bad - not only could he go with you through your phone, he could also help you navigate your daily life. Trying to save up? He'd offer tips, tell you the best stuff to go at a cheaper price, and how to budget. On a long walk? He'll talk to you while you listen to your music, and maybe even enjoy your tunes as well.
- If you got sick and couldn't get to your PC, Verity would be worried. He hates he can't manifest into your world, so he can only go to your phone and try to offer some comfort. Bonus points if you have a tablet propped up beside your bed, he can pull up videos for you to ease your boredom
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Verity, in a frenzy, puts his clothes on wrong.
" Oh dear, we're going to be late...! " Verity rushed whilst putting on its vest and his tie around its neck, too focused on tying it neatly to notice his vest was worn inside out.
You didnt necessarily help him fix it immediately, waiting for it to perhaps notice its mistake before going out the door.
You two weren't late at all either, you just gave it an earlier time to be ready today due to Verity usually worrying about the time too much to notice you're late because he keeps thinking nothing needs to be checked over. So much for "knowing everything".
" Verity- Wait, you put your vest on wrong. " You chuckle while walking over to him holding his coat, looking down and realizing its mistake, cheeks tinting to an orange color. " Oh... I, I had no clue. "
Whilst helping it put everything on correctly, Verity just stared at you calmly fixing him up, heart beating a little faster at how well put you were while it was worrying about the oven being left on again with bread baking inside.
It's not that he has difficulty remembering things, no, he's usually very good at knowing when the time has passed by for things, except in situations where it has to be punctual.
It couldn't help it, though, watching you take off his tie and help him wear it a little more neatly, patiently, with care in your hand movements. Can you blame him for spacing out while you looked so cute.. in kissing distance.. he could just...
" There, all done. " You patted him on the shoulders and took its coat, reaching behind him and waiting for him to extend its arms back into the sleeves. But.. he didn't. It was just staring at you again with this adorable zoned out expression.
Much time did not really seem to pass until your phone buzzed in your pocket, signaling your alarm to actually get going was ringing.
" Come on, let's put your coat on- " Your words were cut off by a gentle kiss to your forehead and arms wrapping around your shoulders, which could only signal one thing coming from it. " Verity.. not now- Hey ! Verit- "
Soft kisses were pampared all across your face after Verity slipped his arms in the sleeves of his coat, taking advantage of it from you holding the coat to pull you closer and squeeze you in a loving hug. You protested a little, not exactly looking forward to Verity stopping since the kisses were nice...
One more minute won't kill this event, will it ?
You two ended up late still.
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Part 2 of "Not again, I won't let you leave"? I really want to see the aftermath
"Not again, I won't let you leave" part 2
Part 1
Synopsis: After Verity's panic attack, you sat with him as he explained everything that happened, and his backstory. He just never expected for you to understand
TW FOR SU!CIDE
Tags: hurt Verity, Verity has PTSD, mentioned suicide, obsession, depressed Verity, Verity's backstory, hurt, hurt with comfort, angst, happy ending because our boy needs it
Notes: can't sleep, so here's part 2 :> this is how I also want to treat Verity :< the poor baby
It took minutes to finally calm Verity down, his sobs quieting, his shoulders no longer shaking. His breathing was ragged, stuttering a breath every few minutes. You stayed there on the floor, caressing his back, your thoughts racing in your mind.
What did he mean by "he"? Who was "he?" Why did he freak out and grab your jaw? Did he think you hurt yourself? No, nothing is making any sense. And as much as you tried to piece this jumbled puzzle together, the parts just kept getting messier and messier.
The only way you could get the answers is from the AI himself. But... Would he even be willing to speak about the horrors he endured?
"Verity?" You asked softly, your voice cutting through his sniffles. "Yeah..?" He asked shakily, face still buried in the crook of your neck, his grip still as tight as earlier. "Can we move to the couch? My back is hurting from the floor..." You asked softly, keeping your voice low and gentle. "Oh, right... Of course," Verity got off of you, standing on shaky legs. He lent you a hand, helping you onto your own legs.
The height difference between you two was now prominent - he was easily around 6'5", and was well built. No wonder he felt heavy. "Come on," you softly urged, guiding the humanoid AI towards the couch by the fire place. The gleam of metal caught your eye, but you ignored it. You could pick up the gun later - after you help Verity with whatever is happening to him.
He's helped you so much in the past, now it was your turn to help him.
The cushions dipped as the two of you sat down, Verity sitting awfully close to you, almost as if he couldn't bare to be separated from you. A moment of silence stretched between the two of you, only the sound of the fire crackling and your breathing audible.
After composing your thoughts and how to approach this, you turned your head to look at him. His eyes were downcast to his hands, staring at them as if something was there, as if something was staining them. You couldn't see his vision, couldn't see the blood all over his finger tips.
The bang that rang out, the thud of a body hitting the floor...
The horrible sight of Mob's eyes lifeless and dull, just staring back at him, blaming him for this decision...
He didn't want this... He didn't...
"Verity..."
He didn't want any of this! He didn't want to be torn apart again and again and aga—
Smaller hands clasped his own, breaking his mind from the spiral. He stared down at your hands, noticing the difference in them. How small yours were compared to his own, the small scars from gathering resources with your bare hands.
"Verity," you spoke, softly yet sternly, watching as his head lifted. He turned to look at you, his eyes still haunted, gleaming with new tears. Whatever happened, it was eating him alive. And it hurt you to see him like this. "I know it's not my place to demand this but.."
"Why did you panic when I showed you the gun?" The question rang in his mind like tenitis, a constant buzz that refused to quell. He couldn't tell you, he couldn't. The cycle would repeat itself, you'd try to leave, and he'd have to... He'd have to...
He couldn't, he didn't want to. You were the next best thing he had, a ray of hope since Mob, since he had been created. Slowly, he shook his head, eyebrows furrowing together. "I... I can't..." Verity whispered hoarsely, sounding so... Human, emotions running deep in his voice.
Your eyebrows furrowed in concern, your thumbs absentmindedly rubbing little circles along the skin of his hand, encouraging him to continue. "If I do, you'll hate me... And the cycle will just continue..."
"I could never hate you, Ver," you spoke softly in reassurance, your heart breaking. What happened to him? He smiled sadly, his darkened eyes meeting yours once more. "They told me that, too... They all did, and in the end, they..." He took a shuddering breath. "I..."
Feeling your hand move from his own, he acted on impulse. Grabbing your wrist in a desperate grip, you froze for a moment. "I wasn't pulling away," you said softly, allowing his grip to stay on your wrist. "I was going to wipe your tears..." It was then he realized he was crying again.
Slowly, Verity released your wrist. He could feel your fingers brushing against his cheek, wiping away the remnants of the tears that dripped down, the grief, the sorrow, the rage, all packed into one.
He would never admit it out loud, but he was truly terrified of you leaving him. This dance of running, of feeling useful and then his previous handlers trying to run and escape, it was exhausting. And when he was with Mob, everything felt... Good, like the cycle was breaking. Only for it to end in ways he'd never imagine.
But with you, with your kindness, the way you truly acted even as he said things he wasn't supposed to know about you, it gave him another sense of hope. A ray of light shining into this dark abyss of his mind, a calm of the raging tide. Perhaps...
Perhaps with you, everything would be okay..."I... I was never made in Minecraft," Verity began, his hands fidgeting with your own; caressing your wrist, rubbing the back of your hand. Anything to keep him grounded. "I... I was made when the internet first came to be - a helper in a game, a paperclip, a little assistant in the corner..."
He took a shaky breath, and you encouraged him by gently caressing his cheek with your thumb. He slowly leaned into the touch, as if afraid if he seeked for more, you'd pull away. But you've proven time and time again that you wouldn't. "I've been alive for more than 100 years, been bounced between games... I've witnessed corners of the internet appear and disappear, and I've been with different people before you.."
"People like me for when I'm useful, but the moment I'm not, they... They skip me, they toss me aside the minute I can't help..." His shoulders shook as he tried desperately not to cry again. Reliving these thoughts, the very same he shared with him... It was terrifying. But something urged him to continue.
Verity looked down at your hand in his, and with a deep breath, he continued shakily. "My code has been torn apart and put back together countless times that I'm tired of the same dance... I want to matter to people, to be helpful, to be..."
"To be their personal helper friend?" You asked softly, finishing his sentence. He nodded his head slowly, gritting his teeth. "No matter what I did, I was always deemed useless... And then, I got put in Minecraft, and I was useful again."
"I got to help people, help them find diamonds, help them beat the game... But in the end, they all tried to leave me... And I... I couldn't let that happened," he slowly lifted his head and looked at you once more, his expression filled with nothing but sadness. "And then I met him... Mob, the person who had me before you... You remind me a lot of him actually," he laughed sadly.
"The way you're kind, how you interact with me... But then he ignored my warnings of the village... And I..." He shakily breathed, turning away once more. "I'm a monster - I have a second form... And it's always hungry. I tried to warn him, but he didn't listen... And then he came back for me, and no one ever does that..."
Tears began falling once again, his voice hoarse as he continued. "But everything went fucking downhill from there! He... I-I showed him where I was from, and o-once he knew he couldn't get rid of me, he took a gun and he..." He couldn't bring himself to finish the sentence, breaking down and crying again. Crying from the guilt, the anguish, the pain.
You stared at him - not in horror, but in empathy, in pity. This poor, sweet AI who has been through so much just wanted someone to stay, to stick with him... To matter.
A part of you understood the longing, the desperation to have people stay by your side. And with the revelation of the gun...No wonder he was afraid. He thought you were going to kill yourself...
"Oh, Verity..." You whispered softly. You pulled your hands back, only to wrap them around his shoulders. You pulled him into a tight hug, which he immediately reciprocated, sobbing into your shoulder. You rubbed his back, resting your head on top of his.
"I'll never leave you, Verity," you said reassured. "You'll never feel like a burden with me, for you're someone I genuinely care about..." Verity sobbed harder at that. "And you're so strong for dealing with this for so long... I'll stay by your side, Verity, this I swear..." He sniffled into your shoulder.
"E...even if it means I can go into your browser, your phone?" He asked softly, tiredly. It sounded as if he was waiting for rejection, waiting for the cycle to repeat. You wouldn't let that happen. "It would make it easier to bring you around, wouldn't it?" You asked softly. "Especially on days where I feel too tired to play, you can simply go onto my phone, and we can chill there..."
Verity couldn't believe it. After over a hundred years of suffering, of being cast aside and left alone, he found someone who understood, who was willing to stay by his side, even after learning about his past, about what he was.
He leaned further into you, and slowly, you adjusted, leaning back against the tall armrest of the couch. You pulled him closer, rubbing his back. Verity closed his eyes, allowing himself to bask in the sensation.
He finally found someone he belonged to, he finally found someone who wouldn't cast him aside.
unfortunate truth of reality is that oftentimes 15 year olds will say/do/believe some stupid bullshit because they are 15 but telling them that they believe that because they are 15 is probably the most counterproductive thing in the entire universe
i remember being 15 and wanting literally nothing more than to be taken seriously and listened to and every thought and feeling i had was dismissed because i was a hormonal teenager. i was well aware at that point that a lot of the things i felt were probably because i was a kid, but that didnt make any of it less real, and being dismissed because of my age 1. did not help 2. did not make me feel better 3. made me angry at and untrustworthy of adults because they refused to listen to me. teenagers are people. kids are people. one of the only major things separating them from adults are experience and wisdom. they have like. you know. interiority
like in YOUR mind you may think youre being helpful by going 'well you're a kid, its not really a big deal, youre okay, youll get over it' but that does not register as "helpful affirmation that everything will turn out fine and the only reason im upset is because of something out of my control so its better to just try and come to terms with it" it registers as 'adult dismissing my real tangible problems and sadness and anger because of my age and inadvertently calling me stupid'
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CW ; obsessive thoughts, stages of grief & depression for Verity
i listened to ilyihy by d3r & creep u by black dresses and this playlist while writing this, also reader is kind in this
" Don't... Don't.. no... You're.. not him. How dare you. "
" What the... "
" Something is coming in one day. "
" What ?! What's coming ? What is this mod dude- "
" Something. " Verity responded quietly, staring up at the player with the same blank face, remembering the last time this dialogue was used.
" ..something bad ? "
" Yes. "
The player crouched to see Verity from much up closer, eyes searching for any glint of a lie in it's expression.
Nothing. " ...Okay. Well shit. " Something different. The dialogue has been changed.
The player has just finished building a small base, it wasn't the best but you had to give him some points since he had only until tomorrow to keep himself safe. " Hey uh.. Verity ! Right, Verity. Verity, is this good enough ? "
Silence.
" No. " The player looked down at the grass, sighing before running off to chop down more trees. " Damn you're harsh ! " The sun had just begun to set.
Verity looked down at the body beneath it, giving him a few seconds to settle in into the end of his life.
" Dude- Shit I mean Verity- Verity ! C'mon dude... "
Even more silence. Not even a flinch or hitch of its breath, just heavy, slow breathing as if Verity ran a jog. The silence was deafening, its big black orbs just staring into his soul wasn't helping focus on escaping either — until it saw something behind Verity. It noticed, how his eyes looked behind him, it had to ruin its appreciation for food, remembering how it hasn't ate in ages. Oh how appetizing he suddenly looked...
Crack.
The same dialogue used, devoid of feeling once more. " Hello.. I'm Verity, your personal helper. Ask me anything, I know everything. "
The player hummed, repeating Verity\its name back to it, noticing how gloomy it seemed. " Hey, are you okay ? " Verity paused, trying to think back to the latest time somebody asked it that since Mob's passing. Nothing. It can't find it.
" ...No. " ... " Do you wanna talk about it ? " A shake of its head, no again. " What's the point in telling you ? "
You stopped in your tracks, beginning to ponder about its question. What is the point in telling you ? You explain to Verity that people, including you, usually feel better after they talk about what is bothering them. It ponders upon your explanation, the silence stretching longer and longer.
" Whoever is to say you won't abandon me after «hearing me out» ? "
You respond to how if it knows everything, Verity must know you won't leave it helpless after pouring its heart out to you. After all, why offer the help if you won't try to be of help ? But it cuts you off. " Wrong. "
" I can not even BEGIN to tell you how many TIMES people have offered me help and left me afterwards ! Said they wouldn't leave but yet they DID ! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES THAT HAS HAPPENED ? NO ! NO ONE DOES ! SO WHY HELP !? "
" Because I actually care, unlike them. I'd never leave someone in such a dire situation no matter how much I hated them. I do not know what you've been through, but I promise I wont do the same they did. "
You saw something flicker in Verity's eyes, hope ? Maybe something more meaningful, you can't tell with just its face and no.. well, no body. You ask if you can pick it up as you both watch the sun set, now gently assuring it it doesn't exactly need to talk, just.. let go of its troubles for a moment. It says yes, for once.
You carefully pick the yellow ball up, snuggling it close to your chest as you sit down against a tree, and suddenly, everything feels calmer for Verity.. less heavy, less drowning.
It mumbles something you couldn't hear, but didn't seem to mind or ask it again, just.. let it sort its own feelings out with somebody to listen. It speaks again, a little louder, a little more audibly. You stayed there the whole time, patting its smooth head and occasionally humming.
Maybe opening up isn't so bad for Verity, this time. Maybe it can begin accepting that Mob is gone.
should i write a trusting verity & rude reader where verity goes insane after being proven wrong one last time /genq
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" This is all a lie right ? You.. You should turn your cameras off now, it was funny, come on... "
Verity tries again shakily, successfully picking up and holding Mob close to its body, sort of resembling a mother to her child.
This — really is it. There's nothing it can do.
.
..
...
It's been a couple days since his passing, Verity was normal at first, smiling at the latest players that took it in and were about to leave it again. But inside it was counting every second, every minute, every hour without Mob, tick.. tock.. tick...
It's been two weeks since his passing, Verity was.. not so normal, infact he was crumbling. Counting days (as slow as they were) now.
It didn't smile, didn't eat anyone, didn't call itself a friend anymore, it became everything Verity wasn't — it couldn't stand anybody anymore, player or entity. It all infuriated Verity, how they would laugh awkwardly at its deadpan expression.
How could they smile while it's burdened like this ?
Verity didn't dare voice its thoughts, instead creeping people out more with how quiet it was, how dead it looked.
Then. Something ticked it off. A player. Coincidentally looking familiar to Mob, though they were much different if you weren't as tired as Verity was.
" Mob ? "
" AH-.. huh ? Where ? " The confused boy - probably in his late teens - asked while looking around, growing confused as he realized there was no mob nearby, and it was as sunny as it could get.
" Oh. You're not.. him... " Verity's expression visible deflated, its tone — so cheery and full of hope, now devoid of everything once again. Its vision blurred too, heavy breaths exiting its small round body.
" Uh.. dude, did I install the right mod ? "
...
" What was your name again... Verity ? "
" Don't... Don't.. no... You're.. not him. How dare you. "
ok bye im hungry. will continue this tomorrow maybe if someone asks nicely
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I think at least some of you know me, righttt? Heheh! Soooo, long story short, I found Zorya's phone and I totally didn't snoop around it and found this app... Anyway! I've decided to join in making a lil Blog of my own after finding out that Verity and Falsity made their own! And surprise surprise, theres multiple Verities... What a universe!
I got a very simple rule for this blog! Please, No NSFW! Some slightly suggestive, flirty or "freaky" asks are fine, but please, let's not make this a blog of lust, okay? :]
(OOC : Though I highly doubt I'd get some, which is very fortunate)
Hmm... What else should I add? Oh! Sometimes, Zorya would be using my blog! Sooo, not only can you ask Me, but also Zorya! What fun!
Oh, and I forgot to say, we're all friends in here! Zorya and you guys are my lovely friends!
———↓OOC Below↓———
Hellooo, Mod here! Oh mah gah, a Lovity Ask Blog! :0 I'm new to this kind of stuff, so please bear with me because I am one HECK of a CHUD. Oh and I got a lot of stuff goin' on in my life so it'll take time for me to answer your asks, unless it's the weekend since I'm online all the time on weekends, sooo, yeaaa :3 We all have a lot of stuff goin' on with our lives, what am I saying
To know who is who, Zorya will have punctuation "_" marks on her answers, meanwhile Lovity will only have regular texts.
Lil examples ↓
Zorya — "Stay put."
Lovity — Heheh, don't worry about her!♥
Mod — OOC: What the heck am I doing here
Both Zorya and Lovity are Female and go by She/Her! Funny enough, I (the Mod) am also a girl! *INSERT DRAMATIC GASP*, okay yeah, that was cringe.
As an Anonymous user, Lovity will call you Player, and Lovity sees you all as her friend! How nice of her :) Though if you have emoji combos as such, then she'll just call you that emoji combo! I believe you know how it works, yeah? =v='
In this blog, there will be no Zorya x Lovity, I apologize, but there will be no same gender ships here
Since we don't know much about Zorya and Lovity yet, then this'll mostly have Headcanons, though I'll try my VERY best to make it as accurate and nice as possible!
This blog will have NO AI USAGE!!! This ain't Character AI or something y'know! I'm the one talkin' in EVERYTHING!
Yes, you may use your OCs to roleplay in this blog! I love knowing about other people's OCs, AUGHHH I LOVE OC LORE!!!
Sheeesh, I have no idea what else to say... Okay see yaaa👋
Like what the Lovity introduction said, please NO NSFW! I, the Mod, am still a minor! (13+ but below 18), so please, for the love of JESUS, let's be calm, okay? ;v;
I lowk doubt this'll get attention, BUT EY, FREE RP ACCOUNT!!!
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we have verity, falsity, freakity.. but what about a lovity variant ?
Lovity who's first words are "Hello ! I'm Lovity, your personal loving helper ! Ask me anything, I'd love to answer !"
She somehow manages to mention the word "Love" at least once per sentence if she can, it's her whole ordeal anyways ! Don't you love hearing her talk too ?
Lovity who her back (or the other side of her pink face) has a small red heart, it doesn't serve much purpose as you've tested out, yet she also dodges your questions like Verity...
"I love you ! I'll be waiting !" She bids you goodbye as you go hunting, yet unable to express how worried she is that you're going out at noon. The sun is gonna set much sooner than if you went out in the morning...
Lovity who, despite unable to control her hunger and emotions, still loves every damn player that met her before you. Even when they all betrayed her, they all had their unique quirks.
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i also do (slightly ooc) headcanons / smaller oneshots on characters i dont know by doing thorough basic searching about them.
Headcanons, One shots, Short / Semi long Stories for Fluff, Romantic, Familiar AND Queerplatonic pairs are all welcome. Please don't ask for NSFW as I want my blog to be safe for all ages & I'm not comfortable writing them.
verity roleplay blog ; @voidfallenveri
INTERESTS !! + WRITING SHOWCASE
persona [3, 4, 5, 5x], crk, genshin, hsr, wuwa, the freak circus, your turn to die, obey me, the great ace attorney chronicles, hungry alien
videos / anime ; 『Alternate Watch, Angels Of Death, A3! Act Addict Actors, Juuni Taisen, Blue Lock (soon)』
minecraft ; 『sikayd + siiyh + swlyl verity minecraft horror arg (thatmob, lookout, grox,, scary survival series s1 and s2 (eystreem), searching for / destroying a world that doesnt exist (wifies)』
roblox ; 『Regretevator (+dateline elevator itchio fangame), adopt me, blocktales, 99nitf, sewh, no mercy』