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Tw: m3al tracking, w3ight tracking, 3d, $h conversation.

***Nothing is meant to encourage or entertain anyone to make this choice of lifestyle, but only be a place of sanctuary to talk freely and feel heard by others who are in similar positions. Intentional or not. Be kind please, loosing my account made me feel very lost and alone and really depressed me, so please Block and not report, I beg.**

I feel so empty, a part of me has passed.

I have to stay at my mother's while I go back and forth after work to pack our apartment.

Bone broth is kinda gross guys. Got some in me for protein but ew.

Past few days I haven't been eating well, had some miso with carrots and chicken along with a plain cake doughnut. Unfortunately I could handle the thought of it in me so I did end up purg3in it.

♡ tried a 3 day binge of k0ƙ3 for the first time, ate nothing. Bever did it before, I tested it for bad things before doing it. Probly won't again because it in itself is bad

♡ my bf and I almost split, he's a drunvk and kinda physically+seggualy+verbally abvsive. I couldn't leave so I'm sticking it out.i will try until my last breath. He v0mitz everywhere and p33d in my nightstand and I have to clean it up. He's slapp3d me in bed so much without my conc3nt, pull3d my hair out, bit me so hard I have bruis3s all of it was NOT conc3ntuall i was pinned down and he was drvunk. There is so much more but. It's made me relapse into $h and mi@. Ik it's bad but..idk my parents found ot about it.

♡ I'm kinda talking to a guy I met on my motorcycle and he's given me advice and he's rly sweet, I'm in a 11 yr long relationship since I was in middle school I'm 25 now. He's very sweet and is telling me to leave if he doesn't change.