Feb 23
before syscovery....
its hard to explain what was going on before it clicked, but it caused a whole lot of doubt about us being, yknow, "sane" and "normal."
im glad we figured it out, at the end of the day.
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before syscovery....
its hard to explain what was going on before it clicked, but it caused a whole lot of doubt about us being, yknow, "sane" and "normal."
im glad we figured it out, at the end of the day.
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IMAGINE !! (plz read until the end, I don't target anyone here, this isn't made to hurt anybody) Imagine you had a really bad accident as a child that damadged your eyes and you see colours differently now, and it gives you really bad headaches and you feel very dizzy sometimes and it's really disabling. And you think it's important to study this, so you go see many doctors and scientists, and they study this phenomenon on you and many others who have experienced the same thing. They scientifically prove that you have all these symptoms (even though some of the people who had it knew it already). They are able to give you a diagnosis for that, and to help you get a little better, even though you will never be fully cured.
Now imagine that someone who is colourblind because of his genetics but has no diagnose for it (let's imagine there is no scientifical recognition for colourblind people) talks about his experience as a colourblind. He doesn't pretend like he has your headaches or your dizziness, he doesn't claim your diagnosis, he doesn't claim to be disabled, he just says he sees colours differently. Maybe not the way you do, but pretty close to it comparing to other people. He doesn't come straight to you and take your medicine, he doesn't invade your space, he doesn't say you're not valid. He just exists as a colourblind.
Would you start a bullying campaign against him and all the other colorblinds ? Real question. Would you consider feeling like he's stealing your disorder and say he's faking, he can perfectly see colours, he's doing it for attention, he doesn't exist, ...
Okay, now imagine that this post is about systems.
so it turns out there might've been a reason i was ignoring it
That one friend you know is a plural egg but you cant tell 'em bc you know they won't listen 💔💔
I keep turning friends and mutuals plural while somehow doubting my own plurality.
I’m not sorry.
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y’know. I’m thinking about all those times I deleted our simply plural solely because I was fully convinced I was “faking” and “being disrespectful to actual systems”—and then how many times other people fronted and redownloaded it.
if I had one thing to say to people in syscovery even sorta relating to this, seriously, you’re not alone. there is absolutely no wrong way to be plural. there’s no right way to be plural. you exist, so do they, that’s okay.
I’m still kinda struggling as a host too. I’m only so far into discovering that we’re plural. it’s weird. a lot of the time I’m still scared of losing control of the body. but I also acknowledge them. I know that they’re there. I buy stuff for them to personalize being here for them so they can feel more comfortable and safe. I am trying my best, even with limited communication, even with a multitude of factors, it gets better.
announcement: i do not have the brain to myself
