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Hellooooo I'm a little new to agere fandoms and I'm still sorta testing the waters, debating making a sideblog, but anyway I like your phm agere stuff. Could I possibly request some little eva stratt headcanons? Caregiver grace maybe? Idk!! Thank you 😊
Eva Stratt Agere Headcanons ⛴️
I also snuck some regressor Grace in here, but it’s mentioned and not the focus :)
CW: light angst, responsibly consumed alcohol mention, a little bit of dissociation implied if you squint.
★ I think Stratt is the opposite of Grace when it comes to her regression. Grace’s regression slowly builds up until he drops—usually when he’s really stressed, scared, hurt, or angry. Eva is able to ignore it completely, focusing on tasks at hands and telling herself that she just needs to work a little harder. She’s really, really good at it. Her tells are hard to notice if they exist at all.
★ Stratt only regresses when the storm calms and it’s safe to do so. Once the adrenaline wears off, she can’t hold it back any longer and it stresses her out.
★ Eva’s biggest tell is her absence. Contrary to what some believe about her, she cares about the others on the task force. She’s usually there at post-work meetings where they drink, do karaoke, and otherwise hangout. She might not be the loudest person in the room, but she happily engages with the others and sometimes gets dragged over to where they’re playing monopoly (they trust her to be the bank because Yao swears Ilyukhina is stealing cash). Grace always looks forward to seeing her face and sharing a beer with her, even if she’s sitting at the bar doing work instead of relaxing.
★ So when Stratt isn’t there on a Friday night like she has dozens of nights before, Ryland goes to look for her. She’s not in her office, the meeting room, or the lab. He eventually tracks down her quarters from Carl under the excuse he needed a signature (which Carl saw right through, mind you). He takes a deep breath, prays this isn’t going to get him fired or sent to space, and knocks on her door. No answer—it’s 6 pm, she definitely isn’t asleep. He’s seen her up well into the hours of the night.
He slowly opens the door to find Stratt sat cross legged on the ground, stuffed animal and folded touch screen laptop in her lap.. She’s bent forward while typing in a position that makes Grace’s lower back weep. One hand is tapping on the screen while the other scratches the little plush’s ears.
Oh.
Oh!
“Stratt?” He whispers, and she snaps her head up like a deer caught in headlights. He can’t see much of her face, but the illumination from her laptop highlights her terrified eyes and the heavy, dark bags that sit below them.
She doesn’t say anything, just freezes. Her grip on the plush gets impossibly tighter, like Grace is going to take it from her.
“I’m coming in, okay?” It’s phrased like a question—it’s not. She doesn’t move as he enters the room and the lights automatically come on—God, she hasn’t moved in at least 10 minutes, hunched over her laptop like that. His converse pad softly on the carpet as he makes his way over and kneels in front of her.
He knows that this probably a dumb idea—he’s breaking in to his boss’ room, if you can call it that. HR (if they even had one) was going to have a field day if this didn’t go the way he thinks it will. This could be a number of things—a PTSD episode, dissociation, just something she does with no logic or reason behind it. Grace, ever the observant scientist, has a little bit of an idea.
Grace’s hand slowly reaches out to where Eva’s is gripping the plush and laptop like they’ll turn sentient and run away. She flinches back like she’s been burnt and makes a small, panicked sound. The wave of sound hits his heart and squeezes tight.
“Hey, none of that,” Grace whispers and reaches into his coat pocket and pulls out a little bear keychain. It’s his own worry stone, keeping the fuzzy part of his brain grounded when things started to get big and loud and scary. “Me too, see?”
A small hum leaves her and the hand clutching the laptop reaches out for the bear instead. Shaking, she takes two fingers and pets over the soft fur. The way her blue eyes crinkle is contagious and Grace beams.
“You too,” she breathes, the tension leaving her body with the relief of being known. Something like this is much too big of a secret to keep when you’re so small.
★ They learn a lot about each other really quickly after that. Neither of them have ever met someone like them before! Their regression was always something shameful and hidden, but now there was someone who got it!
★ Grace has never been on the caregiver side of things, but he finds it easy to settle into the role. To anyone else, they’ve just become really good friends! To them, checking in on the other or bringing them a snack serves as a lifeline.
★ She almost immediately confesses that she prefers to be called Eva when she was small (and that it’s a quick way to bring her regression forward). Everyone who was big called her Stratt when they wanted to talk about the scary things outside. Eva was safe from that and free to be herself. Sometimes she gets really sad when she’s small and thinks about people saying she’s mean :(
★ At first he thinks that Eva regression to around teenage years, but he quickly figures out that’s a front. She so desperately tries to fight it off because what if someone needs her? Sure the work is done for *today,* but tomorrow is just around the corner! Grace being there to talk softly, watch a movie, or just sit in silence for a bit helps her settle down to around 8. Sometimes when she’s really stressed from the project, she acts even smaller.
★ Big, big fan of parallel play. She likes to be comfortable around her caregiver and she plays games on her computer while he’s reading a book.
★ One of her favorite things to do while small are puzzles! Grace is expecting the 200 piece ones he prefers when small, but Eva is pulling out a 4000 piece puzzle onto the coffee table in her office and announcing she’s free all weekend. Sometimes they both have their own headphones with music on and other times they put a movie on as they work.
★ Nights when Eva is small are fun, but the days are his favorite. He gets to have a little shadow for the day—dressing her up in a lab coat, gloves, and goggles so she can hang out in the lab. She likes to scoot around on the swivel chairs and watch Grace work and explain everything to her. Most of the time it’s not really going into her brain, she just likes to hear him talk :)
look at her. four sauces big
tiny grace and simon being looked after by adrian and rocky, but there’s a lot more downs than there are ups. both of their regressions are a way to finally let all of those scary feelings out :(
feeding grace or giving him medicine means lots of sobbing. he runs and hides and rocky can’t get him to come out of wherever he’s shoved himself into. when he or adrian have to force him out when it’s genuinely unsafe and grace could get hurt, he cries and hits.
simon settles in more and more everyday, but there’s still more bad days than good ones. he goes days without taking a bath, has a really sensitive tummy, and is quick to throw things when scared. he doesn’t want to be mean, things are just big and he doesn’t understand in that headspace
they have each other though. grace makes bath time more fun (he has to show simon all the cool bath toys rocky made) and they all get into one cuddle pile at night.
neither of them have to be alone anymore.
Both little guys are so traumatized and it REALLY shows when they're regressed because they're mind finally feels safe enough to not keep the barriers up!
Tiny Grace is VERY vocal about his upsets, he doesn't like the medicine, he doesn't like that he feels like he's back on earth and he's gonna be put back to long sleep! He'll hide, he'll throw, he definitely makes it known when he's scared! Grace is more comfortable with expressing his feelings around Rocky n' Adrian!
Simon? Ooh he is different...eerily so the first few regression times. Simon goes back to his cult days, he lets the pokes and medicine happen, he lets them manipulate his body to check on his stub and other injuries. He does it all with a tight jaw and eyes swimming with tears.
Sons of Eden don't cry, Sons of Eden let things happen, it's what was expected of them.
It's the bath that finally cracks Simon💔 it's a nice bathtub (the Eridian's looked at lots of home items while building the dome) with the perfect temperature.
But Simon stands there, body trembling and he RUNS. He flees the house but then he's met with the *larger body of water* and the poor boy just breaks😭😭 he's sobbing, grabbing/clawing at his side until he's drawing blood and not convinced by words/tones that the tub is safe!
He doesn't mean to shove, he doesn't mean to yell, he really really doesn't and he's so SO sorry ;^;
Thankfully, both Grace and Simon are able to soothe one another, two little boys soothed by knowing there's someone else there that understands aaa💖
It doesn't let me just post the file so here's the clip I guess
Silly caregivers when their regressor needs tiny time
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I feel like what happened before getting sent off has baby Grace very concerned with how gentle he’s going to be handled by his carers. He always checks in before they do anything.
Adrian leans in to tie a bib around his neck before feeding time? A very frightened Grace asking “gentle?” to which Adrian confirms “yes yes yes. Always gentle.”
Rocky helping change him? “Gentle?” Grace asks before laying down on the mat. “Gentle gentle gentle. Example,” Rocky confirms, touching his leg lightly to show the pressure he is going to use.
It’s just a routine that any time his carers interact with him physically, he asks “gentle?” even when he’s not afraid anymore and has gotten used to being cared for by Adrian and Rocky, then he starts saying “gentle”, as more of a reassurance to himself that yes, they will be gentle with him ❤️
!!!! 😭😭💖
Gentle gentle gentle! It's what baby Grace needs, he needs to be reassured that all touch and actions are from gentle and secure intentions!
Rocky and Adrian don't mind in the slightest to reassure Grace that they will be gentle 💖 They know Grace has fears and trauma's that stem from his last hours on earth and they don't want Erid to have those some feelings for Grace!! They want their little hatchling to feel safe on this planet!!
So whenever Grace ask "gentle?" they always respond and show how gentle they will be♡ Even if he ask hundreds of time, even if it's a task they've do everytime Grace is tiny, they will always reassure him and show him that they will be gentle with him💖
🥺🥺 gentle becoming tiny Grace's way of saying "I trust you two, I know you two will never harm me, you two are my gentle" waaaaa
Carer who has to keep censoring themselves.
Lost a video game?
“Oh motherfuuuuuDGER FUDGER!!” When they realize their little one is looking at them with wide eyes.
Stubbed their toe?
“Son of a biiiiSCUIT!!”
Because they’re tiny just wandered in with their blankie in hand.
And little one who thinks it’s so funny and bursts into a fit of giggles everytime!
what stuff do you build in games n stuff :ooo
no clue why i have no photos of my actual sims builds but! big into minecraft :) ignore that the saloon is under siege by @em0goose
If there's one thing I'll do about a Ryan Gosling character is I'll regress that mf.
do yall think Little!Grace plays peekaboo with Rocky using his quilt (he thinks hes so funny when rocky pretends to be surprised where he's "disappeared" to)
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Middle stratt snuggled up in bed with graces stuffies so they aren't alone
Oh my goodness 😭
angsty vers: it's a little after Hail Mary has launched and Stratt is in that limbo area between still being director and war criminal. The others can see it in her eyes, how she moves so listlessly around the facility...she's lost without Grace. That was her second...her buddy, the only one who understood her regression 😭
The others don't say anything when they see her go into Grace's room. Maybe she's just going in to clear things up before everyone non essential goes home. But in reality, Stratt locks the door behind her and just flops onto the bed, face pressed against the sheets as one hand shakily reaches over, her fingers rubbing the well-loved fabric of one of Grace's stuffed toys.
She lifts her head slightly as she toes her shoes off and fully curls up on the bed. She gathers the stuffies close to her chest, ensuring all of them are getting proper hugs, knowing they'll never get their Grace-y hugs again....and neither will Stratt 😭😭
Less angsty: Grace coming back to his room after a long meeting off site and finding Stratt curled up on his bed, his teddy clutched in her arms. The bed dips as Grace sits on it.
"Hey kiddo, making sure Bearington is getting his daily hug quota?"
"You were supposed to come back this morning," Stratt mumbles, her voice muffled behind the fabric.
Grace nods, his hand now rubbing her upper back, "I know, I know. But you know how those silly scientist are, always gotta have the last say and when you have ten of us in one room? Well it...takes a while for us to get all our final says in," he pauses, "but I'm here now though, yeah?"
Stratt huffs lightly, rolling herself to face Grace, letting herself lean into his touch.
"I guess. You still should have come back earlier."
Grace chuckles, Stratt even when smaller would never vocally say she missed him. So he just ruffles her hair.
"Tell you what. To make up for my tardiness, you can finish telling me what Firestar was doing in the latest chapter and I won't even interject with my dumb questions."
Stratt lifts her body up, sitting on the bed, teddy bear still held in her arms.
"Deal."
regressor grace crying 11.9 light years away from earth because his stuffed animals aren’t with him. not because he needs them, but because they’re alone with no one to kiss them goodnight. what if they fall off where he last placed them on his bed and no one picks them back up? it’s scary and lonely on the floor :(
Has someone done this already? 😭 Little!Ryland Grace paci icons <3
Stratt that definitely knows Grace is an age regressor so in his duffel she packs him a little toy and a teether of sorts. Grace opens it sees the toy and the teether and is like wuh??? Are these. From my kid or something??? Then he gets a flashback to definitely not being his big age playing with things in Stratt's office and he's like OH.
we’re on the same wavelength with itty grace oh my gosh. i think he gets super emotional and uses his regression as a safe place for that. him getting grumpy, throwing things, and talking back because its safe to do so. his caregiver will just wait as he lets it out before telling him that it’s okay to have big emotions and none of them are “bad.” it can be mean when he shoves or throws something, but being upset isn’t a scary emotion or say anything about him as a person :(
i love the idea of rocky and adrian as a caregiver duo for grace!! rocky is the one who is letting grace have one-too-many sugary snacks before bed time and adrian is the cg who is “stricter.” grace loves to hang out in adrian’s lab and help with experiments. in rocky’s workshop, he has his own set of xenonite and (duller) tools for him to make his own stuff :]
i need to hold him so bad
-@caregivertime , agere tumblr acclaimed co-ceo of little ryland grace
Aaaaaa!!!!!
"Sometimes are emotions get reallllly big and feels like they're squeezing our head and heart and it's okay to show and express those feelings buddy! But, lets think of some other ways we can show we aren't happy so that our body and place stays safe,yeah?"
(Aka Grace having one of those lil cool down corners. A place with a wobbly seat, sensory timers and things he can safely throw. Because his carer wants Grace to know he's allowed to feel all his emotions they just want him to be safe when doing so!!💖)
And !!!! Yes oh my goodness 😭 Rocky has known Grace a loooot longer so he's gotten a lot more relaxed when it comes to taking care of tiny Grace! Adrian on the other hand is still learning about humans, learning about Grace, so they muuuuch more strict!
Like, Rocky will be standing there, watching Grace climb the tree recently placed in the dome and Adrian is rapidly tapping their arms, "!!! Grace come down, that's not safe!!"
And Rocky is there like, " :) he's fine, humans are very good at climbing despite only having two arms! Grace has only fallen twice."
"Twice??" With a trill that Adrian only ever uses when they're very concerned-
"Uh oh. Graaace come down before Adrian comes up." xD
Oooh Grace loves getting to watch Adrian work, hearing their chirps and harmonic tones as they share details of their latest projects/experiments (and he gets to help!! By being good and playing with his own science set and discussing with Adrian♡)
And oh my goodness 😭😭 Grace safe xenonite tools aaaaa he gets to make his own things right alongside Rocky! Of course Grace's are lopsides and he's burnt himself several time but, he grins and babbles happily when he is able to gift his little creations of Rocky n' Adrian 😭💖💖💖
Thank you ceo in our time of need you grace us with Grace 💖💖💖💖💖
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10000% based off this fanart on twittter!
Grace never being a fan of needles or bloodwork or anything of the sort!
Tiny Grace is even worse with them
Imagine Stratt wanting everyone that's close to the project to do some routine lab work, just to ensure everyone is on their a-game !
Except now it's Grace's turn. He's seated on the chair, making very awkward small talk with the nurse as they're manipulating his arms and poking at the flesh.
Grace knaws on his lower lip, trying very hard to be a brave boy. The nurse pauses with the needle in their hand.
"Dr. Grace? Are you alright, you're looking a bit pale. This wasn’t a fasting test,you did eat beforehand yes?"
Grace stiffly nods.
"Two energy drinks and a single piece of non-buttered toast doesn't count."
It's Stratt. She's leaned against the door to the clinic.
The nurse is a bit surprised, "Oh! Ms. Stratt, was there something you need?"
Stratt gestures with her chin, "has Dr. Grace completed his blood work?"
"Not yet, we were just about to though," the nurse says as they turned back to Grace, fingers back to prodding his skin, "hmm, you've got some pretty tiny viens but I think I found one," they say before grabbing the antiseptic wipe.
Grace shudders when he feels the cold swipe to his skin. His heart racing, trying to look anywhere else. But all he could see were full vials and biohazard bins....yucky and scary!
"Okay Dr. Grace one, two three, little poke!"
Grace doesn't mean to but he cries, wanting to yank his arm away but, is stopped when a hand weighs on his other shoulder.
He looks over with blurred vision.
It's Stratt. She was standing beside him, touching his shoulder.
"Be still, it will go quicker," Stratt says before looking to the nurse, "continue, he's ready."
The nurse nods, their tone softening slightly, "okay buddy, it's going to be a little itty-bitty poke, can you take a deep breath for me?"
Grace tearfully nods as he gasp for a watery breath.
"Through your nose, Grace, breath through your nose, it will regulate your breathing faster.
Grace slowly but surely is able to breathe normally, taking a deep tummy breath.
"There we go, okay, one, two, three," the nurse says but this time actually inserting the needle
Grace inhales sharply. His head starts to turn towards the nurse.
"No," Stratt says, "eyes over here, don't look there," Stratt instructs.
Grace turns his head back fully to Stratt. His eyes glistening with unshead tears. He didn't like this, needles were yucky and hurt! But, having Stratt beside him...made it a bit more bearable.
"Annnd there we go! All done!" The nurse cheerfully says as the reach to the side to grab some gauze and tape.
"Good. Now, come alone Dr. Grace, I need updates on the astrophage's interactions with flourine."
Grace blinks but nods, sliding out of the chair and following behind.
His head tilts when they start down the hallways.
"Th-the lab is the other way."
Stratt nods, "yes. But we're getting you orange juice before you pass out."
"With the cool bendy straws?"
"...yes."
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