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@the-mind-eclectic
Hey folks.
I'm a little shy to figure this shit out on my main but I think I may be plural. Right now I don't want to go by any name here and just they/them is fine.
I'm super unsure and honestly any help would be much appreciated.
^_^
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so... we may have made something.
have YOU ever thought like this?????? i know WE hate the current plural diagnostics!!!! so! WE MADE OUR OWN!!!!!!!
it's 50 questions long, you can receive a total of 55 points!
*Due to how Google Forms is built, your "System Percentage" is shown as your amount of correct answers. Plural systems typically get a score
we are not doctors, do not take your result as medical advice.
feel free to reblog with your result!
Please read this reblog if you have a concern about the nature of the questions!!
feels odd to just fucking...decide the people in my head are real and that I'm a system
but also idk I'm tired of talking myself in circles
might as well if that identity helps me??
Plural Experiences Ask Game
I keep seeing people say that they wish the plural community would focus less on labels and slapfighting and more on the experience of living as plural, so I decided to make an ask game about it. All systems welcome to participate as long as you respect the spirit of the post and don't drag discourse onto it. Feel free to copy and paste this wherever with or without credit, a bunch of these questions were lifted from other places anyway.
I tried to pick or at least phrase questions to be as inclusive as possible, but I've almost certainly missed things - plurality is diverse and my system only experiences a small corner of it. I encourage people to make their own ask games!
🌱 (seedling) - How did you discover you were plural?
💐 (bouquet) - What analogy would you use to describe your system to a curious stranger?
🌸 (cherry blossom) - What things were major influences upon your system? (e.g. life events both positive and negative; meaningful media; other identities)
🌻 (sunflower) - If you can communicate internally, what is that like? If you can't communicate internally, do you have other methods for communicating with each other?
🍁 (maple leaf) - If you can switch, what is that like? If you can't switch, is it something that you're interested in?
🪴 (potted plant) - If you have a headspace, what is that like? If you don't have a headspace, where do system members normally hang out?
🍂 (fallen leaves) - Do you experience yourselves as individuals, as parts of a whole, or some secret other thing?
🌴 (palm tree) - Is there anything that you do to spend time together?
🌿 (herb) - What tools, if any, do you use to navigate life as a plural system?
🌲 (evergreen tree) - What kinds of relationships (familial, romantic, platonic, etc) exist between members of the system?
🌵 (cactus) - Do system members have disagreements with each other? How do you resolve them, if so?
🌺 (hibiscus) - Is there a "common" plural experience that you don't experience?
🌾 (sheaf of rice) - What does your average day look like? How does plurality intersect with it?
🎍 (kadomatsu) - Do you decorate your space or keep mementos of/for yourself and other system members? (e.g. perfumes, clothes for specific people, art, jewelry)
🍎 (apple) - What advice would you give to a singlet looking to be an ally?
🍀 (four leaf clover) - What advice would you give to a newly selves-discovered system?
🌹 (rose) - Is plurality, overall, a net positive or a negative for you? (Or neither?) If given the opportunity to become singlet (whether through fusion or everyone getting their own body), would you take it?
I’d be happy to answer any of these! Just send me an ask :)
gem fusion (not the act but the combined gem) reminds me of plurality and what it's like being plural kind of. AAAAAND SEND POST!
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as I think on it more and more, my crew do seem to be somewhat distinct. I’m in my mid-late teens but one is definitely a 13 year old boy (my younger self) and the other is a 30ish? woman.
Weird as hell but I guess perhaps they’re not me
now I just have to convince myself they’re not characters I made :’)
denial
It’s kind of out of the blue but I just wanted to say I really appreciate you being open about being a system. You’ve talked a lot about the happy parts of it and how much you love your other system members, and it just feels really great to see. We kind of started syscovery a few months ago (still going through it), and seeing you and the rest of menagerie gang has helped some of us come to terms with it and reminded us to support our other system members. Idk I just had a moment of being really grateful for some of my system mates and what they do for us and I think a lot of that positive attitude comes from seeing those posts. Thanks for being such a lovely awesome guy :)
AW!!!!! this means so, so much to me. it's scary and risky putting myself out there the way I do (as some of you have seen from the things people send me sometimes) but it's worth it for moments like this [:
hey what the fuck.
I was so utterly a disaster today. I was anxious and angry and overall it turns out what people said about symptoms getting worse after syscovery is true.
That sucked but as I was on a crisis chat, I got really dizzy and then wasn’t upset or anxious or scared anymore.
I’m so confused. Was that what it feels like to switch? Unrelated? Did a fragment pop into my head or out? I feel wayyy more calm now, but now I’m confused lmao
I got this, I will deal with trauma. I can do it
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I know not to try to process trauma on my own. However...I'm just so confused and hoped if I couldn't remember something it would idk prove?? that smthg is wrong.
Ofc trying to remember the worst moments of my life that I haven't thought about/have intentionally avoided is making me feel like shit. I have a headache, I feel like I need to scream, and my chest is panicky and angry and just has too many emotions.
Anyone know how to pull back from this????
Ig I proved I have trauma but I want to not feel like this rn
Now I’m shaking.
grr I don’t like this
I know not to try to process trauma on my own. However...I'm just so confused and hoped if I couldn't remember something it would idk prove?? that smthg is wrong.
Ofc trying to remember the worst moments of my life that I haven't thought about/have intentionally avoided is making me feel like shit. I have a headache, I feel like I need to scream, and my chest is panicky and angry and just has too many emotions.
Anyone know how to pull back from this????
Ig I proved I have trauma but I want to not feel like this rn
I have a specific memory from around 11 years old of playing in the ocean, talking to myself. It was sort of roleplay? But basically I had some kind of mentor teaching me how to interact w the water. The reason I feel it’s relevant is because the whole time the woman (again not real, I was both sides of the conversation) referred to me as “you” and I’ve had similar experiences for a while now. Recently it feels like things that remind me of when I was severely depressed trigger…thoughts? They’re not exactly intrusive but I don’t want them there. It feels like a different version of me is trying to take over and act again on how I was when I was depressed
(Also maybe related but I definitely get a headache when researching plurality)
I am not asking you to diagnose me but are these in the realm of plural experiences?
i think that's in the realm of plural experiences and plurality might be something worth looking into!!
we experienced some similar stuff before syscovery, so this is def #relateable
Alrighty, thanks so much. I’m anon and tbh the more and more I research, the more likely it seems :]
huge fan of this blog url
like ik this is unrelated to plurality but damn hell yeah what a great url to grab for brain related posting
What does it feel like when someone else is fronting? At least right now, I have internal narrators who talk and talk and won’t shut up but I don’t know how to know if they’re fronting or taking control or however is best to call it.
How do I know/what does it feel like when someone else is in control?
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One of my biggest fears right now is that somebody will find out I might be plural and be able to prove to other people I'm faking. I don't want to fake anything but plurality makes sense so perhaps I'm biased in how I interpret my mind??
I want to just know for sure 100%
little update
I reconnected with a friend who has OSDD and just asked what they thought about…me and all my mental shit. They think I have OSDD-1a and honestly regardless of what I may have or not have, it’s just so relieving that somebody believes me
I don’t know what I’ll do with this information but I’m just so glad I have at least one person on my (our???) side
