My 18+ NSFW Side Blog

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January 2025 is kicking my ass.

I have a new job which is great. I'm behind on money which is not. My mother had an urgent medical scare which has left her impaired.

My meds were all jacked up for a bit so I'm waiting for my anxiety to even out.

I'm trying my best but it doesn't feel like it's nearly enough and I'm worried I'm not going to have a place to live.

It feels like every time things settle down they kick back off again.

So, I need help. I'm doing commissions, SFW, NSFW doesn't matter.

My shops (Gumroad and Cubebrush) are also going to be 50% off. For anything that requires a code the code will be HELPINGHANDS

Right now full price would be preferable but I'm willing to go as low as 50% off my current prices.

Here are examples of my work.

Current prices are listed in this journal below:

Icons - $15 each or $8 each

PngTuber - $50+ (Default is 2 frames) or $25+

Pixel Art and Animation - Starting price is anywhere from $5-25. This varies a lot based on size, animation etc.

Digital Sketches, Inks, Full Color Images - $50+ or $25+

Digital Paintings - $80+ or $50+ (Digital paintings take a lot of time and can be complicated which is why their default is not 50% off)

Having a lot of fun streaming

Finally took a vacation from work.

Toshinori and I are doing well

Making friends

My favorite YouTubers are all hanging out and doing new things

Discovering new things I like.

Getting new glasses

Bad news that's happening in my life

Oops more organ failure

Only 4 people consistently watch my streams

Twitter sucks and I don't know how to network

I haven't slept more than 4 hours a night in a month

My PC is imploding and was literally smoking the other day and now I'm trying to get the guts replaced and I'm only at $30/$400

Work is only getting worse and the grocery store I'm legally bound to is in the news a lot lately because it keeps getting shittier

Haha I can't even describe how much pain my own guts are in lol even right now I can't imagine moving it feels like I'm being stabbed

Literally hoping I die whenever my brain isn't completely engrossed in video game or reading

One of my dogs has bone cancer and another has to take heart medication now because of a genetic disorder. He's 4.

I'm not kidding about the organ failure I'm no longer digesting water adequately and stress has caused my ulcers to basically chain react and there's bleeding happening in bad places.

So uh. Yeah not doing well can't wait to figure out how I get out of this. The answer is I probably won't. But I mean I'm trying. Hoping I can start streaming better someday so I can be chronically ill without being a monetary inconvenience.

But not all hope is lost. I'm running a donation drive and doing funny things for people who donate. For example: for $50 I'll plow the Nuzlocke run I've been streaming into the fucking sun LIVE so you can watch me suffer. For $20 I'll read a lewd fanfic excerpt of your choice live with my voice actor voices. Also for $20 I'll be your Goth girlfriend for an entire stream. If you donate and join my discord server you get access to NSFW content.

Idk, donate if you feel like it. I'm tired and just kinda realized I haven't said anything here for a while and wanted to update people.

I don't expect anyone to donate but tbh my mental health would skyrocket if I could afford computer parts and be able to stream decent games again, because I'm desperately attempting to make it my job so I can have a job that isn't causing organ failure due to stress.

I have fun "amount donated" rewards that I do on stream on days my computer works.

$5 - improv singing no music just voice

$10 - feet pics(?)

$20 - Goth GF moment where I use a femme model (pictured below under cut)

$20 - request lewd fanfic reading

$50 - I will lose my Nuzlocke/Inscryption run on purpose

$400 - face reveal on twitter

Here's a link to give directly to the fund for the motherboard and processor. I'm covering the other ~$40 myself for shipping and anything else over 400.