Nirvanna the band the show ruined my life

Close up on Matt giving Jay a secret message

the way matt flinches and cowers away from jay while he's yelling at and physically crowding him is something that can really be so personal. like look at his face! he genuinely believes he's about to be hit. if I were jay I would simply allow him to be jealous and crash out at me without grabbing or shoving at him but to each their own I guess

Anything That Moves 1996 issue #10 cover

hmm

peanuts is the red sauce that makes me go crazy

MJ: And I will say- maybe this is a good note to end on. When we started Nirvana the Band, it was the three of us. And I cannot, it's going to be difficult for me to explain how meaningless and unpopular it was. And we made it for three years. And it's all we did, all we did was make that stupid show and it ended somewhat acrimoniously and we never got anything out of it. It was only a couple people in Toronto who even knew what it was and we loved it and maybe a hundred people, uh realistically, maybe a thousand people worldwide saw it and liked it. And if you have an idea for something that you want to do and you're like, ah, nobody likes this, this sucks, you never know. Because, I really do mean it, we thought we had failed. Really. And it was years later that we got the chance to make the TV show, and if we're being honest even that was a failure. Like, we loved it, and we know the people here loved that show, but, like, nobody cared. It was only with this very homogenized, G-rated movie that we've made that now people are paying attention. And so, take that for yourselves and your own fruitless, ridiculous dreams that you're like, "Well, everybody hates this, I'm a moron." You don't know. Maybe a time machine at one point will bring new relevance to this stuff you're wasting your time with now. Thank you everybody. Goodnight. Goodbye.