i love it when my brain decides it's time to crash out over having no friends (went to watch a school production with a friend yesterday, going to watch a friend's performance today, going to a food festival with a friend tomorrow, spent hours texting friends from high school just a few days ago).
despite all that, it's still impossible to convince myself that i actually have friends and that they actually like me jdkgsalgj;al
like logically, i know i have them. emotionally, i have no friends and im a lonely loser.
















