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Surgery Floor

Likely found out a bit after she started working there. She used to hide her hearing aids behind her ears but that lasted for a week before she was just like 'wait I don't actually care.'

They know, but also don't put any effort. The whole 'surgeons are mean' stereotype runs deep up there. Like "Oh you can read lips and have hearing aids right? So we don't have to learn anything."

Even though it'd be helpful if people could learn ASL on the surgery floor to talk to her and any patients who were also deaf or HOH. Half the motherfuckers wore masks, how the fuck was she gonna lip read? Only Yolanda actually put in the effort to learn, with Trinity teaching her and her taking online courses.

The ED

Now ED actually puts in the effort. Trinity goes nonverbal sometimes so Princess helped teach her some ASL for when she's quiet. One day she came down and didn't have her hearing aids so she was dreading it. But luckily Trinity and Princess were in the room helping, translating everything said to Emery since everyone was wearing masks.

It was like a dream, minus doing the minor surgery.

Communication was clear, she din't have to have anyone scream or have to talk slower.

(Gloria once almost got an interpreter for her and she almost burnt the place down.)

Plus, it was perfect for talking shit with Trinity and Princess.

Samira

Samira had been learning some ASL when Emery told her about it. It hadn't been a full commitment until that playdate at Baran's house when she realized how little communication she had with Emery without the hearing aids. That made her feel shitty. They were supposed to be dating and Samira only knew like 10 words in sign?

For months she learned online, taking classes, watching videos, and doing everything she could.

For Emery's birthday she signed the happy birthday song and did it so perfectly that Emery sobbed on the spot.

this one was a bit short! took a break from that godforsaken essay to do this quick one (the irony)

Trinity squirms as Baran ties her shoes in the car. "Mama! No!" Baran just laughs and makes sure they're double knotted before getting the sunscreen out. "Hold still duckling!" Trinity sunburned so easily because of how much she hated sunscreen.

"No!" She dramatically spits at the taste as Baran starts rubbing it all over her.

They had been planning to go to Pittsburgh Pride for a while, with mostly Trinity leading the way in all of the planning. She'd been begging to go for all the festivities. Baran was kinda new to the whole thing, Yolanda and Trinity had been out as lesbians practically their whole lives while she only figured out she was bi after her divorce.

Trinity squirms as the sunscreen gets rubbed on and pouts. "Done yet?" Baran smiles and puts a final touch on her nose and pressing a kiss there. "Thereee we go." Yolanda hops out and makes sure the cars locked before taking the goodies out her tote bag.

Trinity and her wore lesbian bandanas and Baran had a bisexual one. "Ready!" Trinity giggles and holds both their hands. They parked a block away from the event so there was a fairly short walk. Yolanda initially wanted to avoid parallel parking at all costs but they managed.

Trinity walks slightly ahead and starts rambling excitedly. She had regressed pretty young which meant she had a buttload of energy that was bound to run out by mid afternoon.

"Mama! Da! Move faster! Slow!"

Baran shakes her head and smiles. "Where do you think she puts all this energy?" Yolanda pops her gum and shrugs. "Enjoy it Baran, and she drank her water right?" Trinity had the bad habit of not drinking her water when she was supposed to, usually leading to dehydration spells and exhaustion.

Baran nods. "Three bottles, I was on-on top of it."

"Yeah I- Trin be patient!" Trinity had resorted to grabbing both their hands and dragging them towards the event. The music gets louder as they get closer to the parade. Trinity giggles and gets peppier as more people walk past. Couples, parents and kids, friend groups, she hadn't seen this many happy people in a while.

"Trin baby, stay by us okay?"

"But I wanna see!" Yolanda pats Trinity's head. "I know but there's a lot of people around and-" She turns around to took at Baran who's gazing around in pure awe. She's surprised to see her staring before she looks back down embarrassed.

"Um. Just don't wander off Trin, okay?" Trinity nods before leading them towards more of the event. She gets pins from a few people, a drag queen gives her a fan, and she gets facepaint of a unicorn in lesbian colors.

Baran follows behind while Trinity and Yolanda do all the activities. Yolanda only really notices when they get to the barricade to watch the parade.

"Baran?"

"B?"

"Baran!"

Baran snaps back in as Yolanda waves in front of her face. "Are you okay? Did you take your meds and everythi-"

"Yeah! Yeah it's not that, I'm fine I just-"

She glances at Trinity who had earplugs in due to the noise of the cars and the cheering. Yolanda tilts her head. "You've been kinda off since we got here."

Baran sighs out her nose and glances out at the parade. Specifically at the flags.

"I just- do I deserve to be here?"

"What?" Yolanda tilts her head. "What does that even-"

"I just mean-" She keeps her voice loud enough for Yolanda to hear her but quiet enough so Trinity doesn't. "I only just figured out who I am. Most of these people have probably known for what- their whole lives? High school? I-"

"Feels like I haven't had a lot of time, yknow?"

Yolanda clicks her tongue in thought before nudging her shoulder. "Know what I think?"

"Doesn't matter if you figured it out in high school, or college, or-" She gestures to the crowd. "What matters is that you're here, and you're happy."

Baran lets a few tears fall before she nods. "Besides," Yolanda continues, pushing her hair back. "I think it suits you." She pulls Baran into a quick kiss before turning around to hug Trinity.

"Da! Look! Dwag Queens!" Trinity waves her flag and yells as loud as she can to catch all the confetti in her hair.

Baran was left blushing after that. "Mama why are you red?"

"J-just t-the h-eat Trin, nothing to worry about." After the parade finishes Trinity sleepily starts walking back. It was around 4 now, past Trinity's naptime.

"Alright come on." Yolanda lets Trinity hop onto her back the rest of the way back. "Da, no tired." But they both know better. If they stayed out longer Trinity would end up napping on the sidewalk.

They make it back to the car and put Trinity in the back. She had somehow dozed off. Yolanda pops a pacifier in her mouth and closes the door before they start the drive to the house.

"Wish pride was every day, Yoli."

Yolanda smiles and pulls out into the road with a head nod.

"Then the world would be in perfect harmony."

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So when Robby had his fourth accident of the day , Jack knew he needed to intervene even if Robby protested.

Pumpkin, can come see daddy? Robby came running over, excited to see his daddy. Robby looked up at Jack with a soft smile and a soft giggle passing his lips. He sat on the floor facing Jack holding his peanut in a hand.

Hi my sweet boy , daddy wants to talk with you. You aren’t in any trouble my love, daddy just has something he wants to talk to you about.

Robby nodded , he bit his lip and Jack could see tears starting form.

Robby knew what the conversation was going to be about. He doesn’t want to have to wear diapers or pull ups , that’s so embarrassing. He should be able to know when he has to go potty, but his body hasn’t been telling him.

He even had one in his sleep which has never happened before. He felt so bad when his daddy woke him up because the bed was all wet. And then he had another accident after breakfast , and then another one in the afternoon and then he had a fourth one right before dinner. His daddy promised he wasn’t mad at him, maybe he changed his mind.

Peanut,Are you able to tell daddy why you keep having accidents? Jack asked softly, watching Robby to see how he was going to react.

N-no, was all Robby could muster up to say. Jack watched as Robby’s face broke and tears started streaming down his cheeks. I’m so sorry , Robby apologized once again , he feels so much guilt for what he has done even though he can’t control it when he is this small. Robby gripped his sweatpants , and avoided looking at his daddy. Peanut had been discarded onto the floor as Robby’s anxiety and shame worsened. Robby felt nauseous knowing how much of a problem he has been for Jack. He really shouldn’t be acting like this , Jack already has enough going on and now Robby needs more assistance. Robby ruined their sleep last night by having an accident, which took forever to clean up. Robby felt so bad , he even tried to help clean up but was too little to help much.

Sweetheart, I think- maybe , daddy thinks it would help you if we put you in diapers when you are this little, Jack hesitated to even bring this up. He had no idea how Robby was going to react. Robby has never outwardly disobeyed him nor has he refused anything he asks of him when he is regressed.

Robby hadn’t responded to Jack , though Robby had his face smushed into Jacks thighs. Robby just kept crying , he was so ashamed of himself , he couldn’t believe that he has let himself get so little and dependent on Jack. The decades he has had this headspace he did not once have problems with accidents. He never wanted it to get like this, he never wanted anyone knowing about this. This feels way too raw and vulnerable for Robby. Little Robby can sense the disgust inside himself, he can feel how disgusted and disappointed big Robby is with him.

Jack ran his fingers through Robby’s hair, trying to soothe Robby’s pain and nerves. I know that you are upset about this baby. I wouldn’t suggest it if I didn’t think it would help you feel better and safer. Baby boy , you’ve been having a lot of accidents lately. And I know when you are all alone it’s so hard because daddy isn’t there to help you. And daddy can’t always come home to help you. I know you try so hard to do this on your own , but daddy knows that you aren’t able to. Daddy knows you have accidents when he isn’t home , he knows you try so hard to hide it because of how embarrassed you are and how upset you are with yourself. Daddy isn’t upset with you or mad or disappointed, I just don’t want you to have to deal with this all alone. Robby’s sobs got louder , his grip on Jack tightening as he felt Jack start to move him. It’s ok baby , daddy is just going to bring you into his lap, Jack whispered in Robby’s ear. Robby let Jack grab him and pull him into his lap , Robby instantly hiding his face into jacks neck. Jack rubbed Robby’s back and placed kisses on his face and hair. Robby through broken sobs replied , I -i don’t want. Jack held Robby tighter and spoke to him softly, I know baby boy. But it’s something we have to do.

Robby kept sobbing, he doesn’t want to wear them. He doesn’t need them , he can just stay in an older headspace and make sure to go potty every hour.

I know you don’t want them but it’s not up for discussion baby. You’re going to have to start wearing them. Daddy just wants to keep you safe. Jack rocked Robby back and forth until Robby calmed down and was only sniffling.

Ok baby , let’s go to our room, Jack lead Robby down the hall. Jack watched as Robby tensed , he saw what was on the bed and tears began to pour down.

N-no daddy, Robby said as Jack inched him towards the bed. I’m sorry baby , you need them, Jack on the bed and pulled Robby to sit on his lap. Robby cried , his daddy is going to get upset with him if he doesn’t wear them but Robby does not want to wear them. He feels humiliated by this , the fact his daddy had to buy him these because he keeps peeing his pants.

Robby watched Jack open the box and pull out a brief with bluey on them. I got you some with your favourite characters on them. I know this is a lot baby, I know it’s making you uncomfortable and nervous. No one will know besides us peanut. This is your safe place , this is something special for you and daddy is here to help make the process easier. I know you are worried about what others will think about you and that you feel like you are bad because you need these. No one will be here when you wear them besides me , know one will know that when you are so small you wear them. Jack ran his fingers up and down Robby’s back , slipping his hands into the back of Robby’s shirt. Robby watched Jack as he brought the brief towards him, Robby just let himself regress more and let the fuzziness take over to where he couldn’t really comprehend what was going on.

Oh baby , let’s get one on you. Jack gently placed Robby onto his back. Robby watched his daddy with wide eyes and held his peanut tightly to his chest. Jack gently pulled down Robby’s pants and underwear , being as gentle as he can be with this process. Jack put the diaper on Robby, observing how the boy is handling it. Robby just watched quietly, not making any sounds.

All done baby , Jack said softly while pulling Robby’s sweatpants back on him. Jack knew that this whole situation was going to cause a lot of stress on his baby. Jack knew it was either going to be a whole melt down and Robby hiding or the stress of the situation would cause Robby to regress more.

Jack brought Robby back into his lap and held him close , rocking back and forth. Robby wasn’t paying attention to anything, he was zoning out and playing with his peanuts arms. Jack placed kisses all over Robby face and hair. I know this is a lot for you baby , I know.

Jack hates watching Robby struggle, he hates watching his baby’s heart break again and again. He hates that Robby had to regress so little so he wouldn’t have to bare the stress of having to wear his diaper.

Robby started to cry again , his grip tightening on Jack. M so bad , m so sorry, Robby sobbed. No baby ,not at all. You’re such a good boy for me , you’re just my little boy. It’s ok that you need these , daddy doesn’t mind helping you with them.

Jack had hid a soft bunny between the pillows because he knew this situation was going to take a toll on Robby. He reached behind him and grabbed the soft pink jellycat for Robby.

You’re daddy’s good boy , you’re just a baby and that’s ok. Daddy loves you so so much, Jack whispered ,gently bringing the plushie towards Robby’s cheek, rubbing the soft material to get Robby’s attention. Robby gently reached for the plushie , grabbing it and pulling it towards his chest.

Robby mumbled a quiet thank you, cuddling into his daddy’s arms. Robby cried quietly in Jacks arms , feeling nothing but shame towards himself. He doesn’t like not having control , he feels way too vulnerable in this state. He felt safe with his daddy, he knows his daddy just wants him to be safe and cared for.

Jack hummed softly , rocking back and forth. The room was nice and warm , Robby grew tired while being held. He could feel the soft fabric of his diaper , the soft fabric of his new pink bunny , and he could feel peanut against his cheek while snuggled close into his daddy’s neck.

This is what Robby craved growing up , a sense of security and safety that his grandma couldn’t provide. Robby feels that sense now with Jack. Jack hadn’t judged him once for all his needs in his regression. he never belittled him or made any off hand comments towards him. Jack was just there, willing to be supportive and help take care of him.

This was a whole new level of intimacy, this was a lot of vulnerability and innocence that Robby tried so hard to hide from .

He was so grateful for Jack.

When Robby used his brief for the first time , he hadn’t even noticed until Jack pulled him on to his lap. He didn’t feel all sticky or wet , which was better than having an accident all over the floor.

When Jack had mentioned needing to change his bum, Robby just started sobbing.

Oh baby, that’s what it’s meant for , you don’t have to be sad my love, Jack hushed , wiping Robby’s tears.

Robby felt so shameful after using it , he hadn’t even known he had to go , which just makes him feel even worse.

Robby mumbled out , m so so bad, and began crying even harder.

Jack ushered soft praises to him , leading him to their bedroom so he could change Robby into a clean and dry one. Robby held onto his bunny and peanut as he followed his daddy.

M so sorry daddy , Robby cried , looking up at his daddy with big sad eyes. Oh baby, you don’t have to apologize , you have been a good boy. You haven’t done anything wrong . You’re just my little baby.

Jack changed him , quickly and efficiently. He tried to distract Robby with his plushies , and giving him soft praises. Robby still sobbed throughout the process , he was just so disappointed in himself.

All done baby , you did so good, Jack said pressing kisses to Robby’s cheeks.

Why don’t we go and build a puzzle ? Would you like to do that with daddy? Jack suggested, watching to see how Robby’s eyes would light up at the word puzzle. Y-yes , Robby mumbled , sitting up on the bed and reaching for his daddy’s hand.

They made their way to the living room with the new puzzle Jack had brought Robby. Jack pushed the coffee table so both him and Robby could fit, he sat down and spread his legs wide enough for Robby to get in . Jack leaned against the couch as Robby leaned against his chest.

Jack opened the box and emptied the puzzle on the coffee table and set the box up so they could see what they were going to piece together. Jack turned on the tv , playing Sesame Street for Robby. He knows when it is too quiet Robby gets anxious.

Jack helped Robby build the boarders, you’re doing so good baby. Robby had his plushies sitting on his legs , playing with their fur. He would giggle quietly whenever he got the piece in the right spot , he would even get a kiss on the cheek from his daddy . Jack had placed Robby’s glasses on him after watching him squint to see , that’s better Huh baby?

Robby was so happy to build a puzzle with his daddy , that the last ordeal had left his mind. Jack loved to see Robby content and happy when feeling small.

I’ll be right back baby, I’m going to grab us a snack, Jack gently got up and assured Robby what he was doing. Robby nodded and watched his daddy while he was in the kitchen. He watched his daddy cut up fruit and put it into a bowl, grabbing napkins before walking back over to him.

Jack placed the bowl of fruit on the coffee table before sitting back into his original spot. Daddy got you some strawberries and apples to eat. Robby let go of his bunny , reaching into the bowl and grabbing some fruit. Robby looked back at his daddy to show him the strawberry he grabbed , go ahead baby.

Jack loves when Robby gets like this , so sweet and soft. He loves when Robby is so small he talks quietly to himself and shows jack everything for reassurance. Daddy look , Elmo , Robby hushed pointing to the tv. Jack chuckled , placing a kiss to Robby hair, I see that baby.

They had finished the puzzle and Robby was just finishing snacking on the fruit. All done, Robby whispered. Jack wiped all the juice off Robby’s face, placing a kiss on his pout.

Come lay with daddy on the couch, Jack stood up helping Robby up as well. Robby held both his plushies , and waited for his daddy to lay down on the couch. Jack reached his arm out pulling Robby into his chest , holding him close.

I love you daddy , Robby mumbled, looking up at his daddy with a soft smile.

I love you so much baby, Jack replied placing a soft kiss to Robby’s forehead

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within seconds, victoria has dissolved into tears. there’s water dripping off the table and forming a giant puddle on the floor. glass is everywhere and victoria wants to clean it up but she doesn’t know where the broom is and if she picks it up herself, her hands will be shredded by the time she’s done.

victoria hiccups, unable to catch her breath.

she’s never gotten in trouble with her mamas before. she’s never done anything bad like this. and now they’re going to come home and see how careless she is and they’re going to be so angry. they’ll never trust her again! or worse — they’ll stop wanting her altogether.

victoria’s sobs intensify. she looks back at trinity in her panic, but trinity is just staring at the mess. her skin is so pale and her eyes are so wide and she’s standing so still that it doesn’t even look like there’s a person inside of her.

“trin-ny,” victoria cries.

it seems to shake trinity back to earth. she flinches, scratches at her lips, and frowns. in real time, victoria can see the gears turning in her head.

“it’s okay, crash,” trinity says. her voice is so quiet but victoria doesn’t miss how it flips on the nickname. “just say i did it.”

“what?”

victoria hiccups again and messily wipes her snot on her sleeve.

“you’re not gonna get in trouble,” trinity says. her brow lowers with certainty as she looks at her friend. “just say i did it.”

victoria hesitates, unsure. trinity didn’t do it and she isn’t supposed to lie. she shouldn’t get yelled at for a mess she didn’t make. but as victoria slips her thumb into her mouth, still struggling to get a full breath into her lungs, she isn’t sure she’d be able to take it if cassie and dana started to hate her.

—

when the two return an hour later, victoria is sitting on the sofa with her knees pulled into her chest. her thumb is still firmly planted between her lips and dried tears stain her cheeks. beside her, trinity is standing guard. she breaths manually and counts intervals on her fingers to keep herself from spacing out too far.

“oh — what happened here?” cassie coos as she approaches. her eyes graze the mess and concern washes over her face. “did the vase fall?”

before either one can explain, she’s ushering trinity away from the glass.

“did you get hurt, trin?”

cassie makes quick work of checking trinity’s hands. she turns them over so she can see both sides, then helps her lift her feet to make sure she didn’t get any cuts on the soles. when she’s done, she does the same for victoria.

“you girls okay?” dana asks. she glances between the younger ones as she crouches down by the mess and begins to sweep the broken pieces into a dust pan.

victoria, with her eyes wide as ever, gives a silent nod. trinity takes it as a cue, and follows in her lead.

“i broke it,” she says. “i wanted to play ninja turtles and said we needed chairs for obstacles a- and so we got them from the kitchen and um, i bumped the table on accident. i’m…”

trinity sucks in a breath and holds it. “really sorry.”

her eyes are glued to the floor as she waits for a response. it’s always the hardest part, she knows. the waiting and the hoping.

“okay,” cassie says. she pauses and takes a breath. “thank you for being so honest with us, trinity.”

trinity chews the insides of her cheeks, confused.

“you two know the rules about moving the furniture around without permission, yeah?” dana asks.

trinity nods. furniture is never to be arranged without a caregiver to help.

“well, this is why we have them. it isn’t safe to carry big things around the house and we don’t want you guys getting hurt. we love ya — we don’t need any scrapes and bruises!”

trinity gives another nod.

“yeah… bad choice,” she murmurs. she shuffles on her feet with her eyes still stuck to the floor. “really sorry.”

“it’s okay,” cassie says. “i know it can be hard to tell the truth with these things so i want you to know, i’m really proud of you for being so honest. we both are.”

cassie’s voice is so soft. she rubs trinity’s arm as she speaks and gives a reassuring smile. it’s so warm and understanding and it isn’t at all what was supposed to happen. it isn’t what trinity scripted responses for, or spent her whole life tolerating. it doesn’t make sense.

something like panic or confusion begins to seep through her. it’s in her bones, all over her body, and trinity can’t help it — her frown is starting to wobble. blurry tears are filling her eyes now too and trinity doesn’t want to cry — she doesn’t need to cry. but these feelings are hitting stronger than she can prepare for and it’s becoming too much for her to handle.

all trinity wants to do is run.

“hey, it’s okay,” cassie tells her, giving her arm a little squeeze. “it was just an accident.”

“yeah, it’s no big deal,” dana affirms. she’s perched by the edge of the sofa, holding victoria’s hand. “as long as you’re okay and you know not to do it again, that’s all that matters. that vase wasn’t even $5 at a flea market -- we’ll just get another one.”

but the promise only makes it worse. a dam breaks — trinity isn’t sure where — and heavy sobs begin to pour out of her.

trinity collapses into cassie’s arms and cassie embraces her on instinct. she lowers them both to the ground and holds trinity in her lap while she cries — rubbing her back and telling her over and over again that it’s okay.

she isn’t in trouble. she isn’t bad. she didn’t do anything wrong.

trinity doesn’t respond to any of it. all she does is cling to the older woman — gripping the fabric of cassie’s shirt as tightly as she can. it’s as if she might dematerialize at any moment and trinity needs to be with her when it happens. maybe that way, trinity will go with her.

but cassie promises she won’t.

she isn’t going anywhere. she isn’t leaving. and trinity isn’t going to be alone.

in fact, she says. it’s quite the opposite. trinity is safe here. she is loved.

cassie repeats the affirmations while rubbing circles on trinity’s back until it all just sounds like word soup. and still, they stay on the floor together — cassie allowing to feel as much as she needs.

eventually, trinity is too exhausted to keep going. her wails fade into sniffles or quiet whimpers and her fingers somehow find their way into her mouth. a heavy head lulls into the crook of cassie’s neck and when cassie looks down, she sees sleepy eyelids fluttering shut.

only then, does cassie carry her into the guest room and climb into bed with her. trinity might insist otherwise, but cassie knows no good could come from her waking up alone.

—

the next morning, victoria feels bigger.

she heads downstairs to find dana or cassie — cringing when she walks by the end table in the living room. the thought of making trinity lie for her is now enough to make her stomach churn and even if things are different in this headspace, victoria knows she needs to fess up.

thankfully, dana is already in the kitchen when victoria enters — making a pot of coffee.

“hey kid,” she says, smiling at her girl. “why are you up so early?”

victoria shrugs. she pulls at her sleeves as unexpected anxiety washes over her, but manages to spit out her explanation. she talks about playing school and needing the chairs for the classroom, then explains how she panicked when she broke the vase and how trinity did too, just in her own trinity way. and then she says how trinity offered to cover for her.

victoria pauses — the moment freezing in her mind like a tv screen paused at the worst possible sight.

the same questions that kept her up half the night are rushing back over her and victoria doesn’t know what to do with them. so she allows herself to give them a voice.

why was trinity so set on taking the fall? why would she say it was her when she’d been so certain whoever did it would be punished?

it isn’t something dana can answer, though she has her suspicions. all she can say is that it’s something she’ll have to talk about with cassie about. and eventually, trinity too.

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He remembered being so scared to ask Jack , he was almost at the point where he just didn’t want to bother him.

He had made his way over to Jack who was sat at the dinner table going through his emails on the laptop. Robby had gently tapped Jacks shoulder. Hi peanut, what’s up? Robby hesitated to ask , kept biting his lip and avoided looking at his daddy. Robby had tears that started to form and his lip started to quiver. C-can daddy and Robby w-watch movie and popcorn please ?

Robby felt like such a bother but he really wanted to spend time with his daddy.

Jack was a little shocked and rightfully so because he never expected Robby to be so scared to ask him to spend time with him. Oh sweet heart , of course we can. There’s no need to cry baby, daddy is always happy to spend time with you.

Robby was waved with relief after hearing that Jack would spend time with him. Thought that did not last long , another wave of guilt swept through him. He shouldn’t be bugging Jack to hangout with him, especially because he is so little. It had taken a toll on him to muster up the courage to ask Jack to spend time with him. And it wasn’t like Jack didn’t already spend a lot of time with him when he is little especially when they have days off together. Daddy don’t have to , it’s ok if daddy doesn’t want to. Jack saw Robby’s face break and tears spilled out, he saw Robby’s little heart breaking at the worry of being a bother. I’m so sorry for bugging daddy, we don’t have to watch movie or popcorn.

Jack had to think quick, he couldn’t bare to watch Robby break. No no baby , daddy loves spending time with you. We can have popcorn and watch any movie you want. You could never be a bother to me sweet boy. Jack pulled Robby into his lap and wiped away his tears and comforted him and his worries. He placed soft kisses on Robby and held him close praising him on how brave he was to let him know that he had a suggestion for them to do.

It was just a few days later that Jack had turned down Robby not knowing he was little.

Robby hadn’t regressed yet that day until way later in the afternoon . Jack had told Robby the day before that he had plans to go play tennis with a few of his friends at 6 pm. Little Robby had not remembered that, he honestly completely forgot.

So when Robby had woken up from a nap, he had woken up little. He had fallen asleep on the couch , reading a book and had his glasses still on. He went to go and find Jack , he could hear rustling in the kitchen.

Robby had woken up in an older headspace, he had quite a bit more independence. He went to their room to use the bathroom. Robby was walking through their room and saw the puzzle Jack had bought for them to do.

He wondered if daddy would want to do the puzzle with him after dinner. Robby grabbed the box and went back to the living room.

Jack called Robby to the dinning room because dinner was ready. They don’t usually eat this early, but Jack had plans that evening.

Robby ate and listen to Jack talk about random things, he’d usually join in but the only thing on his mind was how he was going to ask Jack to build a puzzle with him later. Once Robby finished eating , he waited until Jack was almost finished to ask him. Do you think we can build the puzzle we bought the other day?

Not tonight , I have plans with some friends. Maybe another day? Jack didn’t use any pet names or say it a way he would typically use when he was talking to little Robby. He never talks to Robby like this when he regresses because without any reassurance and softness he worries quickly that he upset the other.

Oh, I’m sorry I forgot. Robby was quick to reply , standing up from the table and thanking Jack for dinner before starting the dishes. Maybe Jack couldn’t tell he was little? Or maybe Robby did really upset him?

Non-regressed Robby remembers how excited Jack was to finally be able to go and play tennis with his friends after weeks of their schedules not aligning.

Poor little Robby had forgotten about that and had to have Jack repeat himself again. He probably upset his daddy without meaning to.

Robby finished all the dishes , albeit was a struggle, but he didn’t want to upset Jack even more.

Michael, I’m heading out now ! I’ll send you a text when I’m on my way home. Jack didn’t wait for a reply and left, Jack was just excited to go and hangout with his friends. So excited that he missed signs of Robby being little.

Robby felt the rejection in his chest , it made him nauseous, so very nauseous. He could feel that the fuzziness was growing stronger and so did the cloudiness. He made his way back to their bedroom to get his stuff to shower. He needed to shower before he was too little to do it on his own.

Robby is better at handling his big emotions while regressed when he is in an older headspace. So when he finally regressed to his typical headspace the waterworks start. He wasn’t hysterical just quiet tears streaming down face.

He really really hopes his daddy isn’t upset with him for forgetting his plans and asking to build a puzzle. He saw the little peanut plush his daddy got for him a while ago and grabbed it from the bed, he placed his peanut in his hoodies pocket and headed to the living room where he left the puzzle.

The boy sat down on the floor , sitting close to the coffee table. The tv was playing but it wasn’t a show little him enjoyed but he could not figure out how to change the channel and did not want to mess it up. He pulled out the peanut from his pocket and placed it on the table. Robby spoke to his little peanut quietly, still scared to be caught playing. He told his peanut that he was scared that he upset his daddy, that he had been so bad. He sobbed to his peanut about how he was so ashamed of himself, that he was so worried Jack wouldn’t want to be with anymore because of how bad he is. He didn’t have any desire to build his puzzle anymore, he didn’t want to do anything. He just wanted his daddy to be home but he could never ask him to come home , he knows that Jack has probably been so excited to go out.

Robby heard his phone buzz from the kitchen, maybe that was daddy texting him he’d be home soon. Robby got up and walked to get his phone , hoping he was right about who texted him. It was Jack but , he was letting Robby know that they were going out for drinks and that he should not wait up for him.

Oh , his daddy isn’t coming home? Is he really upset with him like Robby worried? Robby sent a text back to Jack , just saying that he hopes he has fun. Robby feels even smaller after this, he was crying again , but he was sniffling and hiccuping. He grabbed his phone and walked back to the living room grabbing the puzzle and peanut plush.

The boy made it to the bedroom and put the puzzle with the others and placed his peanut on the bed. He had to get himself ready for bed , he couldn’t ask for any help anymore. He took everything his daddy did for granted, he was being so bad and now his daddy did not want him anymore. Robby brushed his teeth in the ensuit , trying his absolute best to not make a mess and do a good job. He made sure to go potty because he can’t have an accident. He really can’t have one, if Jack came home to an accident, he would be even more upset with Robby. The thought of Jack being even more angry with him made Robby sob even harder.

Robby made his way back to the bedroom , closing the curtains and turning off all the lights. He placed his phone on the nightstand, and grabbed his iPad before slipping into bed. He picked up his peanut , and slid into the bed and under the covers. He held his peanut close and turned on his iPad to watch a show. He put on Sesame Street , it was the first thing he saw pop up on the app. He tried to distract himself with the show and by playing with the soft felt on his peanut plushie.

It failed miserably, Robby just started crying again , he paused the show and deleted his watch history. He cannot be caught watching this, this show was meant for babies and he shouldn’t be watching it. He turned his iPad off and placed it under his phone. He laid on his side facing away from the door and held his peanut close.

Robby quietly spoke to his peanut, I think daddy hates me , It is too much work to help me. I think daddy doesn’t want me around anymore. That makes me really sad. Do you think daddy is going to come home? I really hope he comes back , I have to say sorry. What if daddy doesn’t forgive me? What if daddy thinks I’m disgusting? I’ve been such a bad boy , I don’t know why I keep being so bad. Peanut , I really really try to be a good boy but I just keep making big mistakes. Peanut , what if daddy takes you away and throws you out ?

Robby had to stop talking to his plushie,he just couldn’t stop crying. His sobs shook his body, at times he was gasping for air, he couldn’t calm down. He held onto the blankets tightly, trying anything to calm down, nothing was helping. The only thing on his mind was that his daddy hates him and that his peanut was going to go in the garbage. He felt so helpless waiting to see if his daddy would come home. He felt helpless not knowing what was going to happen.

Robby cried and cried until he had nothing left, his head was pounding and his throat was so sore. His face felt raw from all the salty tears, and he can taste the blood from his lips from bitting them to hold back sounds. He was hiccuping and sniffling now , he tried to be very quiet.

It felt like it had been forever and Robby couldn’t tell time in his current state, he had no idea how much time had passed. His poor peanut was soaked in tears , I’m so sorry peanut, I got you all wet. Now peanut probably hated him , peanut probably wouldn’t forgive him either. Robby just kept apologizing to peanut over and over again, all the guilt from his actions eating at him. Robby just couldn’t stop being bad , he didn’t know what else to do anymore. How could he apologize to his daddy for being so bad , how could he get his daddy to not hate him anymore , to forgive him and give him one more chance.

Robby fell asleep from pure exhaustion, it was honestly better for Robby because he could stop thinking about how much trouble he had caused.

He woke up to the sound of the bedroom door opening, he stiffened in the bed , trying his best to pretend he was still sleeping. He could hear Jack moving around and going into the bathroom. He heard the shower start , and the bathroom fan turn on.

Robby laid in bed trying to hold back any tears, trying his best to just fall back to sleep before Jack got into bed.

Robby got his wish to fall back asleep before Jack came back , thankfully avoiding any form of conversation. Robby could not deal with anymore rejection.

Robby woke up still little if not smaller than the night before. He quietly slipped out of bed and took peanut with him. He made sure to be as quiet as possible, he was able to get out of the room without waking up Jack.

Robby made his way to the bathroom near the other end of the house , he didn’t want to make too much noise and wake up Jack. He made sure to use the potty and brush his teeth with a spare tooth brush.

Robby really wanted something to drink after all the crying he had done last night. He had to be very careful and cautious, he can’t make a mess or too much noise. Robby made it into the kitchen and grabbed a glass from the cabinet . Walking over to the fridge to grab some juice. His daddy buys him juice for when he is little , he wonders if his daddy will buy it again after how bad he has been. He poured the juice into the glass carefully, trying his best to not spill it anywhere. It was going good until he lost his grip on the jug which led to the jug and glass falling on the floor causing a loud bang. The cup was just plastic but the juice spilt all over the kitchen floor. Oh no, Robby made a soft little gasp. He is going to be in so much trouble . He grabbed paper towel from the counter and dropped to his knees trying to clean up the mess he made. He was so frustrated with himself, it was such a simple task and he can’t even complete it. All he could hope for was that he would be able to clean the floor and that the loud bang wasn’t loud enough to wake up his daddy.

It was so sticky and he was using so many pieces of paper towel. He doesn’t think it woke up his daddy , his daddy must have come home late last night.

Robby remembered that if something was sticky you should use soap and water to clean it. He ran the the tap on hot and put soap in the floor , just a little bit. He wet a rag and got it super wet , and wiped the floor.

Robby had been crying during this entire process, he kept beating himself over another mistake. Robby gave up with getting him something to drink and walked over to the couch and sat down. He pulled out peanut , and sat peanut in front of him. Peanut? Do you think daddy hates me? I really hope he doesn’t, but I can’t blame him. I’m so bad , daddy probably thinks I’m gross. Peanut what do I do? Robby sobbed into his knees sobbed , trying to stay quiet.

Jack heard some commotion coming from the kitchen and made his way to the end of the hallway. He heard muffled mumbles coming from the living room. He stopped in his tracks when he heard robby talking. Peanut , i know daddy hates me. I’ve been so bad and causing so many problems. Daddy doesn’t know I’ve been having so many accidents, he’d be so upset if he knew. Peanut , you’re the only one who knows. I get so sad when it happens , I’m so bad. Daddy do way too much for me, I can’t let him do that. I should’ve never asked daddy to build the puzzle with me. I have to say sorry when daddy wakes up, maybe if I can try hard enough I can be bigger. Daddy will like it better if im bigger, maybe I’ll be a good boy then? Peanut daddy might not want me anymore, what will I do if daddy wants me to leave? That’s all Jack could hear before Robby started sobbing and heaving.

Jack was shocked, he had no idea Robby had been feeling this way. Jack knew Robby had abandonment issues regarding his mother, but he didn’t realize how far that trauma is imbedded in him. Jack felt so bad that he hadn’t picked up on all of Robby’s feelings, how little Robby had all of big Robby’s feelings. Robby is so good at hiding his feeling until they come crashing down, this must be it seeping into little Robby. Jack had figured Robby had separation anxiety when he regresses, whenever he is home and Robby is little , Robby never leaves his side ,Jack has to be in his field of view at almost all times.

Sweet Robby hasn’t said a word to Jack about how scared he is that Jack will leave him and how scared he is that Jack hates him.

Little Robby is so insecure and sensitive, Jack knew this but he had no idea to what extent it had gone to.

Jack was so sad that Robby thought he had to be bigger for him to like him . He was so sad that Robby thought he was bad. Robby is the sweetest little, he is so quiet , he is so gentle, so so soft, he is so precious. Robby hasn’t ever been bad , he never says no to Jack and only has to be told one time.

Jack’s heart breaks one final time, his poor peanut is having accidents every time he regresses. Robby is probably so little, he has no help when Jack isn’t there. His poor baby is most definitely scared and devastated when he has an accident.

Robby baby? Jack said when he walked into view. Robby gasped quietly and hid his peanut back into his pocket. H-hi daddy, I didn’t mean to wake you up.

Jack watched how scared Robby looked, he hated how scare Robby was. No peanut, daddy woke up and noticed you weren’t there. Jack slowly approached Robby, sitting beside him on the couch. Jack saw how red Robby’s eyes were, he saw Robby trying to stop himself from crying even more.

Baby, can you tell daddy what you were just talking about to peanut? Robby froze after hearing that, his daddy saw him talking to his peanut. He didn’t want to tell his daddy how bad he had been. Robby just started sobbing again, jack pulled him into his lap and helped him close.

I don’t want you to hate me, I’m so sorry for being so bad. Please don’t throw away peanut. Robby finally said something, he couldn’t look Jack in the eyes. Robby held onto Jack very tightly, he was scared his daddy is going to leave.

Baby , I don’t hate you, that could never happen. I mean never ever. Robby baby, it doesn’t matter what age you regress to , I love every version of you. Daddy promises he doesn’t mind one bit and loves to be there to help you. Peanut I never want you to feel like you need to hide from me because you are little or if you feel smaller than normal. Daddy will always help you if he can. I don’t want you to feel like you have to do this alone.

Jack gently rocked back and forth holding Robby in his lap , placing gentle kisses.

i shouldn’t be like this, Robby sobbed out, he honestly hated this headspace. He hated how he basically had no control over it , he hated that he needs help when he regresses. He didn’t want anyone else to know about this. He lives with disgust and distain towards himself. He shouldn’t be like this at his age. He thought he had been managing his issues properly, he thought he was coping better. It wasn’t always this difficult to control , it would only happen once in a blue moon. Now it’s so frequent he doesn’t know what to do.

He feels guilty that he enjoys the cloudiness and fuzziness that distorts his reality. It makes the dark haze that follows him around a little lighter and more manageable.

His headspace isn’t always enjoyable, 75% of the time it isn’t and he is crying and feeling all the guilt he could possibly ever feel. The only time he feels some what at peace when he is little, is when he is with Jack or he is so small that he was no recollection of what his reality is.

Robby wishes he could get rid of this , he wished there was another way to cope with his problems. He has been seeing a therapist but since then his regression has become more frequent , maybe it’s all the trauma being brought up and he regresses as a way of an outlet.

He’ll never accept that he has this form of coping mechanism, he knows it’s a trauma response , he knows that this was brought on by decades of trauma that he never confronted. He knows this has been happening for decades but he could never figure out what was happening until he asked questions.

Robby just wishes he could accept this , that he could accept help from Jack. He wants to be able to enjoy his regression, he wants to be able to play with toys , to colour, to be babied and coddled. He wants to swaddled and held closely like his mom used to do before she left him.

He knows if he just asks Jack , that he’ll have all of that. But he has way too much shame to ever ask that. He wasn’t even sure if he could ever accept that. He wants to accept it , he wants nothing more.

Jack held Robby as he sobbed loudly , he was crying so hard he was gasping for air and gagging. Jack just held him close and rocked him back and forth. Jack pressed kisses to Robby and whispered words to help ground him , to see if there was any way of calming him down. I know baby , I know it’s hard. I know you just want to be a good boy. Your daddy’s good little boy. You’re my sweet baby, I love you so much. Daddy loves taking care of you, I know it’s hard to let me. I know it’s so hard for you but you are being so brave for me. You are my brave boy, daddy loves you so much. You’re ok , you are safe with me. You’ll always be safe with me.

Robby calmed down once exhaustion hit , he was down to hiccups and sniffles. He had his face tucked into Jacks neck and hugging him tightly.

Daddy, so sorry, Robby said quietly. Jack immediately told him there was no need to apologize. Jack rubbed Robby’s back and placed a few kisses on Robby’s neck. Jack could tell Robby had regressed even more , Robby looked smaller and more vulnerable. This was a version of Robby only he got to see , an innocent version of Robby. This was his little boy , his little baby, this was something he had to protect. Peanut? Did you want something to drink ? Jack offered, Robby didn’t reply. Jack noticed he was sucking on his fingers. Robby was just so little , so little for Jack. Come baby , let’s go to the kitchen. Jack gently stood Robby up and followed him while using his crutch. Jack had to guide Robby to the kitchen, the boy not leaving him. Jack got him some juice , he didn’t mention the huge dent or that the floor was still sticky. Jack helped guide the juice to Robby’s mouth. He didn’t mention that Robby dribbled juice down his sweatshirt.

Baby boy? Will you come cuddle with daddy ? It’s still early my love and you sure look sleepy. My baby is just so sleepy. Jack kissed Robby’s face and wiped the juice off.

Robby again did not reply , he didn’t really acknowledge what was going on but he easily followed Jack closely to the bedroom.

Come sweet boy, come lay down with me. Let’s go night night for a little bit and then we can have something to eat.

Jack gently got Robby into bed before he got in. He brought Robby to his chest, and getting Robby to bring his leg over his and tangle each other together.

Baby , is peanut still in your pocket? Let’s take peanut out. Jack reached into Robby’s pocket and pulled out the plushy. Robby giggled when Jack showed him peanut. Jack pretended that peanut was giving Robby kisses which earned him hearing Robby giggling and seeing a softer side of him. How gentle Robby was , how his giggles were so soft and light. Robby’s eyes were so wide and full of curiosity and innocence. This was his special Robby , his sweet baby , his little boy.

Jack handed Robby his little peanut plush , he watched as a huge smile spread across his face. You’re so happy to see peanut aren’t you? So cute.

Robby blushed and hid his face in jacks chest and mumbling something that was not coherent.

Jack rubbed Robby’s back and played with his hair , easing him into sleep. Robby had no energy to fight sleep and drifted off.

Jack knew he was going to have to talk to Robby once he was no longer regressed. He wants to get Robby a few things for his regression. He knows Robby won’t want anything, but it won’t be true. He can tell Robby craves to play and he can just tell Robby wants to have his own toys.

Jack will maybe even try to introduce pull ups or diapers for Robby to help avoid the accidents, especially after hearing Robby has them frequently. He knows that one will be a fight , but he can’t have Robby constantly having accidents.

He wants Robby to be able to participate in his regression and not just hold back. Robby deserves to have this safe place. Maybe he’ll get Robby a colouring book to start with crayons, and maybe a new plushie or two. Something small to start, maybe even a very soft pair of pjs for him when he is little, something that brings him security. Jack would do whatever he had to to help Robby accept his regression, it doesn’t matter how long it takes either , he’ll be there every step of the way.

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My sweet Robby 💔💔

I think I’m going to make this 10 parts ? I have a couple more ideas I want to write.

I tried a different style of dialogue, idk if this is better ? Please let me know which style you prefer!

I lowkey projected onto Robby just a wee bit🫩

Hope this was ok!!!

Please if you have any ideas of what you’d like to see from little Robby , please let me know I’m open to a lot of ideas 🙂

Let me know if you’d liked to be tag in future parts !

Honey 🩵

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Previous parts :

Baran who held Trinity the first night she was regressed with the older woman.

Baran who was always okay with holding Trinity's hand, or simply just being physically present with the girl.

Baran who when Trinity was trying to fight off a temper tantrum said that “It's okay to be loud, yell, cry, it's okay I'm here for you no matter how big your emotions might be, I'm here to help”

So when Trinity was regressed to around 4 and her mama was on a phone call for a while in the other room Trinity started to miss her, so when she finally came back into the living room Trinity ran up to her hugging her without thinking but before Baran could hug her little girl back Trinity pushes herself away looking down at the floor

“Sowy” the little one mumbles

“Sorry? Baby you haven't done anything to be sorry for” Baran says gently as she keels down taking her girls hand and rubbing her fingers over Trinity's knuckles “do you wanna tell mama why you said sorry?”

“C-cause m’ hugs bad” the girl says sniffing as she holds on tightly to her mamas hand

“What!? No hon, no. I love your hugs so, so much. Their not bad at all who ever told you that was very wrong.” The older woman says as she reaches out and tilts her bays head up making sure Trinity is making eye contact.

“You welly like m’ hugs?” Trinity asks suspiciously not fully trusting that her mama is telling the truth.

That's when Baran smiles and pulls her baby into a hug “Yes, their my favorite things in the world. I love when you hug me and I get to hug you back. Feeling you in my arms squeezing tight it makes me so happy to hold you. Please never hide yourself from me, I love every bit of you” she says while holding Trinity tightly and soon just like when she was younger Trinity gives her mama and big hug back.

This is my first time writing in 3rd person, normally I write in 1st person but I decided to try something new

Samira slams the keyboard down on the desk making the nurses around her jump.

"Hey!" Dana lectures. "We don't abuse the computers!" Samira just groans. "Sorry, Sorry, I- rough day."

"We all have rough days Samira, except we leave it at the door, got it?" The end of shift was coming up, and she was dying to leave. Emery was supposed to come over but the day was leaving her angrier than she wanted to admit. The second it hits 7, she's up and logging out.

She beelines over to the lockers and grabs her duffle bag to change into lounge clothes; Emery's hoodie and sweatpants. When she's out of the bathroom, she runs into Emery who's also getting ready to head out.

"Hey Mir, ready? Both have off tomorrow so we can stay up late." Samira looks down and sighs. "Yeah-that's fine."

Emery tilts her head. "Fine? You were so excited when we talked this morning, what's up?" Samira's eyes dim. She didn't want to bother Emery with everything. It was better to keep her emotions and regression bottled up after the day she'd had.

She trudges to the car and Emery stops her when she's halfway. "Hey, talk to me, what is it?"

"You've been moping since we stepped out."

"It's nothing, Em drop it."

"I'm not dropping it when you're obviously upset."

"I'M NOT UPSET!"

Samira shuts her mouth and looks down. Now here she was, yelling at the one person who actually cared about her. This was it. She couldn't deal with her shit right now.

Emery looks at her, stunned. Samira never yelled. She didn't exactly know how to be nurturing. She makes a mental note on asking Yolanda later on what she does with Trinity.

"Mira, I-"

She guides her over to a curb to sit on in the parking lot before taking the spot next to her. They sit in silence for a few minutes.

"Look I-"

"I'm sorry Em-"

They both smile until Emery wipes Samira's face. "You first." Samira looks down at her lap tugging the strings of her sweatpants nervously. "I had a bad day." She says in a small voice. The regression was slipping through and Emery could see it so clearly. Samira regressed older than Trinity, Emery noticed. More like 12-13 instead of 5-8 like Trin.

Samira's prepared for Emery to call her pathetic or 'not enough' but she just scoots closer putting a hand on her leg. "Mmm? How so?"

"Got yelled at by a patient."

That activates something primal in Emery and she looks about ready to march back in there until she takes a few breaths. "What happened ahuva?"

Samira lets her tears fall and puts a head on her shoulder. "Emmy I was so- scary- Ahmad had to step in- cause I wasn't go fast enough-"

"Shhhh..."

"It's okay hun. You go at the pace that feels right, don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

"But they call me Slo-Mo."

"...What."

"This joke Robby and some other doctor's started. But I-"

Emery mutters something under her breath. "Let's go to the car, okay? Before I end up back in there beating Robby's ass."

The ride home was enjoyable. Emery held Samira's hand as they drove to the apartment. Even planting a few kisses at every stop light. She parks at Samira's apartment complex and they head inside.

"You shower first." Emery instructs. "I'll get dinner started." Samira nods and heads to her room to the bathroom. The one bedroom apartment sometimes got cramped, but it was all the salary could afford so she managed.

When she gets out Emery had started boiling water for pasta and chopping up veggies.

"Emmy?" Samira tilts her head. "I kn-know you hate stories b-but."

"When did I say I hated stories?" Emery throws the pasta in and turns around to lean over the bar counter.

"When you watched Trin, she said you didn't read her a book." Emery's eyes go wide and she giggles. She puts a hand over Samira's. "I do not hate stories Mira. It's just when Trinity picks a book from the bookshelf, 9 times out of 10 it's something from before this century."

"And I love the girl but do I really want to read Wuthering Heights before bedtime?" Samira snorts into her hand and giggles.

"Now what do you wanna read tonight."

After dinner, (seafood pasta, Mira's favorite) they cuddle into bed and Emery scrolls on her phone to pick a book. "How about tomorrow we hit up Barnes and Nobles? Grab you a few things so I don't have to read off my phone?"

Samira nods eagerly as Emery picks something. "Is the Last Unicorn alright?"

"Can we watch the movie after?" Emery smiles and traces shapes on her thigh. "If you still have some energy than maybe." She plants a kiss on her head and clears her throat.

"You know I'm not as good a reader as Yolanda so don't compl-"

"Just start!" Samira playfully smacks her.

"Okay, okay."

As she reads Samira starts slowly dozing off. She barely gets to page 2 before Samira is knocked out. She decides to finish the paragraph before turning off the lamp.

"Stay where you are poor beast! This is no world for you. Stay in your forest and keep your trees green, and your friends protected. And good luck to you,"

She kisses Samira's cheek as gently as she could as to not wake her.

"For you are the last."

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