•°Wes°•

•°My name is Wes (Wesley) I'm 14, I'm genderfluid and I'm pansexual.°•

I love art and DIY. I'm an anarchist, feminist, and environmentalist.

I love tragedies, philosophy, apocalypse themed things, photography, video games, anime, etc.

I listen to Chevelle, Flaw, Story Of the Year, Mejibray, Plastic Tree, Jiluka, Stray kids, Hum, Panchiko, and lots more because I have a pretty open music taste.

I love Resident Evil games (especially biohazard - I love Ethan), Life is Strange, Apex Legends, No I'm Not a Human, Telltales The Walking Dead, Silent Hill, Red dead Redemption, Danganronpa and more.

I'm a big fashion nerd though I don't like to limit myself down to any labels. I dye/ bleach/ cut my hair all the time.

I love movies such as Mysterious Skin, Archies Final Project, SLC punk, All Quiet on The Western Front, The Perks Of Being a Wallflower, and many more.

I enjoy shows such as The Walking Dead, Jojos Bizarre Adventure, Dr Stone, Rwby, The Summer Hikaru Died, Pantheon, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtlers, The Amazing World of Gumball, and much more.

I've noticed recently how sexualized Jaune is within the RWBY fandom. Jaune Arc is one of my favorite characters within RWBY but is constantly sexualized. Whenever I look him up for fan art or fanfictions there will be some small gems, but other than that It's him in a bikini making out with any member from team JNPR or RWBY. In almost every fanfiction that he is included in there is some sort of sexual activities done to him. I think this is mostly because he's only one of the guys out of the two, since the show focuses on mainly the two teams. (Ofc there's more characters and teams included but you know what I mean.) Yes, Ren is the only other guy, but when he is included in those fanfictions, he's usually a gender bend so it can focus on Jaune having a harem of women. Looking up the character normally on google doesn't even do him justice anymore. I just want to have an interesting fanfiction of what could possibly be the inner dialogue of the events in the show, or even a normal cute ship fanfiction of him and Pyrrha.

This does include, homophobia, transphobia, etc. - (this is around the beginning of June)

-Background Information-

For background information I am pansexual and gender fluid. I came out to my mom as only pansexual because I felt like she would be more accepting as she has made it clear that she is completely transphobic. Recently around this time she was telling me that I could tell her anything and that she loves me no matter what. My entire family is right wing, homophobic, transphobic, and so many things on top.

I stayed up all night watching those videos of people coming out to their families and most being accepted. I imagined how freeing it would be to do it myself. I texted my mom and asked her to visit soon. After my birthday party I brought my mom downstairs to hold onto a kitten (my cat had kittens a month or two before.) I sat down and told her to hold one while I had one in my lap. I said, "mom I'm gay" and she gave me a mix of a disgusted and confused expression. I corrected myself and said, "well not exactly gay, I'm pansexual which means I don't consider gender as a factor in who I like." She sighed and closed her eyes before looking down and i threw in something to see how she would react. "I also have a crush on ----- who is a trans female." and she looks me dead in the eyes and goes "So a boy pretending to be a girl?" and I didn't exactly know how to respond. I tell her that's all i needed and I get up before she says, "I'll keep this a secret, and we will be talking about this later." So, I nodded and kind of ignored it before returning to my friends.

-last week-

I was hanging out with my mom in our living room area and showing her some Vkei music. She says that after seeing all the band members she understands why I'm gay because all the boys look like girls and all the girls look like boys. I pay it no mind and keep showing her a few more before she says my name to grab my attention. I look over and she says, "I looked into what pan means... Wes that isn't you, that's pure evil." I sigh inside and wait for her to pull up the meaning of it. She pulls up all meanings over time and shows me then oldest one and then explains what the prefix pan- means. I explain to her that I don't mean it like that and that I'm probably just bi or something! (I am pan) I say these things to appease her and she says "yes I know because you know what I'm going to say.. there's only 2 genders so you can only like those 2." I just nod to hopefully get past the topic and move on and she drops it finally.

-overall-

The movie was really good! I enjoyed the plot of the movie and the twists involved. There was only really 3 jump scares and I wasn't very scared during those jump scares except for one. (I'll explain further down.) Though I could see what would usually happen next, there were some small twists that I didn't anticipate and caught me off guard.

(Spoilers Ahead)

The only jump scare that made me scream, was when she busted the window and grabbed Sarahs head. (Though I am an antsy person that gets jump scared easily.) I did scream and then ended up poking my eye and screamed again lol.

Warnings -

For background I just joined Tumblr with some pressure from my friend. Before posting something to this "finding mutuals/ friends" community that my friend was In, I thought "Hmm I wonder how long it'll take for me to embarrass myself." Oh buddy you're about to find out..

I wrote this whole intro about me and posted it in there and then get the idea "hmm I'm lazy so I'm just gonna paste it into an intro for my account." So I paste it and fix a few things and then post it only to realize I posted it back into the community page...