idea: scene with two characters eagerly stripping each other clearly about to bone, but they keep getting interrupted by finding carefully concealed weapons in each otherâs clothing, so they keep just unholstering, revealing and unstrapping increasingly ludicrous amounts of hidden guns and knives as the clothes come off, and itâs lowkey killing the mood a little
Alternatively: it's not killing the mood at all but it's totally making both of them giggle like they're twelve and possibly get lowkey competitive in a subconscious way about who has the most to drop.
The more that I think of it the more I'm seeing the incredible intimacy of letting someone know where you keep your backup knife.
Like my god, the trust involved in letting someone undress you and learn your secrets instead of popping into the bathroom to change where they can't see and hiding all your weapons under the sink
Itâs not that thereâs already a bunch of weapons hidden underneath the sink that makes it awkward so much as that thereâs so many weapons hidden underneath the sink that they fall out of the cabinet with the unmistakable sound of a knife-alanche, and then the other person comes in like âI can explain!â and youâre just dead-ass standing there with your own armload of weapons like âI can also explain.â
Married version is shoving your hand in your partnerâs clothes when youâre out of weapons because you KNOW where their spare is. Or wearing a weapon in a spot you canât draw from yourself because its now spare storage for your spouseâs weapons.
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Happy pride month everyone always remember that the sinkhole has an ecosystem large enough to house not only insects but likely several species of small birds or mammals
âBecause the truth is, tech doesnât have an image problem. It doesnât have a message problem. It has an intention problem. Whatâs wrong with the axe murderer who broke into my house is not that he hasnât successfully persuaded me to buy into his narrative. Whatâs wrong is that heâs trying to kill me with an axe. Similarly, when you launch a product thatâs designed to put millions of people out of work, block access to sources of verifiable truth, replace human creativity with slop, and lower the barriers to every sort of atrocity, the problem isnât that you havenât told the public a good story about those things. The problem is that you are trying to do them.â
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After I suspected a climate connection to tooth decay, I conducted systematic saliva pH testing across my patient population and documented
agricultural workers in punjab who have to labor in 45°C (113°F) plus heat are losing their teeth as their bodies prioritise cooling through respiration and minimise saliva production.
㨠SYNOPSIS: Six years after the worldwide collapse, the 141 survives on discipline and trade. Then a routine deal puts you right in front of themâcollared, bruised, and eerily composed. They drive away. They try not to think about it. They fail.
.á CW: 18+ | zombie apocalypse au; dystopia; anarchy; slow burn; found family; eventual romance; violence; mutual pining; military/medical inaccuracies; horror/gore; smut; implied/referenced noncon/rape/abuse; hurt/comfort; angst; no use of Y/N; other tags to be added
⤡ [ ⨠MASTERLIST ]
Nine days pass.
They don't talk about you.
They talk about the fence, the ammunition count, the antibiotic rationing schedule, the weather turning colder. They talk about the south perimeter where the fallen oak breached the wire last week and Soap's been patching it with scrap metal and profanity.
They talk about the infectedâmore shamblers drifting through the valley, drawn south by something nobody can explain, maybe weather, maybe instinct, maybe the random drift of things that used to be people following roads they walked when they were alive.
They don't talk about Ashworth.
They don't talk about the brothel or the red light or the girls. They don't talk about Grayson's blood on the concrete or the sound his face made when Danny's fist connected. They don't talk about the leash or the collar or the bruises or the way you adjusted the straps of your dress with the mechanical precision of someone reassembling a weapon.
They don't talk about the map.
Price folded it eventually. Put it in the drawer with the other mapsâthe supply routes, the scavenging zones, the approaches to settlements they've traded with and ones they've avoided. It sits in the drawer with its scribbled walls and guard positions, and Price doesn't take it out, and nobody mentions that the drawer doesn't close properly anymore because the map is getting too thick for the space.
Soap builds.
He reinforces the south wire with car panels stripped from wrecks on the A49, bolted together with salvaged hardware and sealed with tar. It holds against shamblersâthe slow ones push against it, lose interest, drift away. But it wouldn't hold against a horde, and it wouldn't hold against the fast ones, and everyone knows it.
Gaz reads.
He's found a battered copy of something in the root cellarâa paperback, water-damaged, the cover gone. He reads it in the evenings by lamplight, turning pages carefully, and nobody asks what it is because Gaz's reading is private the way Ghost's silence is private and Soap's lighter is private and Price's tea is private. The small territories of self they've preserved inside the shared space.
Ghost cleans his weapons. Runs the perimeter at dawn and dusk. Eats alone. Sleeps in the balaclava. The routine of a man who has compressed his existence into functionâintake, maintenance, patrol, repeat.
Price makes watered down tea. Drinks it without grimacing. Makes more.
Nine days.
Soap's tripwire goes off at 3 AM on the tenth night.
The blast isn't bigâit's not meant to be. It's a noisemaker, a deterrent charge packed with gravel and nails, designed to shred anything that crosses the south perimeter wire and wake the house in the process. The sound cracks through the hills like a whip, scattering birds from the treeline, and within four seconds all four of them are up.
They move in the dark with a fluency that doesn't require thought or words.
Price takes the stairs with his sidearm drawn. Gaz covers the kitchen entrance, rifle up, cheek to stock. Soap is already at the second-floor window with binoculars, scanning the south field.
Ghost is at the door.
He doesn't remember getting there. One moment he was on his cot, the next he's pressed against the doorframe with his Sig in a two-handed grip, balaclava already onâbecause Ghost sleeps in the balaclava, has for years, and if anyone in this house finds that strange, they've long since stopped mentioning it.
"Contact south," Soap reports. His voice is flat, professional, the manic energy compressed into mission focus. "Fourâno, five. Infected. Standard shamblers. One's down from the tripwire. Others are still movinâ."
"Distance?" Price, from the bottom of the stairs.
"Aboot sixty metres. Movinâ slow. They've hit the wire but they're pushinâ through."
"Suppressed weapons only. Kyle, east window. Johnny, stay on glass. Simon, with me."
They clear the infected in under two minutes.
Five of themâwhat used to be people, months or years dead, reanimated into the stumbling, rotting machinery of hunger that passes for existence in the post-collapse world. These are standard. Slow, decayed, drawn by sound or scent or whatever broken signal still fires in the remnants of their brains. Not the fast ones; the unpredictable mutations. Just the rank and file of the dead, wandering the countryside like bad weather.
Price puts two down with headshots from the porchâclean, quiet, the suppressor coughing twice in the dark. Ghost takes the remaining two at close range when they stumble through the gap in the wire. His combat knife, not his gun. Faster. Quieter. He steps into the space between them with a precision that looks almost gentleâa hand on the jaw, the blade through the temple, the controlled lowering of the bodyâand then they're down, and his blade is dark with sticky rot, and he's wiping it on the grass without expression.
The fifthâthe one the tripwire caughtâis still alive. Technically. It's missing most of its lower half, dragging itself forward through the mud with its arms, jaw working. A woman, once. You can tell by the remnants of a dress, floral, sun-bleached to grey. Her long hair is still attached in patches.
Price stands over her. Looks at her for a moment that's one beat too longâlong enough for Soap to notice from the window, long enough for the moment to acquire weight. Then the suppressor coughs a third time and it's done.
"South wire's fucked," Soap announces, coming down the stairs. He's got the binoculars around his neck and a grim set to his jaw. "The oak came down further than I thought. Took out about eight metres of fencing."
"Can you repair it?"
"With what?" he counters, laughing humorlessly, "We're out of razor wire. Used the last of it on the east approach two months ago. The scrap panels'll hold for shamblers but anythinâ fasterâ" He shakes his head. "One good push and they're through."
Price pinches the bridge of his nose. He's standing in the dark in his boots and a T-shirt, sidearm still in hand, and for a moment he looks every one of his forty-eight years.
"Options."
"We improvise. Car panels, more scrap. But it won't hold against a horde or fast ones. For that, we need proper wire. Razor or concertina."
"And where exactly do we find that?"
The silence that follows has a shape. It has a name. Nobody says it.
But Soap does.
"Ashworth's got a whole bloody warehouse of the stuff. Saw it on the last run. Stacked up near the east gate. Rolls and rolls of it, just sittin' there."
"No." Price's voice is immediate. Final.
"Priceâ"
"We were there nine days ago. We don't go back this soon. It looks desperate. It is desperate. Holt will smell it and the price goes up."
"So we offer something." It comes out more heated than Soap meant to.
Price exhales through his nose, jaw set underneath his beard. "We've got nothing to offer, Johnny. The engine was our leverage for six months. We're spent."
"We've got the medical supplies we just traded for," Gaz says quietly from the kitchen doorway.
Everyone looks at him. He's got his rifle in one hand and the ruined paperback in the other, a floss stick in the corner of his mouth, and he looks like a man who's been thinking about something for nine days and has only just found the shape of it.
"I'm not saying I like it. But we're trading amoxicillin for razor wire, and we need the wire more than we need antibiotics right now. One breach like tonight but bigger and there's nothing left to medicate."
Price stares at him. Gaz holds the look, chewing on the floss stick.
"He is right," Ghost agrees.
Three words. Delivered from the porch where he's cleaning his knife with methodical strokes, the dead laid out behind him in the mud. He doesn't elaborate. He doesn't need to to put more weight on his statement.
Price looks out at the south fieldâfive bodies in the darkness and the broken fence line gaping like a missing tooth.
"We go in daylight," he decides. "Tomorrow. Quick and clean. No extended negotiation, no sitting in his bloody throne room. We make the offer at the gate, take the wire, and leave."
"He won't deal at the gate," Soap remarks. "You know he won't. He'll want us inside. He'll want the fuckinâ show."
Price knows. The muscle in his jaw ticks.
"Then we keep it short."
They don't keep it short.
Holt is delighted. The sight of Price's truck pulling up to the gates ten days after a major tradeâa thing that has never happened in three years of dealingâlights him up like a child on Christmas morning. He meets them at the gate personally, stumped hand waving, that grin locked in place.
"Captain! Back so soon? Miss me already, aye?"
"We need razor wire," Price says flatly. He doesn't get out of the truck. "Six rolls, concertina preferred. We'll trade antibiotics."
"Razor wire." Holt rocks on his heels, nodding slowly. "Now what would you need razor wire for, John? Trouble at home?"
"Six rolls. Fifteen units of amoxicillin."
"Fifteen?" Holt barks a laugh. "Mate, I just sold you those. What's the point of trading if you're just going to trade them back?" He leans on the truck door, bringing his face level with Price's. Close enough that the stale vodka and cigarettes hit like a wall. "Something spooked ya. Something hit your lot's perimeter. Am I right?"
Price says nothing, which is an answer itself.
"Tell you what." Holt straightens up, adjusts his leather jacket over the wifebeater heâs wearing this time. "Come inside. Have a drink. We'll work something out."
"The gate's fine, Dean."
"The gate's not where I do business." The grin sharpens. Not a request. "You know that."
Price looks at him for a long beat. Then he kills the engine.
"One hour."
The throne room is different today.
The energy's shiftedâless theatrical, more casual. Fewer men lounging around. Holt's in what appears to be a good mood, which is worse than a bad mood because a good mood means he wants to play. Grayson's blood has been cleaned from the floor, but its residue seems caked in, dried between joints and cracks in the concrete.
Or perhaps it's from someone else entirely.
And you're already there.
You're sitting at the desk in the corner when the 141 walks in. The collar is on, but the leash isn'tâa sign of a functional day, a day where you've been given tasks.
There are papers spread in front of youâhand-drawn inventories, lists of supplies, a crude map of the compound's water system. You're working. A pencil in your hand, your hair pulled back from your face in a knot, your brow furrowed in concentration.
You look up when the door opens.
And Gaz catches itâthe tiny flicker. The split-second rearrangement of your face from concentration to blankness, the shutters coming down so fast it's like watching a house lock itself. But not before he also clocks what was underneath: focus. Intelligence. A woman in the middle of solving a problem who has just been reminded that she's not allowed to be a person.
Your eyes move over the four of them. Price. Gaz. Soap.
Ghost.
You linger on Ghost for a fraction longer than the others. Then you look back at your papers like nothing out of the ordinary happened.
"Sugar!" Holt spreads his arms. "We've got guests. Get up, come say hello! You remember Captain Price and his loyal monks."
You stand. Smooth your clothesâthe sweater, the jeans. No dress today, no performance outfit. Your tattoos are still visible. The ink running from shoulder to wrist where you've pushed the sleeves up. The smaller scattered ones peek from the neckline, the forearm. Each a fragment of a life that had time for art.
You walk to Holt's side. Stand where he expects you. He puts his arm around your shoulders without looking at you, the gesture so automatic it might as well be muscle memory.
"Look at this," he says to Price, gesturing at the desk you just left. "I've got her doing inventory now. Managing the water system. She reorganised the whole medical supply in a weekâBriggs nearly cried. The little cunt." He squeezes your shoulder, laughing with delight. "Didn't I tell you she was smart? Best thing I ever acquired."
Acquired. Gaz's fingers tighten on his rifle strap.
"Razor wire, Dean," Price reminds him; his voice still unperturbed flat. "Six rolls."
"God, you're boring." Holt drops onto his sofa, pulling you with him. You fold into the positionâtucked against his side, legs together, hands in your lap. The choreography of captivity. "Sit. Drink. We'll talk about your damn wire."
They don't sit. They stand. The same formation as beforeâPrice forward, Ghost right, Gaz left, Soap at the back with his zippo going again, click-snap, click-snap.
Holt talks. He talks about the wire, about its price, about the amoxicillin and whether it's still sealed or whether Price has skimmed some for himself. He talks about Ledbury Cross againâcloser now, more concrete, scouts already sent. He talks about a convoy he's expecting from the coast.
And then something happens that none of them expect.
One of Holt's men crashes through the back door. Dannyâbreathing hard, blood on his forearm, face tight with something that's too close to fear for a man his size.
"Boss." His voice is clipped. "Problem at the east wall. Six fast ones. Carter's down."
The room changes. Holt's expression shiftsâthe showman dropping away, the pragmatist underneath surfacing. Fast ones. The mutations. Not shamblers but the kind that runs, that climbs, that screams once and then comes at you in silence with the speed and coordination of something that still remembers how to hunt.
"How many?"
"Six confirmed. Maybe more in the treeline."
Holt stands. You stand with him, automatic, but he pushes you back down onto the sofa with one hand.
"Don't move," he orders. Not to youâto Price. Then he's gone, Danny and two others with him, the door slamming behind them.
Silence.
The room empties with startling speedâHolt's remaining men following the crisis, pulling weapons, heading for the east wall. Shouts from outside. A gunshot, then two more. The flat crack of a rifle. Someone screamingânot the infected, a person, the sound cutting off mid-breath in a way that means it's too late for whoever was making it.
And suddenly it's the four of them and you.
In a room. Alone.
Nobody moves. The sounds of the fight outside filter through the steel wallsâmuffled, chaotic. More gunfire. Another scream.
You sit on Holt's sofa with your hands in your lap. The collar sits against your throat. Your face is blankâthe practised blankness, the architecture of compliance.
But your eyes are moving. Door. Window. Hallway. The four soldiers, their positions, their weapons.
Soap takes a half-step forward. Price's hand comes upâwaitâand Soap stops, vibrating.
Ghost looks at you.
You look at Ghost.
And in the quiet between gunshots, with Holt's compound erupting into chaos outside, you speak.
Not to Price. Not to the group. To the man in the mask, because something in your survival instinctâthe part of you that has been mapping rooms and testing knots and counting guard rotations for a hundred and one daysâtells you that he is the one who will hear what you're actually saying.
"The west wall." Your voice is low, fast, stripped of everything but information. The accent is thereânot quite British, the consonants sharper than anything truly born on this island. "Drainage channel. The steel is rusted through from the inside. There's a gap behind the generator housing. Big enough for a person."
Your eyes are wide. Bright with adrenaline, every survival mechanism you have firing at once.
"The guard rotation has a four-minute window at 2 AM. South patrol to east. The dogs kennel on the north side and they don't release them until the alarm sounds."
You're giving them everything. Every piece of intelligence you've gathered in a hundred and one days of captivity, delivered in a voice that shakesânow it shakes, now that it matters, now that the architecture is cracking because for the first time in three months there is someone in this room who might actually use it.
"He keeps the key on the desk in my room. By the window. When he sleepsâ"
Footsteps in the corridor. Voices. Holt's men returning.
Your mouth closes. The blankness drops over your face like a visor. Your hands go still in your lap. By the time the door opens and two of Holt's men push back into the room, you are sitting exactly as you were. Ornament. Pet. Sugar.
The only thing different is your breathing, which is slightly too fast, and your wrists, where your nails have pressed half-moons into the rope burns.
Soap stares at Price.
Price stares at the wall.
Ghost stares at you.
Holt comes back twenty minutes later, wired and grinning, blood on his jacket that isn't his. Four fast ones dead, one escaped into the countryside. Carter didn't make it. Neither did a woman from the outskirts who was in the wrong place.
"Nasty fuckers," he says cheerfully, dropping onto the sofa beside you. His hand finds your knee. He smells like cordite, sweat and adrenaline. "Getting worse out there. More of the fast ones every month. You lot seeing that?"
"Occasionally," Price answers but his voice betrays nothing.
"Another reason to work together, Captain." Holt wipes his face with his stumped hand. "Strength in numbers. Speaking ofâ" He looks at you. At the papers on the desk. "Sugar here's been mapping the mutation patterns. Haven't you, darling? Tell them."
You speak. Measured. Clinical. The information filtered through the performance of obedience.
"The fast ones cluster near urban centres. They avoid open farmland during daylight. Higher activity at dusk and dawn. Barometric pressure seems to affect their movementâlow pressure increases aggression."
Your eyes don't move to Ghost. Don't move to anyone. You deliver it looking at the floor, the way Holt has taught you to deliver informationâhead down, voice steady, a resource being deployed.
"See?" Holt beams. "Smartest thing in the compound. Worth her weight in gold, this one."
"The wire, Dean," Price urges. "Six rolls. Fifteen units of amoxicillin."
Holt studies him. The grin fades to something more calculating.
"Ten rolls," Holt counters sharply. "Twenty units. And you come back to fix my east wall. Proper jobâyour Scotsman knows demolitions, so he knows construction. I want it reinforced. Soon as you can manage."
Price doesn't hesitate. "Done."
Soap blinks. Gaz looks at Price. Ghost doesn't react.
That was too fast. Price never agrees too fast. Price haggles, Price negotiates, Price makes the other man feel like he's won while taking exactly what he wants. Agreeing immediately to a return tripâa trip that puts them back inside Ashworth within daysâ
Unless that's exactly what Price wants.
Holt notices too. His eyes narrow, just slightly. Then the grin comes back, because the deal is good and Dean Holt never questions a deal that favours him.
"Pleasure doing business, Captain." He extends his stumped hand. Price takes it without hesitating, holding the other manâs gaze. "And think about what I saidâstrength in numbers."
They load the wire. Ten rolls of concertina, gleaming dull silver in the grey afternoon light. Soap ties them down with more care than they need, his hands working the straps while his mind works something else entirely.
At the truck, Price pauses. Looks back at the compound. At the building where you're being walked inside, Holt's hand on the small of your back, the collar just visible above the neckline of the sweater.
He gets in the truck.
The drive home is quiet until it isn't.
"She gave us the whole compound," Gaz says tentatively, like he still canât believe it, leaning forward between the front seats. "The wall, the gap, the rotation, the dogs, the key. In thirty seconds. She's been planning this for months."
"She's been planninâ an escape she can't execute alone," Ghost remarks. "Different thing."
"Same intelligence. Same application." Gaz looks at Price. "She handed us a tactical blueprint, Captain. On a plate."
"I heard her, Kyle."
"So?"
Price drives. The road unspools. Green hills, dead traffic lights, the carcasses of a world that stopped.
"So, we go back," Price says. "Soon. He's not going to sit on a breached east wall with fast ones in the treelineâhe wants it fixed yesterday."
"And?"
Price looks in the rearview mirror and meets Ghost's tawny eyes.
Heartwarming story: Little girl doesnât have to do anything to fund her dadâs surgery because his expenses are covered by his countryâs universal healthcare.
Human determination: Man bikes 18 miles to work every morning because he wants to and not because he canât afford a car and would be fired if heâs late.
Spirit of Brotherhood: Neighbors host housewarming party for elderly resident who doesnât need help in paying rent because his pension is more than enough.
SO INSPIRING: Local middle school students bake dozens of cupcakes because their home economics class is doing a baking unit. Their school is fully funded with everything they need.
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its so awkward when people ask me why i dropped out and i have to be like "inadequate disability support" bc no one wants to hear this. they're always like i thought they had to provide that though isn't it the law? girl you might want to sit down i have some bad news about the litigation-based enforcement of the americans with disabilities act
then if i do say that theyre like, couldnt you sue? well theoretically maybe but not without spending more money than i have and putting myself through absolute hell. so no. no i can't.